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Stress killer?

2011-04-13T16:24:00.001+08:00

Is there a stress killer out there that can kill the stress that is killing me?

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Think no less of me..

2011-04-12T02:33:00.000+08:00

I hope u can think no less me for being what I am supposed to be..

Back to Blogging? No lah..

2011-03-15T19:58:00.002+08:00

I am back!!! No, cant say so because I just had the urge to blog. lol. yeah.. me is blog-ing. haha.. oh well.. lets get started..

I am home alone at the moment. for the next 1 week and 4 days. yeap. My parents went to Japan for my brother`s convocation which falls on the 23rd. Well despite all the disasters Japan is facing. Thank god my brother`s place isnt affected much. Well thats a good sign.

Yeah.. so basically I live on my own in this house. I cook myself or go out somewhere near to eat.. Its a boring and lonely period for me. I get to online but I dont do much.. Basically I lurk in Trade Zone forum most of the time looking for cheap deals and stuffs.. buy and sell earn some profit.. Thats what Im looking for. well.. Nothing much.. My days are just spent aimlessly like that. Suggest some productive work for me?

Gee I admit.. Im getting bored of writing this post edi.. S***

anyways.. I plan to go for a hike tmr.. and probably a swim in the stadium after that.. Damn I need to find something to kill time..

ciaos.. sien edi.. hahaa..

Wanna Congratulate People

2011-02-24T01:01:00.001+08:00

Wanna Congatulate those ppl who scored well in their STPM.. haha.. kinda envious towards them..

kinda felt that I should have done STPM too!

dahahaha

Welcome, Selamat Datang, Huan Yin Guang Ling

2011-02-24T00:59:00.002+08:00

Welcome people,

Thank you for reading my blog But I wont keeping it Updated often lor..

Probably some other time la.. Haha..

Things I wanna do now- Hiking, Frisbee, etc etc.

Till Next time Ciao!

Xie Xie Guang Ling!

hmm..

2011-02-24T00:57:00.000+08:00

Whats there to scribble here ah?

Give some idea la..

Another World

2010-07-19T00:45:00.003+08:00

I am in another part of the earth.

Far away from my friends and families..

I have lost contact with them..

Wye Yip

2010-07-17T14:23:00.002+08:00

Broke up. again??

I am asking myself..

I cant never give enough care for you. or for anyone.

Love is blind and it makes you blind. I guess I chose not to be blind. I chose not to be in love. Not to get blind. I wanna see clearly of everything. I dont wanna be blind and act blindly. Love can overcome everything? oh well, I dont know and I dont wanna know anymore.

I give up. I lose. I shall keep going.

An end is an end. It comes to an end.

Goodbye and have a good life ahead to you Adelyn which I bet you would. Get yourself up and find your own rightful guy. You have alot of choices. But I am not the one you are looking for. All of this was just a mistake that have never should have happened.

Thank you.

Miserably Hectic

2010-06-28T15:26:00.002+08:00

Its been 2 days of hectic work.

Been working my ass off for the past 2 days until my rest day which starts today. Dinner has not been too good. Too busy, too many ppl, too many fussy customers, too many dishes, too many things in mind.

Yesterday was a full moon in Yellowstone. A bunch of us went to Red Rock Trail which most of u guys wouldnt know to see the moon and the stars. What do I feel, looking at the moon just makes me think of something.

Is the other person looking at the moon too? Thats how we can see each other. Thats a naive thinking I had last time which I would tell my gf. How funny it was. But when I looked at the moon, sadness falls down on me. I am not too sure what I was thinking but I have no idea what to do. What was my decision. No idea..

Back in the kitchen, where I work. I still bring the Tupperware water bottle with me. And on that day I dropped the tumbler, and it broke. There was a slight crack on the plastic how weird. It feels shattered. Feels heart broken.. I dont wanna have that.. I wanna fix it back.. After work, I was still thinking in my mind.. What if it happens again.. I would not be able to take it anymore.. I have no idea..

I am basically lost. Everyday, I wake up in the morning aimlessly doing nothing and I get to work and I rest and back to work. My deadline is 3 days away. I am still lost. Should I consult anyone at all? Or should I just leave myself in what I am. Lost till the end. I seriously have no idea.

6 months.. That was long.. and it was memorable.. To forget you is not going to happen.. But staying in the darkness is what I am going through..

I am Lost.

My Immortal

2010-06-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

Evanescence:

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

I

2010-06-26T14:53:00.001+08:00

I will not love anyone.

I go where fate brings me to.

To where I am supposed to be.

What I am supposed to get.

What I deserve for myself.

Me

2010-06-26T14:49:00.001+08:00

I will just be what I wanna be. To be what I used to be. Having nothing other than just myself.

Take care.

Regret

2010-06-26T14:35:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, when we are together. I do wish we break up. Sometimes which we do, we get back really quickly.. The worst break was like 6 hours.. But we got back together.

Ever since, I thought about our future, I knew things like this would happen once more.. it will be never ending. You are just too sensitive, thinking too much and worrying too much.. everything I did was too little for you.. You need more convince, which I am just not always giving you the amount you want.

Regret? Yes? No? The true answer.. Yes and No. Yes for Loving you.. No for better life for the both..

No one will ever get the best of both worlds.. You have what she does not have.. and she does not have you have.. I love the both of you. But Im just in the middle of nowhere.. Decisions is not my field.. There is nothing I can decide. There is nothing I can have, I should have. I should just take whatever I should have.. Not to take anything for granted without working on it.

Regret is something meaningful yet meaningless

Back to my own space

2010-06-26T12:37:00.002+08:00

Well.. Guess what.. I am back to blogging.. Back to what I am.. or what I was.. Am I gonna be back to what I used to be again? to be fully me again.. I have no idea.. I am still in a deep hole.. and I guess this blog is the only place I can rant it all out! haha

As some of you might know.. I am currently in Yellowstone National Park. Its been 2 weeks since I have been out of home..

For the past few days.. Things hasnt been too good between me and my gf.. and so.. I decided to break up with her.. For the sake of our future. In the long run.. It might be a good thing.. But in short term.. it sucks.. I know she is very hurt and sad.. But me.. I feel lost.. Part of me feels gone.. I bet she feels the same.. What should I do. Its the 2nd day of my breakup. And I have cried all the time on the bed while thinking what we had.. How happy we were.. What did we go through.. everything just feels gone in split seconds.. In fact.. Tears is already rolling down.. hahaa.. I feel so stupid guys.. I feel so useless.. but I still love her so much..

Results got out today.. and they were terribly bad. But luckily I get to move on to undergrad and get to keep the scholarship too.. Right now.. I have no idea if I should continue or else.. Life sucks at this time.. Nothing good is happening to me.. everything seems to be falling down on me..

I made lots and lots of mistake during my work today.. I wasnt focused.. I wasnt emotionally ready for work.. I really feel like having a break and sleep through everything.. I hate myself..

To this someone I hurt you so much last time.. I do catch up ur bloggie.. But I am really not sure if I should get back to you.. I really need your accompany right now.. Need somebody to talk through.. U were my blasting machine.. god sakes.. I hope I could talk to you again.. Really hope so..

I have no idea what I should do now.. I am totally lost.. I need help..

life goes on..

2010-04-17T17:35:00.002+08:00

one word Im thinking of right now... SUCKS..

god knows why and what..

if u guys were to see my fb profile.. its been single for a few days..

and guess what.. i denied that it was true.. but yeah.. its true.. for like.. half a day..

I was really a single person for half a day.. and went on back to relationship soon after that..

I have to say.. why does this happen to me..

I feel like relationship thingy is too much for me.. I dont know if I can bear with it.. Maybe its not my time yet.. tooo soon for me.. im too fragile.. but.. she is more fragile than I am..

well.. guess I have to keep on going.. giving all my best to her.. I fell for her.. as well as for others.. no doubt.. I suck myself..

Heck.. This sucks.. life goes on..

my future plan?? Zero..

2010-04-04T13:47:00.000+08:00

ah well.. back to blogging.. hahaa

been a while since then..

I'm like half a year in Nottingham doing my foundation.. and I thought I'd just sail thru.. enter my first degree.. and there is goes.. sail thru my studies..

dilemma strike in.. hahaa.. i found that i really suck at maths.. suck like shit.. im sick of maths right now.. hahaa.. im doing bad in my studies.. not good.. and now i got influenced into medicine.. should i change? should i not??

i could actually just pass thru my degree.. and settle.. but da thing is.. i dont wanna just pass lah.. at least.. i wanna maintain the scholarship.. thats the main thing.. but it seems like its not going too well for me..

im kinda.. empty now.. dont know what to choose.. any suggestion by u guys?? am i medicine guy?? engineer guy?? and know what.. due to certain incident.. sucks.. i might be considering piloting in Singapore either.. how funny uh..

cheers..

year 2010

2010-03-20T04:18:00.002+08:00

I wonder if ppl still read my blog.. lolz..
even I myself dont bother to update..

well.. what can I say now.. I had a friggin big change of my life.. very big change..

I dont wanna talk about it.. but I am beginning to live life.. I get to do the wrong things.. and think back and regret.. sometimes.. I dont know how it goes..

but.. dang.. seriously.. if you can see this.. I really miss you now.. I kinda regretted.. ha.. I was stupid.. But I'm living in this stupidity.. Wondering when I can change..

~Yippie~ still old yippie..

lolzzz

2009-12-31T14:29:00.001+08:00

YEAHH.. IM stupid but LOVE it. LOLZ.

woo hooo!

Rollercoaster 2009

2009-12-31T13:27:00.003+08:00

woohooo tis is gonna be a long post i guess.. hahaa at least for me.. yay!! a review for the year of 2009.. fuuhhh

hahaa lemme think.. hoho.. i wanna start with 2008 dec okay??

SPM.. lolz. hehee.. after that was a Japan trip eh? I went too Japan.. woohoo.. darn iImiss it.. snow.. the cold.. the chill.. wahahahah. one of the best trip I've had.. totally enjoyed..

Back in Malaysia.. Pangkor Trip.. hahaa.. another good one.. This is where.. i meet bunch of guys and girls.. where i hang out.. waste my time with them.. hahaa.. i have all the time to waste with them.. lolz.. it was fun thou.. watching them arguing.. drinking with them.. hahaa.. i feel im bunch of them.. im with them.. yeah.. they are friends.. haha

hehe.. jan of 2009.. yeah. new start.. woo.. hehee.. i got my undang test.. after like 1 month?? lolz.. i failed u know.. lolzz. and I've got full marks this time... proud giler.. hahaaa.. and theres goes my driving lessons.. whee.. i drove a red kancil with an L on the windshield.. haha. around the menglembu area.. hehee..

hanging out with those ppl of course.. hahaa.. almost all the time.. and it went on like what? early morning.. hahaa

month of march uh? SPM results.. buahahaa.. an unexpected result.. hahaa.. proud of myself.. made my parents proud as well.. hahaa.. and shortly after that.. yeah.. got my driving license.. hohoh.. there goes my driving life.. yeah.. life in a small kenari.. hehee..

there goes.. Scholarship applications.. bla bla bla.. phailed JPA interview.. LOLZ.. bla bla.. singapore scholarship? lolz.. wtf is it.. lolz.. wadeva.. time flies.. hangouts.. everything done.. lolz..

a new life starts.. July Nottingham here i come.. lolz.. uni life.. campus life.. life in a double room.... tony pong as a rommie.. lolz.. guys and girls.. friends.. emos.. wadevas.. funnies.. hahaa.. im the wtf.. lolz.. always the wtf guy..

yeah.. 1st sem. sept 16 was my birthday.. yay. exam on the same day.. lolz.. i slept for 2 hours.. studied in friend's room.. whee..

whats up.. 1 week break from my semester break.. tats da end on a semester.. hahaa.. great ppl.. full of fun. laughter.. yeah.. everything.. what a life in uni..

semester 2.. brand new subjects.. aiks.. struggles.. damn low times.. but lotsa fun times too.. haha.. crazy times.. geez.. those buddies are gonna be with me for the next 5 years.. haha..

i've grown up.. i really have.. i've been more matured in my family.. but im darrnn ass childish among my friends.. i doubt people know that.. hahaa.. well.. i'll just be like that..

i know whats right or wrong.. but mistakes i've done.. i've done really stupid mistakes.. hahaa.. my first time.. relationships.. wtf... its just stupid.. hahahha.. yea.. i think it thru.. hopefully i wont repeat this mistake anymore.. lolz..

yeah.. its da last day of the year.. i'll be watching my watch to turn 1st.. hahaa.. yeah.. brand new year.. brand new life? yep i hope so.. ah yeah.. im single!!

woohoo..

yeah!

sheeshh..

2009-12-23T15:00:00.001+08:00

Just wished I was all alone all the while.. all the way..

dummyy

2009-12-11T16:08:00.001+08:00

ah.. stupidity.. think clearly lar yippie.. nvr repeat it.. keep it out.. control urself..

Lemme Out..

2009-12-04T18:48:00.001+08:00

Get me out of this confusion i guess..

R....E

2009-11-24T02:36:00.000+08:00

I miss ya!

pointless..

2009-11-22T13:14:00.001+08:00

I aint feeling any well at all... i need some free space...

Time Machine.. lolss

2009-11-13T04:27:00.002+08:00

facebook.. connects people right?? hahaa.. its such a nice place to see photos.. info.. people.. old friends.. hahaa.. but it makes me think back of the memories.. and [ ] (no vocab to describe) me.. lolz..

ahh.. spent some time.. looking at the pics.. old friend.. ah.. secondary school lar.. hahaa.. my old school.. lolz.. uniform.. they look so.. memorable.. hahaa.. i wished i could travel back and forth anytime i want.. hahaa.. get into the setting i want.. lolzz..

ah... i miss them.. everything back then.. uni life.. seems so boring after all.. hahaa..

it aint easy letting it off as just saying.. lolz.. nvr thought i'd feel like this at this time.. lolz.. i aint that good in letting go either.. hahaa.. c'mon yippie.. move on lor.. lolz..

conclusion: facebook emofies me.. lolz... ahhhhhhh..

crappy... XD

p/s: miss u guys who been thru Sam Tet with me..

Whats people and life all about??

2009-11-12T00:42:00.004+08:00

ah.. suddenly i just feel like voicing out... ahh.. i couldnt find nobody to chat with.. with ppl i want to...

ah life.. people.. i've been thru quite a lot i'd say.. seen a lot.. been with a lot of people.. and its just common... for people to mix with people right.. and mostly.. we all want to mix with people that are 'perfect' in such a way.. has all the attributes a perfect human should have.. almost perfection.. ah.. i guess.. and in Uni.. theres so much people i'd see they 'perfect'.. ah.. felt so intimidated.. they tend to get the first attention.. they leave something behind to everyone.. a mark that makes somebody to remember..

i find people.. so simple minded.. its the good and they go for it.. sometimes i wonder.. if they are really truthful or they just wanna get something from the person.. at time.. i wonder how the person who has all the attention feel about.. he has all the attention.. does he feel happy or safe? so many people around him.. is he able to get along well with all... haha..

ahh.. im just crapping.. lolz.. well.. some people form what i see.. are just great actors... and they get attention too.. hmm.. it seems to be they're just too fake to get along with.. i might be wrong.. but well.. god knows whos right and whos wrong.. well.. i just get to myself..

as for me.. most of u guys would know.. im da loner kind eh.. haha.. im just quiet from the outside.. i dont mix around too much.. i dont speak too much too.. unless u know me in person.. which.. i dont think anyone here in da uni knows.. hahaa.. should i change.. should i not? lolz.. at time.. thinking about human minds.. its better to keep a distance.. for the people i know.. i do my own judgment on them.. well.. so far.. none fails me yet.. and i hope it wont fail me at all.. heheee..

ahh.. people in life.. whats the purpose.. everyone has their own evil in them... lolz.. they all think about themselves rather than others.. i guess.. its really a truth.. hahaa.. i get the same feeling at times too.. when im selfish for myself.. hehee.. but somethings.. some are just soo selfish i'd say.. they do everything for themselves.. putting the blame.. shaming others.. and they nvr thought of what they did is correct.. and yet.. they succeed on me ba.. hahaa.. im just bored to deal with these kind of people.. let them put da blame.. ah who cares.. i know im fine.. and those who can judge.. should know i guess.. hate to protect myself from all these.. guess that one of the reasons ppl have no confidence in me.. lolz..

im just acting to myself in uni.. what a diff me.. ppl see me as.. hmm.. funny, stupidly, cool maybe lan ci i'd say.. hahaa.. nobody know whats made of me.. hahaa.. wonder if i could find a friend who really understands me.. shares with me.. hahaa.. its gonna be so great to talk with him or her.. hahaa.. ahh... god knows.. weee.. yippie.. ur gonna be somebody.. lolz..

gimme a breaK!

signing off~~ huhuuu

ahhh..

2009-11-06T15:50:00.001+08:00

darn i hate the new msn... and its upgrading.. not allowing old versions to login.. damn it..

Im Updating ehhh!!

2009-11-06T01:22:00.004+08:00

hahaa.. yippie's bloggie is updating itself.. lolz.. been how long i wonder.. hehee.. just suddenly wanted to blog.. all the while.. lolz... guess.. the blog is gonna die soon.. hahaa..

hahaa. guess what.. i've been thru university life for da past 5 months.. almost half a year... and very soon.. i'll be ending my foundation studies... imagine how time flies.. lolz.. its crazy. hahaa..

5 months.. i've been thru a whole lot.. experience.. people.. studies.. work.. haha.. stress .. cool people.. cool experience.. hahaaa.. im gonna be spending the next 5 years in the same place.. with the same bunch of buddies.. hahaaa

daily life is getting busy everyday... classes in the morning.. cooking and sports in da evening. and night time is meant for studies.. but frankly speaking.. with presence of the housemates.. concentrating has been a problem for me.. and in this 2nd semester... im jus scared my results will drop.. and from what i see.. its starting.. well.. hope all goes well.. i get the distinction i want... i guess.. i'll have to work harder... heee..

i am on the uni frisbee society.. hahaa.. i nvr thought frisbee could be a game of sports... thought it was just some disc throwing.. hahaa.. guess what it fun.. hahaa.. it works on the soccer field, rules of netball, and games on american football.. hahaa.. darn funny rite.. to sum up.. u can move when u have the disc and i have to bring the disc to the end zone by passing around.. lolz.. i enjoy it.. hahaa.. and hopefully.. this can be something i could excel.. hahaa..

and lately.. i have been involving in volleyball.. haha.. met a senior.. and he asked me to play along with him.. into competition.. lolz.. i'll be on a volleyball competition very soon.. hopefully.. i get to do my best.. best for the team.. and hopefully.. not to disappoint my team mates.. all the best to nottingham volleyball team. haha..

alright.. monday is cooking day, tues is frisbee day.. wed is volleyball day.. thurs is frisbee or volleyball day.. friday is free day which mostly be swimming day.. hahaa. sat and sun.. random day.. hahaa.. uni life is busy.. hahaa.. give me a chill! hahaa

heee.. and this post.. ReGiNe.. its ur birthday wor.. hohohh.. happy birthday ah my gf... im missing u much.. and loving ya all da way.. hahaa..

i look 'gay' in this pic eh.. haha.. but i like it!

hahahaa.. thats all lar.. for my update.. lol.. wonder when would be my next update.. nobody knows.. hahaa..

Week 3 of Sem 1

2009-10-14T12:38:00.002+08:00

lol.. been quite a while eh.. this dead blog.. hahaa..

been lazy to update.. seriously.. computer serves me 2 purpose now.. online check mail and foruming.. and games.. hardly have time to update da blog.. i guess..

so for this time.. im just gonna write about what happened in the past few days.. perhaps.. past few weeks.. hahaa

so... im still staying in the same room.. with some fellow seniors.. and we're on cooking thingy.. where we cook during weekdays.. hahaa.. healthy and economic food.. and its economic indeed.. hahaa.. im happy with that.. but then.. it takes time.. lolz..

and well.. i joined the frisbee club.. went for 2 sessions.. and i enjoyed it.. sports.. hahaa.. nice.. wished i could excel in this.. i can play every sports.. but none of it that i excel in thou.. hahaa. sad case....

and.. hmm.. im having back pain.. kinda.. serious i'd say.. but not till the extent that i could walk.. it pains when im in certain position.. and it pains when i walk.. aik.. and guess what.. i went to the uni clinic.. and darn i tot it was free.. so what i got was.. rm25 ripped and a so called muscle cream.. which i have it at my house.. darn it.. rm25.. duh..

so thats about it.. nothing to blog about.. studies are still fairly okay.. but assignments are so gonna kill us.. i guess.. hopefully.. its gonna be good.. my muscle pain is kinda affecting me.. unable to concentrate.. darn.. hate this.. hopefully it recovers soon.. very soon..

guess thats all i have to say.. ciao guys..

aikz..

2009-09-30T15:21:00.002+08:00

aih... so its da beginning of a new semester edi.. and the come back for all students of the campus...
one word.. its damn PACKED... everywhere u go.. u'll see somebody.. compared to my first sem.. its like a dead campus... well.. how does it feel for me.. well.. some good some bad i guess.. i get to see lotsa ppl... hehee... but da bad thing.. everything has to take turn.. the swimming pool isnt mine anymore.. its darn packed everyday.. aih...

hmm.. 3rd day already.. and im almost been to all the classes.. darn.. it doesnt feel good i get various type of lecture.. all new syllabus... and it wont be easy... its seems so tough.. and im feeling sleepy in the classes... haiz... i need some pushing power here... i have to do well... cant slack lar...

my room.. is filled with bunch of ppl... and.. the people.. are friendly indeed.. they are fine.. easy to mix with.. but the problem is.. my room has become a gaming site for people.. and im getting sleepless night... i guess.. da weird part is that im not joining them.. lolz.. good sign huh..

and the worst thing.. im having neck pains.. which im not sure where its from.. sleeps or what.. and back pain too.. due to a fall in the field last time?? or maybe sitting without proper support.. aik.. no idea.. hopefully its gonna heal with time.. its not doing me good.. haiz..

so thats all i can write i guess.. and btw.. my room has internet already.. but its a darn slow one.. wadever.. as long as i can use i guess..

huh...

2009-09-28T16:37:00.001+08:00

New Sem starts... it aint easy.. God Bless Me..

some pics??

2009-09-26T17:55:00.002+08:00

aiyah.. as requested... lazy me upload some photos lar..

just had my haircut.

on new specks.. not much difference rite??4

new specks lor... not much diff with old specks

and the side.. any idea whats the sign there?? hahaa

been quite a while

2009-09-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

hahaa.. its been quite a while since i've updated eh.. felt like leaving my blog to die liao.. and dont think there are any visitors also.. lolz..

so.. im currently at my home.. with my lappy.. downloading the stupid antivirus thanks to the slowest internet connection on earth.. hahaa...

fyi.. i've been dealing with my lappy these few days.. formatting and installing.. all over over over again.. aikz.. im using win7 adi.. hahaa.. which im quite satisfied.. love da GUIs... but.. bluescreen happening.. aikz.. wonder whats wrong.. and graphic drivers too.. another problem..

hmm.. so.. im back at my home.. shud be resting well.. but im not.. hahaa.. well... all my brothers.. all are back.. family reunited with hari raya.. hahaa.. how irony.. lolz.. been hanging with my bro alot.. and hes bought a new lappy too.. same price as mine... lolz.. but diff model lar..

hmm.. went out for a few gatherings.. and waiting the 'day' to come.. hahaaa.. which is tmr.. lolz... and i made a new specks.. gonna get it on friday.. a chelsea specks.. lolz.. not a chelsea fan thou.. but too bad.. the specks is nice.. hahaa..

so basically ntg much i write.. couldnt find transport back to kl... got a bus ticket on sunday.. hope there wont be much delays ler... and can arrive safely to campus.. which will be darn packed for sure edi.. hahaa... looking forward thou..

hee.. i'll end here lor..

LOLZ...

2009-09-21T19:03:00.001+08:00

MY BLOG IS DEAD.. HAHAHA...

WAIT TILL I HAVE TIME TO REVIVE LOR..

WATCH!!

2009-09-10T03:26:00.001+08:00

this thingy made my day!!

hmmm..

2009-08-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

hahaa.. i seriously dont know what to write..

im currently in ipoh now.. back to my 5 yrs old desktop computer.. transferring files and softwares to my lappy.. lolz.. it has taken me da whole day.. and it will be done shortly.. hahaa..

well.. if u guys notice.. in my facebook profile.. my relationship status has been changed.. im not single anymore.. im taken.. not available.. hahaa.. wonder what u guys feel about this.. lolz.. u wanna know whos taken me? go search in fb lor.. hahaa..

hmm.. another 3 more weeks.. semester is going to end ler.. and a big holiday for me.. 1 week.. hahaa.. considered big i guess.. and.. hopefully.. i'll have my first make out with her.. hahaa u know who.. hehee

soo.. now im still with assignments and homeworks.. its all endless.. haiz..
hope this sem gonna end very soon.. and end with flying colour i hope so.. and no more malaysian studies as well... but then.. moral studies is coming...

hahaa.. cant really think of anything to update about.. guess i'll leave it here.. hahaa

updates..

2009-08-22T20:09:00.001+08:00

its been like so long i get online huh.. and update my blog as well.. hahaa.. at last i found a free time to do so.. lolz... good thing..

so my mid term has actually ended.. test i mean.. and how did i do.. i'd say... fairly okay.. but still not satisfied.. chemistry again.. was my worst subject.. and it seems.. everyone face the same problem as well.. hahaa.. hopefully.. everyone's marks will just be the same as i am.. but its kinda impossible.. cos im seriously weak in it..

soo.. after the exams.. had a chill out.. went to tesco to shop for daily goods.. and guess wad.. i spent rm80... i was like wad the hell.. and after checking.. an item wasnt purchased by me but its included in the bill.. duh.. and an item which is placed on the cheap price rack.. came out to be its original price.. duh.. hate tat i spent soo much money... haiz.. next time gotta be careful ba..

so after that.. at 11pm... we've got a BBQ party in the campus.. so.. basically.. all the chinese students in the campus came for it.. lolz.. it was meant to be a farewell party for a guy whos leaving.. but it turns out to be just a normal gila party.. hahaa..

well.. we kinda enjoyed ourselves.. hahaa.. people got along with each other.. chit chats... etc.. and of course eating lar.. den pic sessions.. playing around.. and packing.. ntg really much actually.. well had my sleep at 4am in da morning..

and early morning at 8.30 the next day.. woke up and went to the admin building to work.. as a volunteer for the open day.. well.. my job was to give tours to visitors.. and bring them to their respective disciple counselors.. so tats about it.. its quite tiring actually to walk around the campus all the time.. worked from 10 to 4pm.. felt like wasted half a day..

well.. in overall.. everything is still okay.. but i was soo tired that i dozed off after going back to my room.. hahaa..

my situation

2009-08-15T01:47:00.002+08:00

hmm.. its like sooo long since i've updated my blog.. hahaa.. partly.. its already buried under da grave.. just that im diggin it back up.. lolz..

soo.. how am i going on.. i'd say.. still okay.. but not so okay... hahaa.. im bombarded with assignments, lab reports, tutorials and exam...

can u guys imagine?? 4 weeks has passed.. 1 month.. full im already outta my house.. 1 month i've not been with my bad.. hahaa..

well.. i'd say.. i really miss home.. who doesnt.. fuuhhh.. its really tiring living by myself.. everything is managed by myself.. and the worst thing.. is that im using all the blood and sweat of both my parents.. everything its not my own.. and what im doing it just spending theirs..

well.. what i can do.. is to score well.. try to save their money.. maintain the high achievers scholarship.. haiz..
but da problem now.. im stressing myself too much into achieving so.. its a tough job.. i don feel im capable.. i really liked my old style.. getting lazy.. everything just do last min... everything is easily managed.. and i can just do fine.. up to my expectation.. but now trying to do better then my expectation.. which.. im stressing myself..

im catching with my work.. im gonna have to change.. i cant procrastinate adi.. i have to chg edi leh.. hope.. i can change.. i can do better.. i can maintain the scholarship.. do the best i can.. but not to force myself too much.. hope.. i could just be what is best for me lar..

really cant say much.. im busy with my homework and assignments.. etc.. everything.. it just sucks.. UK education system is tough.. ahhh

i wanna get thru this fast.. as soon as possible..

pc fair..

2009-08-02T17:48:00.002+08:00

ahh.. so i went to pc fair.. KL pcfair.. not ipoh man..

its in kl convention centre.. 45mins drive from UNMC.. with smooth traffic.. whoa.. dang..

ahh.. what to say.. i've seen alot of pics of KL pc fair.. especially with booth gals.. hahaa.. and now.. im in it adi.. hahaa..

well.. KL pc fair.. is super big.. hahaa.. the biggest in malaysia eh.. its like.. 7 or 8 times bigger than Ipoh? hahaa.. and more booths of course.. and more booth gals in sexy outfit also lar.. hahaaa.. see ppl taking pics.. hahaa..

so.. walked around.. and we actually spent 2 hours.. 1st round to walk around and da 2nd round was to purchase my stuff.. and the problem is.. everything is barricaded.. we have to follow the flow.. traffic was smooth tats y..

well.. i planned to purchase laptop here.. and so i did.. but its not with me yet.. as u guys know. im still under 18.. i couldnt withdraw more den rm500 with my bankcard.. duh.. so in da end.. i could oni pay the deposit.. and i will be collecting my laptop on the sat.. dang.. hate to travel again man.. i seriously cant wait to use it.. especially.. to do my assignments on it..my homework etc.. i hate to walk to the computer lab.. its damnnn far.. aih..

so.. i bought an asus 15 inch laptop.. k40ab model.. go google if u wanna find out more lar... rm2k.. for it.. good specs and best at its price.. lolz.. pure gaming laptop.. hahaaa.. and best of all.. it has a numpad.. which most standard size laptop dont have.. lolz.. number typing would be easier i guess.. lols..

so.. tats about it.. i have reports to rush.. aih.. im procrastinating adi.. im lazy to do my work.. dangg.. hate it.. argghhhh

arrghh..

2009-07-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

sorry guys i havent been updating and replying u guys in chat box.. haiz..

i barely had time to go to my blog and blog.. mainly because im in da comp lab.. and i cant do personal stuffs rite.. many ppl could be looking.. haiz..

so.. its already the 3rd week.. and seriously im friggin busy.. busy busy busy with home work.. notes.. assignments.. exercises.. and now presentations.. i have 2 presentation to do.. endless english exercises for the portfolio.. malaysia studies assignment which is due 2 weeks and i havent even started yet.. duh.. and endless maths exercises..

so what i do everyday.. i have classes everyday.. and they start at 9am in da morning.. and lunch time from 1pm to 2pm.. and classes ends at 5pm.. its tiring man.. it aint easy being a uni students.. with soo many things to take care with.. im having full classes during tuesdays..

and well.. at 5pm.. as soon as class ends.. mostly i'll just go back to my room and lay on da bed.. sometimes i fall asleep.. sometimes.. i read the e-book in da pda.. which i will fall asleep also.. hahaa.. den i'll wake up and do sports.. hahaa.. i just cant waste da chance to get to da sport complex.. hahaa.. im running laps in da football field.. swim at times.. hahaa..

how am i doing eh.. im not sure either.. im just busy with studies.. i dont have time to think of anything else.. im just going thru my daily chores.. classes.. lunch.. classes.. nap.. jogs. dinner.. exercises.. so basically that what i do everyday.. non-stop.. its endless.. hahaa..

pc fair is coming to malaysia this 31st July.. and hopefully i could get a laptop for myself.. and minizime the walk all da way to the computer lab which im in now.. and i can always do my stuffs with privacy in my laptop.. ahh.. cant wait for it..

so at the moment.. im kinda hanging in studies.. some subjects are just tough.. english.. is da toughest yet i guess.. i suck in english.. in an academia way.. i cant produce professional english.. haiz.. i have lotsa practice and exercise to work on to seriously improve my english..

well.. for maths.. im coping.. im in the flow.. good thing...
mechanics.. also physics lar.. kinda tough actually.. lotsa detail.. and the lecturer is going thru like soo fast...
same goes to quantum physics.. light and waves.. complicated as it is.. engineering aint easy..
malaysian studies.. da subject taking place every friday.. its darn boring.. and the assignments and presentation are torturing.. dang..

and the worst thing im always in the wrong group.. which explains the torment im getting.. aihz.. how i wished.. theres no group work at all.. everything done on my own.. that what i really hope..

so i guess.. that all for now ler.. i aint sure when i'll be updating..
im gonna have to start off with presentation and assignments right away..

busy busy...

2009-07-22T13:00:00.002+08:00

aihs.. its been a busy period for me.. ever since class started.. im bundled up with tutorials and assignments... lectures are till 5pm daily.. and i hardly have time to rest and go for entertainment..

its a tough time i guess.. busy uni life.. frankly.. secondary school compared to uni is nothing.. lolz..

well.. hardly have time to go online.. even if going online.. it would be assignments and mails oni.. couldnt update blog that often.. maybe not until i get a laptop ba.. hopefully.. this coming pc fair i'll get myself a laptop.. hahax..

well.. so far... the things im studying are still basics.. its like back to the form 4.. well.. a lil bit detailed.. and complicated... aih... i wanna score good marks.. im getting serious and not playing and lazing around adi.. im studying and revising all night.. im occupied with work.. and not like last time.. games.. well.. wonder how it'll turn out when i get a laptop.. hope im able to control ba..

so i guess tats all i can say.. not much updates any sooner.. haha.
cya folks.

urghh.. ruined test

2009-07-13T11:16:00.002+08:00

first day of class.. we're to sit for a diagnostic test for maths class placement..

and guess what.. i ruined it.. i seriously forgot everything.. i was unsure.. i couldnt just fire.. a wrong answere will minus my marks..

damn.. it was a disaster.. it almost half the paper that i missed out.. half man.. half......... duh.. i forgot everything.. EVERYTHINGGG... ahhh hateee it.. and later afternoon the class placement will be displayed.. really dont know which i belong.. hopefully.... damn.. wadeva its good to me...

one of the worst day of my life..

2009-07-13T10:45:00.002+08:00

well...

it was sunday.. and.. i wanted to go out.. to midvalley.. travel into kl... so i did.. got onto the 12.30pm bus after my breakfast..

journey took 40 mins to reach ktm kajang.. bought da ticket and waited for da komuter.. scheduled 5 mins after i bought da ticket but guess wad.. its a 20 mins wait.. people tell me the service sucks.. and well i got it now...

and the worst to come.. the people.. malaysians.. arggh.. have no manners at all.. no moral.. u guys should see how they rush into the train.. even people in the train who wanted to come out find it hard.. stuck by the people who are rushing in.. jostling.. serisous.. theres no system for it.. the line are there.. but people just push and push.. duh.. i've been to japan.. i must say.. its a freakinnggg thousand times whole lot betterrrrr den in malaysia... even at odd hours.. ppl line up and wait for those who wanna come out and get in later.. one by one..even they had to jostle around.. but malaysians.. seriously speechless..

so im like a sardine inside the komuter.. packed till i can just go nuts.. and those coming in kept puushing.. seeing even theres no more place.. damn em.. i was really pissed off.. felt like giving a punch to the guy who pushed in.. well.. everyone on da train was heading to kl.. and its sunday.. even families use the komuter.. wth..

so upon reaching.. i pushed around and almost shouted loudly 'excuse me'.. ppl in da train were already looking.. i was pissed.. ah.. delay.. and service.. system.. duh.. malaysians.. so.. midvalley.. it kinda calmed me down.. its such a bigg shopping centre.. and i feel free over there.. im alone.. im free... lolz.. and the first thing.. i got to mcdonalds and had my fillet set at one of the couch provided by the mall..

well then i started walking around.. went to the computer shops to see some laptops.. the shops sell all branded stuffs.. everything on their own brand.. hahaa.. cool.. midvalley wan big.. haha. i couldnt finish the whole thing.. just walked around looking at the people and the place.. photos will be up later on.. well.. i must say.. kl gals are good at making up and dressing up.. haha.. they do attract my attention.. lolz..

later on went to the supermarket to shop for food stuffs.. lolz.. i called mom a couple of times to ask for the price of this and that.. haha.. well.. in da end.. i got myself a peanut butter, bread, yoghurt and sushi! for dinner.. which later turn out to bea disaster.. well.. i timed to leave at 5.30pm.. but when i was finished and bored of walking it was only 4.30.. so.. i hanged around and at last.. went to the ktm station.. time to go home..

and again.. stuck and pushed in da freaking train.. luckily the journey back wasnt as bad as i was coming.. the train going towards kl is fulllll of people... well.. my train is full too.. but the other one was super packed.. well.. this time.. some guy.. in da train lost his wallet.. got pickpocketted i guess.. from what i see.. he kept calling people to ask if they saw his wallet.. ah poor guy.. he was standing beside me.. first time travelling and i've witness a pickpocket adi... lolz.. everyones advice was true lolz.. gotta be extra careful le..

i reached the ktm station at around 5.45pm.. the bus was supposed to come at 6.30pm.. so i thought of walking up to some other shopping centres and wait at the nearby assigned bus stop.. the walk took me 10 mins eh...went for some air cond and came out at 6.20pm to wait for the bus stop.. waited and waited.. its supposed to come at 6.30.. duh.. waited and waited.. at 7pm.. i called the admin.. asking for the bus.. when i called i saw the bus coming.. and i thought i'd stop.. but damn.. it just went past me.. wtf.. i chased for it. it stopped at the traffic light.. ran for like 70 metres and light turned green.. wth... then the admin called me.. it was a misscall just now.. and he called back.. i told him what happened.. and he told me to go back to the ktm station..

so i thought.. i'd better go to another assigned stop.. i wouldnt be able to reach ktm in time i guess.. and i walk on.. and it was another 10 mins walk.. to another stop.. and again.. waited for like 20 mins.. i called the guy.. he said.. the bus dont come the stop.. wtff.. i was like.. man.. it was stated in the guide.. and now its not coming.. heck.. he told me to wait till 9.30 at ktm for another bus.. damn.. its ruined.. my sushi dinner.. which was supposed to be had in my warm room. and now.. it ended up here.. dang..

so i walked on.. to mcdonalds.. to wait for the time.. had to order something to at least sit there dont i.. fillet burger again.. dang.. i had it as lunch... there wasnt much choice.. so i ate the sushi and the fillet.. i didnt enjoy the fillet... the sushi was already filling.. and i didnt really enjoy.. i was outta mood adi.. im supposed to be having this nice meal after my nice bath... damn.. i was sitting for like an hour in mcdonalds..

so.. at 8.40.. i starting walking back to the station.. reached around 8.56.. it was a slow walk.. and sat waiting.. while smsing.. ranting to my people.. so.. 9.20pm.. the bus came.. boarded the bus.. and actually.. the bus is suppposed to wait for like 15 mins for students.. damn... if back earlier i walked back to the ktm station.. i'd be back home adi.. argh... pisses me off again..

well on da ride home... met a malay guy and chatted with him.. hes a jpa scholar.. having 7A's.. and getting the scholarship.. he was tellling me that he felt unfair about it too.. very lucky for malays.. lolz.. and i was like.. nvm nvm.. lolz.. better to make friend then to hate him.. lolz.. wadeva.. chatted along da way.. and i reached da campus at 10.05pm.. had my bath and got to bed after reading an e-book from my pda.. and some games.. duh..

it was certainly a bad bad day and worst experience.. i wouldnt wanna go out anymore.. especially.. boarding the komuter.. thats the worst thing on earth.. da system sucks.. well developed.. but people are over developed i guess..

well that all about my ranting post..

Registration

2009-07-09T15:22:00.002+08:00

aih.. so its da resgistration at last.. which means im officially a student..

well.. what to say.. i woke up 8.30am.. i'll have to learn to wake up early already.. and sleep early too.. haha.. wonder whats wrong with my sleep.. im still tired when i wake up.. aiseh..

so.. had my breakfast.. breads everyday.. haha.. went to put the clothes under the sun.. and went to the building for registration..

well.. what i saw.. JPA and MARA counters.. this batch is certainly full with scholarship holders.. aih... makes me sad again.. well.. what i saw.. 85% were malays.. dang.. tat makes me kinda pissed.. lolz.. ahh..im gonna have to prove to myself that im a better student then they are.. hahaa.. wait till class comes.. we'll see whos more eligible for the scholarship.

i'll have to be better den them.. haha..

saw a korean gal too, a mat salleh, a few from overseas.. middle eastern countries.. haha.. wonder if there are any hot chicks for engineering.. lolz.. from what i see.. theres none yet... lolz.. so.. hope for da best.. lolz...

well.. i washed clothes for the first time.. lolz.. it aint so easy.. haha.. now letting em dry.. gonna collect after this already.. im on my friends laptop.. and been gaming since morning.. hahaa..

adious ppl.. gotta collect clothes now.. hahaa

heee

2009-07-07T20:12:00.004+08:00

haha.. 2nd day in nottingham and im still updating my posts.. lolz.. even without a laptop of my own.. this time im using my friends laptop here.. haha..

so here are some brief pics lar.. din really take much pics.. haha.. i'll try to get some more later.. haha

duck feeding at da pond.. lolz

the main admin building, clock tower. was too near.. when taking da pic

the pathway from the admin building.the area is big.. couldnt hold the whole scene

haha.. so actually. ntg much lar.. din really take pics.. lolz.. later ba.. i'll see if im in mood to take pics.. lolz..

ntg much for me.. been soo boring now.. waiting for class to start.. which is monday.. wondering if i shud go out to town.. lolz..

Arrival

2009-07-06T12:24:00.002+08:00

yay.. guess wad readers. im in nottingham already.. haha... malaysian campus.. not UK one lar..

haha.. arrived in sat.. after a lunch of satay in kajang.. lolz.

lemme see.. im using the IT labs computer.. theres alot of computer.. but jus walking over and sitting here for hours dont seem normal.. haha.. if any of u guys need to chat or wanna chat with me.. haha just gimme a msg and i'll go online.. lolz..

well.. first impression of nottingham.. haha.. AWESOME.. lolz.. they building.. structures.. places.. woots nice..

arrival at nottingham.. i got into the office and straight away to my room.. FYI, im in a twin sharing room but my roommate isnt here yet.. so im owning the whole room.. haha.. hopefully.. it stays on.. lolz.. met a perlis friend which was a housemate.. haha.. he said.. the chances of the empty place not occupied is barely 0%.. lolz.. means most probably it will be occupied.. haha.. hope i get a good one.. well.. da guy told me lotsa stuffs.. haha.. hes quite good looking too.. he was an engineering student but he changed to business stream.. so tats about it.. haha

im staying at the end of my wing. Im in Tioman hall.. the place is quite convinient. the sports complex is just behind my room. some 300 meters away lar.. haha.. wahts available?? almost everything!
and everything is FREE.. of course.. its paid on the fees la.. haha.. theres a gym, swimming pool, football field.. futsal.. basketball courts.. cricket.. volleyball.. squash.. tennis.. haha.. i might take up squash later on.. lolzz syok lar man.. haha..

but i guess later on when i stay much longer i'll find it boring.. thats what my perlis friend said.. haha.. hopefully.. i dont get bored.. and we have free buses out to kajang ktm where we get to travel around.. i'll be exploring myself ba.. haha.. hopefully.. dont get lost.. wonder if i shud do the exploring on my own or wait with some friends.. haha..

this place is quite outskirts.. without a car u cant do anything.. lolz.. but the good thing that its quite chilling... outskirts.. nice.. well.. everythings looking good here. haha.. looking forward for my class now.. hopefully.. it wont let me down and i wont let myself down..

guess its da end.. gotta get going for lunch edi.. haha.. i dont have pics here.. aiseh... no pic uploaded... wonder when im getting a laptop.. adious ppl!

random pics back in japan

2009-07-02T01:38:00.003+08:00

Mount Fuji

rays glaring on the water

disneyland.. haha..

this is one huge dog i saw in da park

Christmas in Disneyland

I miss the cold night of japan..

Train Routes

a meal in shibuya. buffet. hehe

Universal Studios of Japan

Imagine how think is the snow.. haha.. sink till my knee eh

3 days left

2009-07-02T00:22:00.003+08:00

haha.. can u believe its thursday already?? lolz.. this means its 3 days left till im going off.. lulz... yay... cant wait for saturday!

had my hair cut today.. wednesday lar.. lolz.. no pics guys.. went to a salon in my housing area.. rm5 cut.. 2 bucks compared to the town where i used to go.. da salon was empty.. im da only customer.. well half way cutting came a elderly man.. hmm.. ntg much to say.. but the cut wasnt that good.. not that tidy.. and not short enuf.. i wasnt wearing specks.. and i couldnt see how long was it.. it happens to me everytime.. aiseh.. well.. i guess its gonna last me for another 3 months till another cut..

and i skipped my supposedly last training.. ah.. i was lazy to attend training.. wadeva..

tues, went for a small gathering meant for me.. lolz.. but da people who were there.. were just a few.. nai woon, yau weng, ivan, hui lin and chooi lian.. at yeolde english.. chit chats and some gay talks haha.. nothing relates me into da topic.. i was just a listener.. saw my cousin there..

at night had some uno sessions on facebook with nai woon, chooi lian, and ivan..

hmmm.. theres still things im havent fulfill.. a makan session which my fren wanted me to go.. but wonder what is his planning.. a yum cha session with a fren.. but not replies from her yet.. lolz.. and i havent pack up.. lolz.. so.. gonna be last min work.. n i havent got myself a laptop.. i guess wont be getting one that soon.. though is sucks not being able to get online.. my phone.. cant do much.. light browsing tats all..

ahh.. really wonder how is nottingham.. the place.. everything.. cant wait to go adi leh.. anticipation.

haha a pic for u guys who says my blogs boring.. well.. its still boring rite?? hahaa

random pics for every post.. haha
IVAN!

well.. da last outing with them.

2009-06-28T14:49:00.002+08:00

sat morning.. early morning got scolded by dad to get up to go to work.. i told him that i had stuffs to do.. but he ignored.. and scolded.. duh..

well.. my dad.. went on with the computer.. till 5pm.. i went to stadium.. for my last training.. ahh.. i've skipped for quite some time.. and thought of going for da last time.. aikz.. stamina seriously went down alottt.. i have the speed.. but not the stamina..

so.. went on with some strengthening exercise.. which.. i cant tahan at all.. especially push ups.. my arms are not strong at all.. wad a disgrace.. we were required to hold on when we're down.. ah.. cant do it.. just twice i did and im down..

so.. the training ended at 7.. got home at around 7.20.. bathed and took my dinner.. and.. asked my dad.. if i could drive.. and.. big bomb came.. big blast man.. resulted with quarrel with mum and dad with mum trying to defend me.. ahh.. i left them.. listening to all those.. i couldnt bear with it.. i jus grabbed the key and drove out..

well.. reached parade around 8.30.. and parked my car in greentown.. went walking thru parade to see any clothes to be bought.. and found some.. and will be buying them today.. after a quick look.. went to popular to catch some mags..

headed off to da cinema at 8.50pm.. saw cikgus already there.. but not others.. cikgu said da gals were out to get food.. moments later.. seng hoe came.. we waited and waited.. everyone wasnt punctual.. they were nvr punctual at all.. haiz.. so cikgu went in first.. da gals wanted to buy drinks.. but i couldnt wait already.. me, seng hoe and jun jen went in.. leaving out da gals.. ahh.. i didnt really mean to leave u guys but i just couldnt miss out the movie.. well.. at the end.. those late comers and da gals missed out the beginning part.. luckily i didnt wait for them..

hmm.. forgot to mention wad we're watching. hahax.. its transformers 2... lolz.. i'd say.. its quite good.. above average below the best.. haha.. i'll rate 8/10 for it. a total of 3 fighting scenes. begining, the middle and the end.. the best fight i'd say would be the middle scene.. where optimus dies. haha.. and one of the best part is where optimus gets revived.. haha..

theres a few question marks in the film for me.. haha.. what happened to tat tiny decepticon RC car end up? the pet of megan fox? lolz.. they should show it at the end.. and.. how did those remaining decepticon which landed on earth end up with.. they didnt show them getting killed.. ah.. i doubt the air blast wiped them out huh... and one more thing tats dissapointing.. how come soundwave just stay outside the earth.. ahh.. i wanna see him in action.. man.. soundwave loookss soo cool! and well.. ravage died.. ahh.. dissapointing.. laserbreak and rumble have yet to show.. lolz.. wonder how transformers 3 will look like.. and.. what actually happened to the matrix eh.. destroyed? lolz.. with just a blast? the sun harvester is gone? lolz.. the fallen died too easily.. which the last major fight.. it ended too fast.. aihz..

haha.. overall.. its cool.. cool cars.. cool scenes.. nice GCI effects.. jetfire's cool. lolz.

well.. after da movie ended.. we headed to KFC.. to get our normal supper.. shared with jun jen with dinner plate again.. well.. chatted till 1.40am.. and headed home.. luckily dad wasnt back that time... well.. i forgot to lock da car when i went into da house.. guess dad saw it.. wonder what im gonna get when i see him.. haiz..

RIP Michael Jackson a.k.a MJ

2009-06-27T15:29:00.003+08:00

it was friday.. morning.. and i was reluctantly on the ride to my dad's office.. to work.. radio greeted me with the news MJ passing away.. ouch.. i felt the pinch.. its soo sudden.. tats.. certainly pulled down my mood..

RIP

Lets see.. I can say.. he is the very first singer i've really come across with when im young.. my elder brother whos also a fan.. dragged me to michael jackson.. i can still remember.. my favourite MTV of his..

You Rock My World.. Michael Jackson rocked my world with his dance moves.. yay.. first time seeing that video.. on VCR.. those big big tapes man.. hahaa.. i really in fell in love.. god.. thou im not an ardent fan of his.. he certainly stay in me.. hes had an impact to me..

His music is the best.. his talents.. nvr fails.. a representative of the world..

true indeed

"Michael Jackson made culture accept a person of colour way before Tiger Woods, way before Oprah Winfrey, way before Barack Obama"

-Rev Al Sharpton
US civil rights campaigner
extract from NST

i love this line

RIP Michael, ur music lives forever!

p/s: i didnt know michael was 2 days younger then my mum.. haha.. FYI MJ was born on 29th Aug 1958 while my mum 27th of Aug 1958.

MJ songs on da playlist

Random..

2009-06-25T23:18:00.002+08:00

arggh... streamyx been pissing me off...

they performed upgrade a few days ago.. which resulted.. in ''faster'' connection speed... according to the values.. the speed are all doubled.. but.. when in use.. the speed.. sucksss.. damn it.. i hate it.. pissing me off..

its gonna be next sat that i'll be out of where i am.. to nottingham.. my new life.. is going to begin shortly... will be watching transformers this saturday.. well.. lotsa comments from people.. some say its awesome.. some say it sucks.. ah wadeva.. the ticket is bought anyways.. i've been on some research bout it.. and been watching the old series back in youtube.. i must say.. 80's cartoons certainly rocks! alot better then this era of cartoons..

hmm.. i find dashboard confessional's songs make me emo.. jus random playlist out of it.. im moody already.. and it just went even down.. with my dad telling me i'll have to start working for him again.. till im going to uni.. damn it.. i hate working.. especially in the office.. its darnnnnnnnnn boring.. haiz... damn.. i seriously cant wait to get to my uni already.. leaving all behind.. haha..

it doesnt seem like im ready to go.. i've prepared nothing.. i guess.. next weeks gonna be a very very busy week.. shopping and stuffs.. well.. everyones leaving.. im leaving too..

nothing much i can write for now.. theres nothing much happening with me.. basically.. eat sleep computer.. everyday.. and some night outings..

signing off..

Contemplation.

2009-06-18T12:51:00.002+08:00

so.. What are the odds that a malaysia gets admitted into world best,pretigious Universities.. Im talking about world's top.. Eg oxbridge.. MIT, Ivies eg yale,penn,harvard etc.. The 8 leagues..

So how often is it that we see malaysians get to it.. Do they really have tat kind of dream... i've been thinking bout tis.. Tis dream.. Uni is a stage of life.. think about it.. My parents is going to sponsor me.. why don't I get myself into sumthing tats worth paying.. im talking about quality education.. Haiz.. But is it possible.. For a typical guy like me.. Who never is the best of anything.. Who dont really study.. All he does.. Play.. Sleep.. And eat.. Duh..

I have a friend whose currently in cambridge..selwyn college to be exact.. Pursuing chemical engineering..

He said.. He nvr thought he could get the offer too.. Hes a bright student.. 5As in STPM.. Seriously.. And he tells me tat he doesnt really study too.. He dont put as much effort as others did.. yet he did well..

Well.. Now i wont be doing form6.. And im settling with nottingham already.. But.. Thinking of those.. makes me feel like changing my mind to do a-levels.. Then i shall try to apply with the results.. But.. Am i really capable.. To score AAA in all the subjects.. The core ones.. Nottingham is 86 world ranked.. 149 in engineering.. I jus found out tat fact.. I'd like MIT.. World no. 1 or any others.. Tops.. Haiz.. But to think about it.. Am i really capable of securing a place in those U..

am really contemplating.. If i shud really change what im going to do.. if i were to change.. I could still get bak to nottingham.. But it will take an extra year..

Arrgh.. Im really not sure on what to do now.. I've already booked da accommodation in nottingham.. But payment isnt made yet.. I can still change.. But wonder what will my parents think of it.. Its sooo last min.. And theres hardly any intakes for a-levels.. I'd have to wait till next year which means.. I'll be wasting 3 years on a pre-u course.. Gahhh.. Gosh..

and.. argh.. due to the weathers.. i guess.. and my bad habits.. acne is conquering my face.. duh.. quite serious on the right cheek and the lower left cheek.. it jus keeps coming back.. duh.. i look fugly eh..

hahaaa..

2009-06-15T14:54:00.001+08:00

FORM 6 will be ending at 4pm starting next week.. LOLZZ

i feel like going to play leh..

The Killers : All These Things That I've Done

2009-06-15T02:52:00.000+08:00

Remember a nike commercial? ''I've got soul but one not a soldier" its from this song.. haha

"All These Things That I've Done"

When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on
I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I wanna mean it from the back of my broken hand

Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no

Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out

And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The gold-hearted boy I used to be

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

[x10]
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

Over and in, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done
If you can hold on
If you can hold on

somethings just have be let go

2009-06-07T14:27:00.005+08:00

haha.. the title dont look good rite.. i dont know if it fits the content.. but i jus felt like using it...

6th of june.. yesterday.. lemme start off at 12 am.. before that.. i was in pasar malam.. met up in jun jen and poh ann.. took off to cikgu's house.. had a chat.. conflicts among the girls.. den.. clock struck 11 sumthing.. rode off.. to town.. to find a place to sit down and yum cha.. ended in KFC.. i spent money.. on it.. very first time.. normally i dont..

so.. later.. 1 sumthing.. headed back.. poh ann, chooi mee, jj and i watched terminator 1 in chooi mee's house.. was kinda exhausted already.. but still followed.. another late night outing..

morning came.. woke up at 8.30 am.. 4 hours of sleep.. dad was using da toilet.. he took a long time.. den it was me.. followed mum with grandma out for breakfast.. den i was dropped off at cikgu's house.. 10am as told.. but da ppl were late.. aih nvm.. used to it.. heard cikgu teaching PA.. it interests me.. i wanted to go earlier.. but due to the late sleep.. i couldnt wake up in time..

so off we went to chemor.. ulu chepor waterfall.. like the first time we had.. i guess this shud be the last time too.. started with waterfall and ended with waterfall too.. haha.. the so-called waterfall gang.. spend around 4 to 5 hours there yea? tats about it.. at 3 sumthing.. went to old town.. nam heong.. coffee..
went home.. and had stomach problem.. i guess my weak stomach cant hold coffee.. and i seldom drink.. just because it well known for its coffee.. i wanted to try..

so.. i online-d to check out xda developers.. and had a 1 hour sleep.. then dinner.. and online.. told tat theres an outing.. but it began oni at 11pm.. so late.. i drove toyota.. out.. which the petrol.. it at the empty bar already.. went to ah chooi's house.. n they decided to go to BERCHAM.. McD.. they're nutz arent they..
had to fork out my own money to pay the petrol.. well.. i don feel much.. i felt numb already.. wonder whats happened to me.. maybe.. its da last outing.. i dont feel much..

i was.. driving.. speeding.. i guess.. i was scared too.. but i jus dont feel anything physically.. mentally.. im scared.. arrived safely.. luckily.. sat in McD.. till 3am.. nuts.. basically. i jus wasted my time there.. lydia and ah chan.. meanwhile.. busy with their maths.. but i jus couldnt solve it.. haiz..

got back home at 3 sumthing.. dota with jj and durian.. after tat.. asked jiayi to help solve the math question.. which.. was like wtf.. he jus made the question into equation which i nvr thought of it.. and its done.. but not till the answer.. till a part im familiar with.. duh.. jus twisting it.. manipulating the question..

got to sleep.. well.. its kinda like not related with the title eh.. guess heres da real part.. a short one i guess..

let go.. somethings.. what things.. frenz.. i guess.. time to move on.. a new chapter of life.. waiting for me on the 9th of july in nottingham.. the conclusion of this outing..the last one.. a major last.. we'll all be separated.. i guess. for me.. not all.. those who stay near.. can still meet up.. but not all.. i guess.. an end of a chapter.. how do i feel.. i feel sad.. thou i dont show it out.. deep inside.. i do.. but i cant wait for a new chapter.. its holding me back.. im not moving up eh.. but its jus sad to know its coming to an end.. like the title says.. just have to let go.. 1 months time.. let it go.. haha..

Let It Go..

summary of my life.. lol

2009-06-07T13:54:00.002+08:00

haha.. a summary for those who wanna know what i've been doing for the past few weeks..

my normal routine..

i wake up.. around 12 sumthing.. almost everyday.. its nuts rite.. seriously unhealthy lifestyle..

sometimes.. i eat breakfast.. and have my lunch late at 3.. sometimes i jus wait till 1 sumthing and have my lunch.. and thats all about it.. n i guess.. due to late night sleeps.. n such unhealthy life.. my appetite isnt good.. i have flatulence in my stomach.. not good..

and after that.. i usually..go online.. online routine at first.. mails.. blogs.. forums.. facebook.. xda-developers.. i'd spend.. i guess 1 hour in those.. sometiems even more.. if i find sumthing interesting.. at times.. i get my gaming kakis.. and we'll do gaming.. and well.. sync with the pda.. time jus go by.. sometimes.. i dont get a nap.. sometimes i get a nap.. den at night.. i have my dinner.. after dinner.. maybe i'd go out.. or.. stay at home.. computer again.. den at night.. gaming if there it.. again.. bascially.. my life its worthless.. i seriously cant wait to start studying..

ah.. my face.. pimples are growing again.. tis time.. its kinda serious.. i'd say.. big spot.. might leave scar i guesss.. all product of unhealthy lifestyle..

and yeah.. i guess in 3 weeks time.. taekwondo will be outta my routine i guess.. i'll be off to study.. doubt if i'll be active again.. im not as fast and as agile as i was.. im getting lazy.. haiz.. felt like skipping already.. but nvm.. im gonna have a long break soon.. very soon

alrite i love tis

2009-06-06T17:57:00.001+08:00

20 Ways Of Training The Mind On Positive Thinking

By Dwayne Gilbert

The mind is a powerful tool. It's important to train it properly if you wish to get the results you want in your life. Here are 20 simple tips for how to train the mind on positive thinking in order to get the results you want in your life.

1. Start the day with cheers and smiles.

Your whole day depends on how you greet the morning. Therefore, as long as you welcome it with energy and high spirits, everything will go okay. You don't want the rest of the day to get ruined, do you? Come on, smile! It doesn't cost anything but is worth everything.

2. Ask for guidance.

Only God knows what we will be having on the day ahead of us. He will surely appreciate a few minutes of praying and asking for guidance from Him. Also, have faith on Him that He is more than willing to grant our requests as long as it is for our own good. With God as our guide, we don't have any reason not to say and believe in the thought that I can do this. I can make it through this day. Nothing is impossible. After all, God is with me.

3. Plan the day ahead.

To avoid mistakes that will cause negative output on your daily activities that will later on become negative thoughts, it is better to plan your work first; after which, work your plan. Make sure today's goals are clearly defined and absorbed by your mind. This can be done even before you get out of bed each day, just so immediate addressing issues as they arise can be avoided.

4. Keep your mind focused on important things.

Set goals and priorities for what you think and do. Visualize practicing your actions. Develop a strategy for dealing with problems. Concentrate on things that need to be taken seriously, but at the same time, take time to relax and enjoy. This way, favorable results may take place.

5. Be detached from the outcome.

They say that life is like a Ferris Wheel; sometimes, you're on the top, and sometimes at the bottom. This means that there will be times in our lives where some things would not turn out according to what we want them to be. Don't be annoyed if you don't get what you desire. However, do your best in everything you do. Only, don't get too attached on the probable results that may only cause disappointments and upsets.

6. Try new things and challenges.

See learning and changes as opportunities. There's nothing wrong in changing attitudes and routines as long as they are for the good and improvement of who you are and what you do. Doing new things may include considering more options for a project, meeting new people from different places, asking lots of questions. Through this, the flow of thinking is directed to improvement and negative thoughts will be easily eradicated.

7. Balance your desires.

We live in a place of opposites and duality of gain and loss, pleasure and pain, light and dark, male and female, love and hate. This is how the cycle of life goes. We can never have all the good things in life at the same time. In love, there will always be someone who gets hurt. In wealth, there will always be people who will not be fortunate enough. Measure and moderation is the primary key.

8. Be realistic.

Make sure that what you want is something possible. Hoping for something to happen which would never really materialize in real life will only bring you disappointment. For instance, you wish to lose weight. Therefore, you have to set a goal and act on appropriate measures within a period of time to achieve what you wish. Hey, No one can get slimmer overnight.

9. Keep track of your mental and physical health.

This way, you will know how far you can keep believing. Know yourself. There is no other person in the world who can tell who you really are. Know your passions, favorites, and principles. Spend some quality time by yourself reading, listening to music, day dreaming, and the likes. If you know yourself completely, you will be aware of how far can you go physically, mentally, and emotionally.

10. Love yourself.

Before you expect for other people to love and adore you, it is always you who needs to love yourself first. Make a positive commitment to yourself, to learning, work, family, friends, nature, and other worthwhile causes. Praise yourself as much as you praise others once in a while. When you start feeling confident about yourself, positive thoughts will naturally flow to your mind.

11. Laugh.

Enjoy. Have fun. Looking at the brighter side of life starts with entertainment and pleasure. Laughter is the best medicine, so they say. Whether your illness is physical or emotional, a few laughs and giggles can help you throw away heavy baggage such as anxiety, disappointment, or nervousness.

12. Keep a list of your goals and actions.

Familiarize yourself with things you want to accomplish and with the ways you must undertake to complete them. By the time you are certain of what you want to do and carry out in your life, a stronger mind and will power will exist within you.

13. Associate with positive people.

In every classroom, work place, or simply anywhere you go where there are groups of people, look for optimistic ones. There are lots of them, I'm sure. Associate with them, hang-out, discuss matters. They can help you build self-confidence and self-esteem.

14. Make it a habit to ask questions.

This is not equal to dumbness and ignorance; rather, it is associated with seeking more information and understanding matters clearly. With more knowledge, there is also more power.

15. Be open.

We have to accept the fact that we don't know everything. And that we are continuously learning in every place we go, with every people we meet as everyday passes. We should not close our minds to new ideas and information that comes our way. Our mind is so spacious that it is impossible to fill it up completely. Thus, we should accept worthy things that may help us become better and brighter persons.

16. Have trust in other people.

Although it may seem difficult and risky to give trust to just any people, when you believe in them or confident on what they are doing for you, doubts and negative judgments on them will be unnecessary. Also, it will bring harmonious relationships between you and your colleagues.

17. Forgive and forget.

Mistakes and failures are the root causes of negative thinking. If we somehow learn to let go of all the pain, agony, and fear we try to keep inside our hearts and minds, then there will be nothing more to block our clear thoughts from being expressed. Forgive yourself for committing mistakes and forget these mistakes.

18. Learn from experiences.

Learning inside the classroom is different from learning outside it. In school, one learns the lesson first before taking an exam; while in real life, one takes the test first before learning the lesson. This test in the real life is our experiences. If we failed in that test, i.e. the experience is not so good, we study the situation and learn the lesson. From here, we can avoid committing the same mistake twice.

19. Count your blessings.

Focus on what you have rather than what you don't have. Absence of our desires will only bring discontentment and disappointment that will only waste our time. Instead, be thankful and appreciative with all the blessings we receive.

20. Kiss your worries goodbye.

At the end of everyday, before going to sleep, there is no need to keep bad experiences and unhappy moments that had happened in the day within you. Let them go, throw them out of the window and kiss them goodbye. Dream sweetly. As a new day unfolds, new hope arises. Keep believing. Always have faith.

Source From : http://www.FreeArticlesAndContent.com

2009-06-04T15:40:00.002+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: plain water..
2. Last phone call: aunt..
3. Last text message: from digi..
4. Last song you listened to: forgot..
5. Last time you cried: cant rmb..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: nope
7. Been cheated on: nop
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nvr..
9. Lost someone special: not yet..
10. Been depressed: guess so
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope.. lol

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Sky Blue
13. Plain White
14. Ocean Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: quite a few.. lol
16. Fallen out of love: yeah lol
17. Laughed until you cried: yeah i think
18. Met someone who changed you: haha.. kinda
19. Found out who your true friends were: haha.. maybe
20. Found out someone was talking about you: ah guess not
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nop..
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: not sure..
23. How many kids do you want to have: ask da wife..
24. Do you have any pets: my phone..
25. Do you want to change your name: nah..
26. What did you do for your last birthday: stayed at home to study for SPM.. lol
27. What time did you wake up today: 12.30pm..
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: checking out XDA-developers..
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: my ROM..
30. Last time you saw your Mother: mins ago..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: guess not..
32. What are you listening to right now: sound of fan..
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no idea..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: yeah.. hate tis..
35. Most visited webpage: xda developers..
36. Whats your real name: Kan Wye Yip
37. Nicknames: yippie.. ah kan.. kan ye.. kan gor..

38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: virgo
40. Male or female?: male
41. Elementary?: ST
42. Middle School?: ST
43. High school/college?: undecided..
44. Hair colour: Brownish..
45. Long or short hair?: short..
46. Height: 175cm..
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: guess so
48. What do you like about yourself?: brainy..
49. Piercings: nope..
50. Tattoos: NVR..
51. Righty or lefty: Right..

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: nope..
53. First piercing: NVR
54. First best friend: KWY? lol
55. First sport you joined: taekwondo
56. First vacation: No idea..
58. First pair of trainers: huh.. dont und..

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: finish tis..
62. Listening to: fan spinning..
63. Waiting on: my ROM..

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yeah..
65. Get Married?: yeah..
66. Career?: sumthing i'd like

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: shorter
70. Older or Younger: MATURE.. LOL
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice Stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: Middle
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: middle

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no...
77. Drank hard liquor: XO?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no..
79. Sex on first date: haha.. dunnoo..
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe..
82. Been arrested: for talking dialects count?
83. Turned someone down: nvr been turned up.. lol
84. Cried when someone died: nope yet..
85. Fallen for a friend?: of course..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: 80/20
87. Miracles: sumtimes..
88. Love at first sight: yaya
89. Heaven: yup
90. Santa Claus: not really.. lol
91. Kiss on the first date: dont mind..
92. Angels: Yeap

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: not yet..
95. Did you sing today?: nah..
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nop..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: back to mama's stomach..
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: first day of SPM..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: haha. yea..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Ya lo..

tag...

2009-06-04T15:24:00.002+08:00

How many people have you had strong romantic feelings for this year?
Dunno..

Your number 1 walks out of your life, do you go after them?
if ''dead'' sure no lar..

Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly?
if he realises tat hes wrong..

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
no idea..

Do you like to cuddle?
my Pacifier lo..

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Lol.. ages ago..

Who did you text first this morning?
nobody

Are you missing someone?
urhm.. missing my custom rom...

Are there any saved birthday cards in your bedroom?
yup..

If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
bak in mama's stomach

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
haha yea..

Can you swim?
yeap..

What were you doing at 11:00 PM?
chatting in teachers house..

Is there anything wrong with your eyes?
nope.. astigmatism?

Are you happy right now?
erm.. not really

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
haha.. guess no

Is there something you're looking forward to?
My ROM...

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
Nah...

The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
i nvr kissed anyone...

What's the 1st thing you do when you're mad?
chill out..

Ever been called a bitch?
Im a Boy

Honestly has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past week?
past week nope.. last time yeah..

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
yeah sure!

Who is on your mind?
my ROM..

How do you feel about your hair right now?
LONG..

Have you ever had someone sing to you?
No idea

Three hours ago, were you touching a person of the opposite sex?
nope

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
mum bought it from shopping centre

Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
no idea..

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
no...

Where were you at midnight last night?
home.. checking on da status of my rom..

How's your heart lately?
not up to par.. been skipping training..

When you were in elementary school, did you change best friends a lot?
haha.. doubt tat..

Last thing you touched not computer-related?
myself?

Does the song you're currently listening to remind you of anyone specific?
not listening to any..

Country or rock?
Country

Are you talkative?
mood counts..

Would you dye your hair?
my hair is dyed.. lol..

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
wel.. yea.. but guess not EVERYTHING...

Who was the last boy/girl you talked to?
my mum?

Who is your number one on MySpace?
nobody

Do you have unlimited texting?
Digi SUPER SMS?? nah..

Do you listen to love songs when you’re down?
yupp

Did you date anyone this past summer?
nop

Next vacation you’re going on?
no idea..

Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in?
folded..

Sleep on your back or stomach?
back..

Shoe size?
9.5 or 35cm..

What was the last TV show you watched?
News at Ntv7..

What did you last buy?
movie ticket..

Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
prefer a hood... maybe none..

What is your most important possession?
myself..

What are your turn-offs?
bitches..

If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be?
haha.. no idea lo..

My Choice?

2009-05-31T14:04:00.002+08:00

Ppl keep asking me.. whats my choice.. it seems like everyone tells me that its my choice.. but its doesnt seem like i have my choice..

tis morning.. mum told me to prepare stuffs to study in uni.. n i asked here.. where am i going.. dad doesnt seem to be any interested.. mum suddenly tells me.. go melaka lar.. study diploma den cont ur degree in AUS.. i was like WTF... u wanted me to go nottingham.. u agreed.. and now ur changing ur mind.. she gets influenced easily by ppl.. she asks everyone's opinion.. and those she asks.. are mostly malays.. which their son.. are all in diploma.. tats y they say diploma is good..

she says foundation is tough.. wtf.. everyone goes for foundation.. is it like wad so SUPER hard??

god.. what da heck am i in.. im really blank rite now.. people are happily waiting to get enrolled.. what am i doing.. ****

Great...

2009-05-28T13:10:00.002+08:00

Had a rough spar with a fren on wed's training.. ended up.. injured left ankle.. and the comeback of my old injury on my right hamstring part.. pain... im basically.. walking with pain.. haiz..

Randomness...

2009-05-25T12:10:00.002+08:00

addicted to 2 songs lately..

Nickelback's GottaBeSomebody
Utada Hikaru's Come Back To Me.

hmm.. a start of new week... weather has been unbearable.. the weather is merciless.. im sweating profusely.. even which shirt on.. haha... CaLau vocabs.. lol

i wont be going to school anymore.. i've made up my mind.. even though i wanna go to school for the last week.. but i really dont wanna see the chemistry teacher.. zzz.. but.. she goes to the class everyday.. except wed.. which i guess tat would be my last day to school.. to claim my MONEY.. lol.. den its 2 weeks holiday.. and i guess time comes.. i'll be off to a UNI which i dont know what would it be yet..

i have 3 choices..

Utem.. University Teknikal Malaysia Melaka.. which everyone tells me not to go...
Uniten.. have to reply before 19th of June.. i have seniors there..
Nottingham.. still pending offer.. offer letter not here yet..

I have no idea what my parents want now..

everyone is asking me where im going.. and all tat im answering is "up to my parents"
and ppl will tell me.. where u study is ur decision.. i know that lar.. but my parents.. are jus diff.. they will.. even though they tell me to choose.. i chose one.. and if they dont wan it.. they'll tell me all the things to deter my choice.. basically.. they are influencing me.. n they are not pleased if i want that.. but da problem now.. both my parents arent on the same choice.. mum says go Utem.. Dad says nothing.. hes da one who brought me to Uniten to register.. and asked me to apply nottingham.. but he didnt tell me which im going.. darn it.. im really blank now.. where will i be going eh..

The Worst Yet The Best Experience

2009-05-25T11:28:00.004+08:00

haha.. take a look at the picture above.. any idea what i've been thru?? lol

lets start this off.. haha..
its Sat.. Parents werent at home.. basically i was home alone.. so.. christina's bday party was at night..

after 3 weeks of absence in training.. i went back today.. hearing that hell will greeting us but ironically.. Dass.. our senior din come.. so we're still safe from hell.. we had light training.. quite light i would say.. but i couldnt hold it.. everything is soo stiff.. n i had back pain at the end.. muscles getting stiff adi.. haiz..

training session ended at 7.15pm.. had my bath in stadium.. got changed and headed to bercham.. to attend christina's bday party.. which is bascially a gathering of a few choir members.. haha.. my seniors..

i've nvr been to bercham in like.. ages?? so.. i kinda got lost.. n da best part.. i turned into a highway but exited to tambun.. did a u-turn and reached safely.. but petrol.. sadness.. guess u guys would und what i mean..

well.. at christina's house.. ntg much.. chit chats.. reunion with seniors.. haha..

here comes the best part.. huhuu

time to go home.. it was.. like 11.15pm adi.. haha.. so i went back.. the normal route i would take would be the fair park route across the town...

but this time i decided to try a highway.. the highway which i mistakenly travelled when i came.. the highway looks very familiar to the one my mum used to drive along back to my place.. so i really turned into the corner.. not realising its a whole long way.. i neglected the tambun exit.. lol.. kept on going.. reached da toll booth which was quite familiar.. wasnt really feeling anything.. n i saw.. ''IPOH SELATAN"... i was like.. OMG.. i asked that guy at da toolbooth how to go home.. lol.. imagine whats running on that guys brain.. n mine.. lol.. he said its da highway to KL.. KL LOLZ.. he told me to exit on the next exit.. simpang pulai..

so i got da ticket and travelled along the straight road.. all dark.. big trucks on the left lane.. fast cars passing me on the right.. lol.. i was messed up.. worried.. haha.. mostly.. of the petrol.. haha.. again.. all i did was 90km/h.. not too fast.. so i exited to simpang pulai.. i was glad.. the place seem familiar adi.. and ended up at medan gopeng.. i sped along the way to home.. passing most cars.. manoevouring to pass cars.. lol.. on average.. i did 60.. whoa.. and the picture above... is the FIRST ever highway toll ticket.. lol.. its rm1.80.. first time.. im travelling on the highway on myself.. and dark.. whoa.. the feeling is GREATTTTT.. haha.. but im always afraid of the petrol.. haha.. hope i dont get questioned..

i must say.. Its the worst yet the BEST driving experience.. LOLL

Tagged.. Tan Pi Yao..

2009-05-20T22:16:00.005+08:00

Dearest Pi Yao.
I LOL-ed you.
You have a nice Hair.
You make me LOL.
You should Haha.
Someday I will Hihi.
You + me = Huhu.
If I saw you now I'd Hoho.
I want to Lmao of you.
I would build a nothing just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be ABC.
We could RoFL under the stars.

Love,
Yippie!! XDDD

(P.S. Hehe.)

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Weh ppl who reads my blog.. go do tis.. hahaaa

Dearest Wye Yip
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

Tagged.. Tan Pi Yao..

2009-05-20T22:16:00.004+08:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
Cheek lo..

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Lazy...

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
form 6 orientation group?

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
ah nope.. well disciplined still..

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
yeah.. why not..

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
lol.. yeahhh..

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
haha.. kinda.. my teachers..

8. What does your last text message say ?
zzz wut wut MCA bout JPA stuffs.. dunno wanna go anot..

9. What are you thinking right now ?
whether to ponteng school tmr..

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
well.. not someONE.. someMANY

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
1am..

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Starwalk.. zzz

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
ah yea... guess so

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Ng Chee Ming..

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz :

1. Regine? lol..
2. Lydia?
3. ah.. yean tuck
4. dunno who views my blog..
5. whoever views my blog..
6. whoever views my blog..
7. whoever views my blog..
8. whoever views my blog..
9. whoever views my blog..
10. Tan Pi Yao AGAIN!! LOL

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
she's single i suppose

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
Male lar.. my dai lou..

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
no idea..

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
Science Stream is MC

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Msn.. SMS.. bla bla..

20.Is no.4 single ?
Probably..

21. Say something about no.2
huhu... good learner.. under a good teacher.. hehe..

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
dunno eh..

23. Describe no.9
U know urself..

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Wonder who would they be..

25. Do you like no.8 ?
erm.. no idea..

my class...

2009-05-19T14:32:00.003+08:00

so... heres some info bout my class..

well.. im in L6F2... obviously da 2nd class.. but.. its lousy.. im not liking it.. i feel like gettin out asap...

here is da list of teachers...

for pa... i get ho hon choong.. i slept in all his classese.. duh.. stastistics is mr tan sai hoi.. da blow water king.. according to ppl la... wel jus had 15 mins with him.. nvr really a class yet..

maths.. ms ong siew eng.. her vice is soo soft.. n i don quite und wad she teaches.. shes quick.. n seems very cincai.. stastics is chee kuan cheong.. da bullets make me sleep man.. die lo...

physics is a new teacher.. ms yap.. ntg much bout her.. still new...

darn it..

2009-05-15T17:23:00.001+08:00

dad.. all of a sudden told me to go enroll in sum private uni..

he brought me over to TNB Ipoh.. to enroll in Uniten.. n woot.. straight ahead the offer letter was processed.. but still im deciding to go..

UTPetronas.. my dream uni all da while.. closed its application.. darn it.. damn.. it stupid.. its opened with the scholarship together.. i applied for the scholarship but not for the private thing.. duh.. damn it.. so da guy advised me to do pre-u courses and enroll later.. damn it.. i was a dumb..

nottingham.. dad asked me to applied.. he says i shud get all the offer letters.. then decide whether to go or not.. all the fuss again..

well.. now.. i've already got uniten offer.. foundation.. wonder if its possible that i just do my foundation there and go for UTP.. tats gonna be soo not right.. but i really wanna go to UTP.. huh.. it near.. n great study place man.. damn.. i was a dumb..

haiz..

2009-05-14T23:23:00.001+08:00

my subject teachers.. are lousy ones.. damn..

im having a hard time studying.. my sole purpose.. if tarnished.. duh.. i cant learn nothing.. shud i jus leave da school and wait for my day to come..

and dang.. i dont know wad to choose now..

man... helpp..

2009-05-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

ah.. im torn.. in decisions..

i dont wanna stay in form 6..

im hearing n feeling some negatives in the melaka U i planned to go.. ahhh

i dont know wad to do now.. god..

school.. form 6..

2009-05-12T14:00:00.002+08:00

2 days since the first day of form 6..

first day.. followed ziying's car.. with ziyi.. nothing much really.. jus we've been briefed.. and sat on da dirty hall.. for almost the whole day.. listening to people speaking.. principal.. all senior assitants.. discipline teacher...

what it feels like.. ntg much.. cos i know i'll be leaving soon.. jus boring.. its like getting tied to the school.. while i dont have to be.. but whatever.. still i hate da rules.. duh..

2nd day.. orientation goes on.. groups division.. station games.. n well it sucks.. i guess my team performed the worst.. tmr will be the announcement of results.. wadeva.. it feels jus boring n lame.. i din really had fun in playing..

well.. had a chat with yean yang.. hes telling me to stay form 6.. its not wad so hard.. local U.. u'll suffer more.. u'll get mixed n influenced.. aih.. dunno wad lar.. 1st day.. ziying told me to go Utar.. i've always thought utar wasnt a place to study.. but shes like.. denying.. n telling me how is it.. im abit tempted.. after all.. i have a senior there tat can take care of me.. food n lodging.. settled there.. but i've made up my mind.. jus go melaka.. a whole new place.. a place to start.. well.. i'll have to get more info on it.. well.. i hope i have frenz going too.. but most probably.. it'd be none..

huhhhh.. form 6.. enjoy wearing in white.. enjoying have gals around.. but im not enjoying myself.. well.. what will happen in the next few days.. shud i jus quit it eh.. haiz.. dunno lar..

Bon Voyage..

2009-05-10T16:16:00.001+08:00

A farewell post to Lydia Pang Kai Tsan and Chan Pooi Mun going to matric and starting their studies on the 11th of May..

as for me.. im still in the middle of nowhere.. haha..

well.. cya guys around.. have a nice experience over at pahang..

Sucks..

2009-05-09T02:26:00.002+08:00

do u know how it feels like..

when something u yearn for it.. u have dreamed of.. been taken away.. u've thought tat obtaining it wont be any hard.. yet.. u still fail.. whats wrong.. wad da hell is wrong..

alrite.. im talkin bout JPA.. PSD.. the department.. who sponsored my bro to japan.. y don they sponsor me too.. i friggin dont know... i have the qualifications.. why.. i wouldnt say im the best.. but.. tats my dream.. i suppose everyone's dream.. but yet.. it a sad answer.. damnit.. i wan it so badly.. i want it.. what have i done wrong.. please.. tell me y i din get it..

heck.. im damn sad now.. im down.. moody.. moodless.. i feel like crying.. grieving.. but i couldnt.. i kept thinkin.. y am i not getting it..

come on.. get it out of my mind.. the road is close.. its a bye bye.. farewell to it.. JPA.. out.. kan wye yip.. wont be studying in korea.. hell yeah.. he will be recovering with time.. haha..

i'll be fine.. its not da end of the world.. irony..

haha.. welcome..

2009-05-07T22:13:00.002+08:00

lol.. i guess.. there will be some new readers around here eh.. haha..

my blog is search-able in google by jus typing my full name.. *sweat*..

well i guess i have no choice but to welcome u guys.. lol.. theres ntg much i can say..

jus tat my blog is damn boring.. hope u guys.. enjoy boredom in here.. haha..

well.. do drop sumthing in da chatbox so i know whos been here.. thanks

Its about time eh.. haha..

2009-05-01T02:08:00.003+08:00

haha.. its been like ageesss since i've updated right.. u guys are really bored with this empty.. abandoned blog..

well.. its about time to update.. haha.. sorry ye ppl.. if theres anyone been cursing me to update.. or so.. haha.. but well i guess not much reader as well.. haha..

hmm.. so wads up with me??

hmm.. i've stopped working.. for my dad i mean.. hes hired a new worker.. well.. great for me.. whos working till late evenings.. without any pay.. i'd rather rot at home huh.. haha.. income tax deadline is coming.. well.. i hope he doesnt strain himself too much.. n work till da wee hours like last year.. which i had to help out too..

wad else.. lol.. brain dead man.. so.. how im up to?? still fine.. alive.. not dead.. eating n sleeping.. onlining.. but not updating :P.. well.. where am i going next.. studies.. no idea yet.. JPA results still waiting.. 11th may.. long wait indeed.. haiz.. well.. in da mean time.. form 6 has been running into my mind.. its like i have no choice but to go for it.. no matter what happens.. i will still be able to further my studies rite?? hmm.. hope everything goes well.. n JPA offer in my hands.. IM YEARNING TO FLY TO KOREAAA..

haha.. da last part.. i really dunno what to write adi.. i've bought a new PHONE.. hehee.. a PDA phone.. for rm570.. using my own money.. for da first time.. spending on sumthing tat highly priced on my own.. haha so.. da phone.. its dopod 838pro.. hehe.. mine is MDA vario II.. its da same platform.. but jus diff design.. quite rare colour i have.. hehe.. for more info.. jus Google it.. hahaa..

well.. been having some hard time with tis piece of thing.. basically the ROMs.. da operating systems in the phone.. had to try out alot of it.. flashing n flashing n flashing.. n i have to bear with da risk.. any problems.. during like 10 min flashing procedure.. da phone will be GONE.. zzz.. well now i've got myself a memory card for it.. it seems stable.. this rom.. i hope i'll live with it.. its still not 1 day old yet.. i hope it will last.. been having sleepless nights for it.

so what can this phone do.. Wifi.. online.. 3G.. edge.. sumthing to do with high end connectivity.. which malaysia is still under progress.. well.. i cant utilise much of it.. basically.. for me its jus going online while running around.. haha.. for da time being.. im still not using it as a phone.. still trying to get it stable.. get everything im needing.. before using it as a phone.. im quite reluctant to leave my old phone out too.. haiz..

Take A peek

Sliding QWERTY keyboard

well.. i suppose tats all i have for now.. i really cant find much to talk about.. everyday is basically da same..

i guess interesting stuffs will come soon when school starts.
hahaa..

damnnitt...

2009-04-29T02:14:00.000+08:00

i jus hate hate hate..fedup with pda roms.. damn it.. it aint any good getting a good pda but not getting a good rom for it.. damnnnn it sucks...

Susan Boyle

2009-04-17T22:56:00.001+08:00

tis a must watch video.. it cannot be embedded.. must watch.. amazing.. i love it..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY&feature=related

sadness...

2009-04-17T01:10:00.001+08:00

i've got rejected matriculation.. n seeing lotsa ppl posting their successful details.. damn..

Wad to Blog?

2009-04-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

haha.. some random posts.. i've not been updating bout my daily life.. etc.. stuffs tat i encounter everyday..

well.. wad can i say? haha..
im almost back with myself.. i dont feel moody anymore.. im jus going back soon.. very soon...

but i doubt i'll be joining da gang to outings.. da reason i would say.. da main reason.. is u guys are too abnormal.. going late night outs.. n going home on da wee hours.. n time management is poor.. punctuality is absent.. tats y.. i hate ppl who are not on time.. so tats y..

well.. im working for my dad.. im not whining.. but jus spending da rest of my time till my study starts.. hope its gonna start soon.. JPA result will most probably be announced on da 18th... which is jus 6 days away.. i've been dreaming bout it.. thinking it all day... having its on my phone wallpaper... ''i will get da scholarship''.. n dreaming bout letters... come to my house.. ''tahniah''.. seriously hope all these come true.. but judging from outside.. it wont seem to happen.. but deep in me.. i have faith.. lol.. its with me... hope it wont fail me.. hahaa.. cant wait for it..

well.. im back now.. but im bored.. lol.. nobody is online to chat with.. im not into outings.. i have ntg to do going online... haha.. i really missed those times tat i could chat with somebody on msn till da wee hours.. which all transformed into outings..

so... i dont have much to blog about... im much more anticipating my scholarship results...

tats all i guess.. brain dead for me..

well a facebook quiz i did.. quite interesting eh..

Clairaudio

Sound is your sixth sense. You're probably not surprised since you might be found rockin' a pair of headphones at anytime. So how does this relate to your inner voice? A person gifted with clairaudio (clear hearing) is someone very in-tune with sounds. Often a clairaudio "hears" their inner voice or gut feeling. For example, if you were about to do something you might regret (like, hooking up with your best friend's sweetie), you might hear a voice telling you to watch out or reevaluate your choice. You might also hear music at odd times or someone speaking even when no one is around (or when you dream). According to some, you might even be able to hear voices when someone is passing or has died. Now, we probably wouldn't advertise the fact that you hear voices, but you have to admit, it's pretty cool...

haha..

2009-04-12T00:31:00.002+08:00

its been quite a while since i've went for outings.. i cant say its a long time.. it is jus one week tat i havent been off..

so.. tis time.. choir seniors were back.. holidaying.. n guess wad.. it was my first time driving alone..
it feels so good.. i feel like i have been given a great responsibility to look after da car.. n being on da road.. alone.. in a car.. jus feels so good.. i love driving alone.. yeah.. i wanna drive more..

so we went to mamma mia cafe in greentown.. jus opposite old town kopitiam..

there were da seniors.. beeen quite a while since i've seen them.. haha.. ntg much chg.. its jus we havent seen each other for a long time..

so its jus tat.. a great experience.. n i love driving.. especially alone.. during night time.. but i wont have much chance to do so i guess..

shit..

2009-04-07T00:23:00.000+08:00

i jus found out.. Petronas im rejected.. damn..

Faith

2009-04-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

I think i've totally gave up on scholarships..

today is da 7th of April.. deadline of Shell Scholarship.. i didnt apply.. i've look into da scholarship months ago.. but i didnt apply.. wads happened to me lar.. i dont know... im telling myself tat i wont be able to get any scholarships.. will tat be true?

JPA.. Petronas.. da only 2 left... am i gonna get any one of it.. will there be any chance... hell i dont know..

wheres all my faith n confidence.. where..

I dont get it easy..

2009-04-06T23:36:00.001+08:00

Monday.. out of da blue moon.. dad woke me up.. 9am.. i was reluctant.. but i was awake... knowing my frenz are enjoying basketball if im not wrong.. i went to bathroom.. shower din work.. there wasnt any water.. i went back to sleep.. 30mins later.. dad came.. n shouted.. yelled.. machine gunned.. damn it.. i couldnt bathe.. n i didnt bathe.. brushed my teeth n washed my face.. n simply dress up..

had a slice of bread.. n had to folo him to work.. had to wear a fully covered shoe.. i hate it.. i drove to da office.. n i got acc's work.. n it was so damn boring... i hate office work.. i prefer moving around..

1 sumthing.. got home n had lunch.. n i was really reluctant to go again... i told my mum bout it.. how i dislike.. but i knew dad will be forcing.. at last.. i made my stand.. i didnt wanna go.. i wanted to rest.. n go for taekwondo at night.. n besides he doesnt come back early.. time will be very tight.. n dad came feiry.. total cannon blast.. boom..

''dont come and ask me for anything next time, u dont get anything in studies, prepare to go form 6'' tats wad he said... so its a big boom.. u get wad i mean.. he doesnt listen to anybody.. he jus wants things tat he wants.. he doesnt think out of da box.. think how others feel..

so da very afternoon.. i slept whole day.. n night came.. 2 of us nvr talked at all.. we'd nvr want to look at each other..

tats wad happened a year ago with my 2nd bro in my shoes.. dad wont be in any good mood.. n same goes to me..

Yeap..

2009-04-06T00:55:00.004+08:00

I guess.. I'll be giving myself space right from now...

I wont be going for any outings.. hopefully.. I can hold on to my own promise..

I wanna be with my own..

give me some time..

I wanna be alone...

Over

2009-04-03T12:05:00.002+08:00

JPA interview is OVER.. haha.. certainly.. im alot better.. im glad..

how did i do? im not sure.. i did.. average i guess.. in my group.. 4 engineers.. 1 architect.. engineers have to battle out betwwen each other.. n a gal from main convent.. i would did good.. compared to me.. she can speak well.. well i hope.. i don hope too much..

jus tat 2000 places.. i hope i'll be one in it.. lol..

A me in current self

2009-03-30T17:03:00.003+08:00

JPA interview is i tis coming friday.. 3rd of April.. an important day ba..

myself.. i've not been with myself.. thoughts are much more surronding me.. im with my inner self i guess... loneliness i would say.. im not sure wad reason is tat.. i jus felt to be lonely.. alone.. i cant tell u guys da reasons.. well... i guess.. its jus me.. i'd chose not to share to anybody but to myself.. i guess its better to be with myself ba.. none involved.. might be a good thing.. n im hoping no more outings for tis week.. i'd like to be with myself..

guess its God who wants me to get myself prepared for da interview.. he doesnt want any further distractions for me.. lol.. tats one outcome tat i made much to my loneliness.. lol... hehe hope it helps..

its jus a moody post well.. im not sure when i'll recover from tis.. haha..

My decisions.. hope its not gonna chg...

2009-03-28T14:02:00.002+08:00

so my previous posts.. said tat da deadline of da singapore thing is till friday.. but.. a letter came.. till 30th.. so i still have time to think about it.. haha.. they are like so desperate to get me in eh..

but.. wad i found out.. they jus wan students into tat programme i guess.. because i got to know they go to yuk choy.. n other schools.. 5A's students they accept.. tats wad i heard from my fren.. but otherwise from tat sg guy.. he said they only go to sam tet n chung ling school.. which makes da scholarship so precious.. so.. whos right or whos wrong.. i chose to believe my fren..

well.. guess u all shud know my decision already.. SG is OUT... hahaa.. hope it wont come back lar.. aih...

so lucky me i got JPA interview.. my interview session is on da 3rd of April.. well.. its seriously i great chance.. n i friggin hope i get it.. den all worries will be GONEEE.. haha... but there still alot of scholarships out there i applied with no replies yet.. jus hope i get any of it.. den i wont have to worry at all..

for now.. im kinda heartbroken to think of any studies.. im soo tired... i dont wanna think anymore.. jus hope i get any offers.. i wan them.. i need them..

Arrrghhhh...

2009-03-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

gahhhhhhhhh........ im soo.. wanna die....

i cant decide where to go.. especially to go to singapore anot..

dad strongly oppose me in going..

mum strong encourages...

i had a discussion with my tt teacher... n she opposes.. when i told mum bout it.. she was sooooo furious.. i got scolded... haiz..

damn.. im so torn in between.. i wanna die man.. i cant stand all these... sumbody guide me pls.. show me where shud i go... i need help...

HELPPPP!!

things jus dont get easy on ya rite??

2009-03-24T02:25:00.002+08:00

da previous post tells u tat im happy n glad huh...

n guess wad.. on da same day.. tis post tells me tat im unhappy at all..

its about my further studies.. singapore.. Nanyang polytechnic.. diploma..

damn.. i've almost made up my mind tat im freaking sure im accepting da offer..
but.. my dad... strongly discourages me..

my parents quarrel non stop while i was watching lost and prison break.. i seriously cant hear wads da tele talking.. i can only read da subtitles.. they were beside me n i was in da middle..

my dad even expressed vulgar to scold my mum.. damn.. y da hell they have to quarrel till like tat..

i friggin dont like tat...

i guess its my mistake.. for not being able to make up my mind.. im easily convinced.. n discouraged as well.. so now.. im still torn in between..

wtf shud i do.. wtf... shud i go or shud i not... damn...

another chance

2009-03-23T17:46:00.004+08:00

a short update..

as u all know i have kinda rejected da singapore poly offer of da scholarship by not replying before da due date..

da poly guy called n kinda counselled me.. lol.. he said i would be able to continue to degree in NTU after da diploma studies while working.. but da class would be a night class.. tats a good news but tat would mean i have to suffer and work harder.. lol.. so he has given me a chance till tis friday to reply.. and da deed signing will be on 16th of april..

so am i going?? its 70% right now.. i'll accept tat offer!!

keep yourself update.. if i update myself first.. hahahaa

im loving canons loll

wads da next step??

2009-03-18T12:59:00.002+08:00

been quite sometime since i've updated eh.. been busying with all da further studies.. n getting headache n frustration over decisions..

so SPM is over.. my high school life.. is over.. a stage of life is over.. n another is coming.. n im in between of the stages... n hell it aint easy going thru tis phase.. decisions..

if u guys know.. i've gotten a scholarship offer from a singapore polytechnic.. a diploma in digital n precision engineering.. it quite a fresh course.. so da scholarship offer.. a 3 yrs full diploma programme.. n 5 yrs of bond with singapore govenrment.. a total of 8 yrs.. i'll be jus a diploma holder.. whereas.. ppl shud be holding a degree cert looking for jobs adi.. i have a family.. in my house.. discussing tis.. encouraging.. n discouraging.. for me.. i have no idea.. i cant decide.. i dont really have a focus on wad i want.. for me.. im jus going into anything im getting offered.. like tis.. i've already set my mind in going into it.. dad is opposing.. while mum is encouraging..

dad's say: its jus a diploma qualification.. 5 yrs of work.. waste time.. no degree.. ur always lower qualification den others.. u have a good result.. y waste urself jus into diploma.. salary wont be any good..

mum's say: u have a secured job.. singapore pay shudnt be bad.. 2.5 times rate of malaysia.. u can be PR.. save around rm200k.. ( her calculation).. singapore better development..

my say: I JUS WAN A SCHOLARSHIP N DON WANNA WASTE A SINGLE CENT ON ME LIKE MY BROS..

everybody discussed.. discussed n discussed.. n in da end.. they all turn to me.. ''wad do u wan.. wad do u think.. think yourself''.. its $#$&%*(%$ how i wished there was somebody who can really convince me... wad shud i do.. im on my own.. it aint easy.. huh... i need some mind clearance..

today is da 18th.. under dad's influence.. i halted da scholarship.. today is da deadline to reply.. i didnt reply.. which shud mean im not going over to singapore.. im still doubting if i made da right choice.. my dad told me thru da phone.. to look for UNI.. get a degree.. MASTERS.. in engineering.. n i was WOOTT.. imagine da $$$ all thsoe private uni.. n da UNI hes asking.. Monash.. Curtin.. bla bla.. all prestigious uni.. n overseas.. tats gonna cost a whole lot of $$$.. he even told my mum tat local UNI aint good enuf.. da way he says.. is making me even guilty.. to spend so much $$$ while both my bros spend almost NTG.. its basically 3 brother's education expenditure is going into me.. i dont wanna be a ''bai gah zhai''... da one who spends all da money.. i wanna be da one who help in saving.. but ppl keep telling.. dont worry bout money.. most important if wad u like.. but i really have no idea.. my mindset is already onto $$$.. a scholarship will be good for me..

Currently listening to mariah carey & whitney houston's ''when you believe''
"There can be miracle WHEN YOU BELIEVE.."

hope there would be a miracle tat i get any local scholarship offers.. its a great song at tis moment.. seriously giving me hope..

till next time buddies.. i'll keep updating if i can..

SPM results day..

2009-03-13T14:17:00.004+08:00

its been a long waited day for 400000 plus ppl in malaysia.. 12th march.. came at last.. announcement of SPM results..

so i woke up around 9.. sms replied ppl's sms.. all bidding good luck to me.. haha.. den i called wilson to ask for a trip to school... arrived around 10.20am.. been waiting for like 1 hour and 45 mins.. n results are finally out.. wads my feel.. i really dont know.. da senior assistant is announcing da names of those who scored n did well.. names were from 1st n 2nd classes only.. how i wished my name was announced.. den our teachers came.. lined up.. awaiting my turn.. da senior assistant kept on announcing.. some 4th class ppl's name started to appear but not 3rd class.. which im in.. den da one guy from my class.. which we all knew he would score.. got his name announced.. by tat time.. he havent got his results yet.. n he was so shocked.. haha.. classmates were congratulating them.. but im still listening to da announcement of names.. at last.. i heard tat.. KAN WYE YIP.. shit yeah.. deep in my heart.. 10A.. or 9A.. damn.. i dont know how to describe tat feeling..

da senior assistant ordered thsoe names announced to go in front to take a group pic.. but i still havent got my results slip.. i din go for tat.. haha.. i went infront.. cutting da queue.. to my form teacher.. mr. bala.. n asked for my results.. n whoa.. 10As... 10.. my aim.. yeshhhh tats wad i wanted.. i was really speechless.. trying to control my excitment n joy.. but actually.. i didnt feel much.. cos wads important isnt in da results.. if my further studies.. tats wad i worry most..

so i got my results slip... msged few ppl.. got msg from ppl too.. haha.. well done to my tou dai.. scored straight A1's... damn envy.. haha.. walking around.. meeting ppl.. asking for their results.. lol.. i dont know how to hide.. but im scared ppl say tat im lc.. some ppl i jus bluffed to them bout my results.. haha..

my slip... T.T

malay and chemi got A2.. quite unexpected.. especailly for malay.. den 5C for chinese.. it expected already... haha.. but a C jus doesnt look good... lol.. am i satisfied.. yeah.. i more worried of my further studies.. having headaches..

had i pizza feast in malay teachers house.. not feel good getting A2 for malay.. haiz.. n im having an allergy on my left hand.. its gross.. blisters n rashes.. its worst den chicken pox i think.. but its jus some small parts.. gross enuf.. haiz..

Regrets..

2009-03-09T14:41:00.002+08:00

haiz.. spm results are jus 3 days away..

n 3 days later.. i'll have lots of work n worries.. where am i going next.. will i be accepted.. duh.. everything to think about... scholarships.. studies.. colleges.. courses..

n damn.. i've check thru some scholarships.. some of them are already closed.. duh.. how i wished i'd checked earlier.. n some of them require forecast results.. which we have to obtain it by ourselves.. n well i didnt obtain it.. cos i thought i wont be applying for any january intakes.. n duh.. some colleges wants to see tat too.. damn it..

spm trial 2008... seriously y da heck i didnt do well.. y da hell im so dumb n not studying tat time.. if i were to have good results.. i might have landed in UTP.. or so... n i dont have to worry at all.. arggh.. come to think about it.. i've missed out so many things..

God bless ME.... 12th march 2009

Random..

2009-03-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

haha.. i really dont know wad to blog.. but i jus felt like blogging.. lol..

i was scolded noob in dota game jus now.. n well we won.. i cant say tat guy is wrong or right.. i died quite some time.. but i pushed alot.. maybe its jus our own style of playing.. n our style doesnt correspond to each other.. so he started all da flames.. haha.. i wasnt really flamed up.. im jus keeping cool.. playing towards victory.. sometimes its jus soo annoying meeting these kind of ppl who dont appreciate wad u have done n see da negative in u.. haiz.. all kinds of ppl in da world.. my bunch of gaming buddies.. im supposed they are in da Cyber Cafe enjoying themselves rite now.. or else i shud be playing with them on da net.. i didnt wanna join cos $$ wasnt on my side.. haha..

currently listening to Lenka.. nice music.. haha.. its jus soothing when ur trashed.. lol..

an ad pop up from my downloader.. slumdog millionaire.. haha.. i've watched it.. great movie indeed.. everybody is giving thumbs up.. thumbs up everywhere.. haha.. for me.. its jus one of those movies which leave something in me.. not sumthing tat i would watch over n over again.. haha.. but indeed. its a great movie.. i even had da original soundtrack huh..

countdown to results day.. 3 and a half days i guess.. lol... STPM is 1 and a half day.. goood luck to my buddies..

i've watched love matters with tuition gang.. singaporean movie but set in malaysia.. haha.. i didnt know da fat guy was da DJ Lam Tuck Weng.. until ppl start talking his name.. nvr thought hes tat fat.. haha.. humour.. ntg can really give me a big laugh.. a great joke.. sometimes i'd jus smile n pretend tat i laugh.. haha.. im jus like.. cold blooded huh.. haha.. but sometimes.. little things.. really can give me a big laugh.. very mere stuff.. im soo special yea.. haha.. n Jeremy and Pussycat is loitering in msn already.. haha.. frenz were using da names from da movie.. like those jeremy n pussycat meets in msn.. lol..

Watchmen.. i watched it yesterday sat night with taekwondo gang.. in conjunction of celebrating hellen's birthday.. a movie.. haha.. rm10 gone... my pocket is burned up for sure.. haha.. been spending even thought im trying to save as much as i could.. n i owe ppl money.. lol.. so back to watchmen.. story about a few heroes.. da trailer looks as if they team up to fight da bad guys but da story wasnt any near it.. haha.. it starts with one of da hero's journal.. so da movie tells da history of da heroes.. how they fought at their era.. n now they all retired.. well now America and Russian are at war.. Nuclear war.. n america needs da Blue guy hero to end da war.. so.. da story goes.. da smartest guy among da hero planned on his own.. n he pretended to be da bad guy so da other heroes turn against him.. n well made da Blue guy.. wipe off new york city.. da world was stunned.. n at last they united n team up to hunt down da blue guy.. n TATS how they save da world.. making da world to turn against them.. lol.. so da story ends.. it was a 2 hour 30 mins movie.. darnn long man.. nvr thought of it.. so i endedup going home at 3am in da morning.. n da next day got blasted by my mum..

ah ya.. badminton all england.. lee chong wei lost.. haha.. world number 1 huh.. its jus a name.. so where is da problem.. malaysian system if u ask me.. malaysia jus wont be any better.. boasting is da best.. n da politics.. with da economy.. gratz man.. malaysia is doommed.. haha.. hope da police wont find tis..

hehe.. guess im outta topics.. n an msn chat mate could go online due to modem failure.. haha.. too badd.... days are getting boring.. n tense.. SPM result!! how will it turn out!!

Whoaaa...

2009-03-06T11:05:00.002+08:00

"KUALA LUMPUR: The results for last year's Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) and Sijil Tinggi Agama Malaysia (STAM) examinations will be released on March 12.

Education director-general Datuk Alimuddin Mohd Dom said the analysis of the results would also be announced on the same day at 9am in Putrajaya.

Independent candidates will receive their result slips via post, he said in a statement yesterday.

A total of 442,936 candidates sat for the SPM examination from Nov 11 to Dec 5 last year while 6,240 candidates took the STAM examination from Oct 20 to Oct 29 last year."

NST online
www.nst.com.my

can u believe tat?? its 6 more days.. not even a week... da day.. is da same as waiyin's birthday.. lol.. such a perfect gift for him.. haha.. so how am i.. worried.. yeah.. excited.. yeah.. scared.. yeah.. all da feelings.. running in me.. at da same time.. wads gonna happen on tat day.. when i get my results slip.. huh... where am i going to be off.. singapore.. or local.. or form 6.. which i dont want at all.. judging myself.. i'll end up in form 6.. zzz.. i dont hope so... huh...

so in da mean time.. i have been outing with frenz.. quite often.. basketballs... late night yum cha.. climbing moutain.. etc.. wonder will tis all end after da next 6 days.. some would have gone to NS already.. i.. if lucky.. i might be in singapore already.. which i really hope i'll be there right now..

taekwondo.. 2nd DAN grading is on da 15th.. jus 1 week ahead.. but i still have not convinced my parents to let me take it.. its RM 350.. i know its really burdening as well.. its expensive.. jus for a cert in korean words.. n some chops.. haiz.. i really dont know how.. i've already got da form.. wad can i do now... haiz..

i missed out basketball today.. sorry for letting aeroplane.. i was really tired after da night outing few days back.. im having some sort of problem with my left arm.. it feels like im having rheumatism.. ''Regional pain syndrome" or "soft tissue rheumatism" causing significant discomfort and difficulty.. im feeling pain from da inside.. its not a good feeling.. pain strikes occasionally.. huh.. wad shud i do..

arggh... problems n frust coming back again.. come n go... huh...

Hope, dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption
winding in winding out
the shine of which has caught my eye

birthday buddies

2009-03-01T00:48:00.003+08:00

hope tis wont be any long post...

birthday.. parties.. gifts.. presents.. food.. cakes.. all end up with FRENZ

so 27th of feb, i went to chan pooi mun's house.. to celebrate her birthday.. hmm.. wad can i say about.. ntg much.. we have steamboat.. n bbq which we didnt use.. lol.. kinda like a waste thinking back.. so we played water.. flour.. den ''dare or not dare''.. den it was washing up session, den makan after midnight, and movie den sleeping at 5am.. ended up waking up at 28th feb which i dont know wad time it was.. breakfast with them.. n back home to get my rest..

ah evening was stadium training.. had quite some fun.. i wasnt worn out at all.. effects of training?? lol

so da birthday party.. im ashamed i didnt produce any presents.. which i normally wouldnt give presents.. except for.. 1 person which i personally gave.. n i dont think tat person would read tis.. well.. those of u out there.. u guys will have ur chance.. haha.. a present from me is rare.... hehe.. but seriously.. i feel uneasy when ppl give something to me but i give ntg in return.. so am i really a good buddy?

pics of my previous birthdays.. celebrated with tis bunch or choir buddies.. choir.. a place where i get my gang of buddies.. but now.. its getting apart.. all da msg from them.. frens 4ever.. love ya.. forever frenz.. haha.. are those gonna be true of wad.. haha.. i really dont know.. i jus thought of it when seeing tis birthday card given to me.. with all da sweet messages.. am i gonna receive anything like tis in da future? n will it be from da same ppl too??

da cover.. wad a nice card..

da messages..

haha.. jus feeling have a frenship-related-mood-y-ness.. lol..

2nd driving lesson..

2009-02-26T02:44:00.003+08:00

i guess tis would be short... cos its ntg much adi.. but jus wanted to crap out..

so my driving lesson was on da tues.. 4 to 6.. while waiting.. i played game on da comp.. till mum shouted out.. duh.. she wasnt in good mood.. n me too.. kinda argued.. haiz.. she drove me to da school..

so i met my sifu.. n we drove.. up hill.. some warm ups.. den it time for me to learn parking.. 3 point turns.. well. i feel tat tis is kinda tough... to turn da steerings how many times.. so rmb da steps.. its kinda hard remembering them... aiseh.. i jus hate all these.. driving on da street is wad tat matters... n easiest..

well.. tis time driving on da streets.. route A B C once.. problems? one.. i couldnt focus infront when i look at da side mirrors.. instructor had to brake for me at da point.. he says.. if he lets me go alone.. sure i've banged someone.. aikz.. so.. besides tat.. ntg much happen.. im better at viewing side mirrors.. n im speeding like hell.. im driving 60's.. lol.. i jus cant bear seeing such a big gap in front of me.. n cars queing behind me..

so.. 6 hours left.. haiz.. next lesson same time.. tues.. 4 to 6.. traffic jamming time.. ppl going back after work.. good time for training huh... hahaa

decisions.. huh..

2009-02-26T02:29:00.003+08:00

so.. i was kinda boring.. i arrange some coins.. which i keep from da places i've visited..

hong kong, thailand, australia, japan, korea

so those are da places i've visited.. most recent trip is japan..which piles da most coins.. on da btm right hand corner..

kemboja.. or cambodia.. known for it Wats.. Angkor Wat namely.. we study tat in our history rite?? or geography.. lol... n tonle sap.. its in cambodia... so.. my aunt n cousin and my mum is planning a trip to cambodia.. which another aunt n uncle of mine jus came back from.. so their plans was already 7788.. n my elder bro too.. is having 2 weeks holiday for moving to hokkaido.. so he wants to join in too..

so now.. i get tis question from mum ''u wanna go anot?'' well.. most of u would say.. ''SUREE".. for me.. "dunnooo".. haiz.. i seriously have no idea.. da trip is in 19th of march.. n its jus a few days after announcement of SPM result.. i really dont know how it would turn out to be.. da day is getting so near.. im very eager to know... but im bit afraid when i see da slip not giving me satisfaction... n my dad does add on ''hes been to so many places.. y shud he go worr''.. tats wad he says.. thinking of it.. hes nvr satisfied with wad i do.. its his decision to let me go.. its his money.. but wad happens after my result come out.. haiz...

im blank.. how would it turn out.. SPM SPM SPM SPM.. its getting sooner.. soo soon.. i wanna know.. i dont wan bad results.. n i got da scholarship application form from Nanyang Polytechnic adi... haiz.. decision again.. go or not go... if im going.. my result is good enuf... which i certainly hope.. i'lll be leaving to singapore mid april... n i might gonna miss out some local offers... wad to decide lar...

haiz... decision decisions... it aint easy...

stadium training.+ night routine..

2009-02-26T01:34:00.004+08:00

so saturday came again..

n well.. like usual.. i got to kakfoong's car to stadium for training.. it was raining heavily.. even da trees swing... it was a nice scene.. seeing da wind blowing roughly.. da water forming patterns.. so around 5.30pm.. we reached stadium.. luckily it finished rain quite some time.. warmed up.. n jogged.. i guess it was 4 or 5 rounds only tis time.. i was kinda tired with da activities at da day time.. i din really have rest..

hmm.. i was late.. tats y im left at da track while da others were already finished.. n i went n join them.. as i closed in them.. i was shocked to hear 100 push-ups.. omg.. tis time is really tough.. i didnt know wad happen.. i jus did.. around like 10.. i was asked to stop.. lol.. dass.. da instructor say.. me no nid.. not me.. n den i found out.. da ppl did mistake.. n tats their punishment.. luckily i was late.. haha.. after they were done.. its shuttle run time.. quite tiring eh.. well after tat.. cones... side-stepping da cones.. tis time it was a long queue.. starting to get da pinch.. ''pancit liao''.. den its kangaroo jumping pass da cones.. tough tough..

den we went inside da stadium.. normal class was there.. so.. we trained our own.. under dass still.. wad we did.. i dont know how to say it out.. its jus rough trainings.. power kicks.. its rough for me.. but for dass.. its kacang puteh... how i wish i really get to their stage.. n tis time.. i had my blister opened.. da skin got peeled off.. hehe.. its pain.. been quite some time since i have them.. n now its coming back..

how does it look to u? for me.. biasalah..

hmm.. so da blister.. it was kinda pain at first.. had to endure it till da training ends..

so da training ended.. rested like 5 mins.. kakfoong n I went to da toilet to bathe.. haha.. to prepare ourself for da meeting at night.. well.. ntg to say huh... da evening water wasnt really cold.. like hostel toilet lor... im in with my slippers.. with my own bathing foam.. so.. we're finished... we got to LOTUS restaurant.. near YMCA.. if u guys know where..

so its an indian restaurant. I've nvr been there.. from wad i hear.. its a 3 star restaurant.. so i LOVE indian food.. especially their spices.. n da breads.. so i orded.. plain thosai and a garlic naan.. da bill goes to da club meeting allowance... hehe.. free of charge.. oh btw.. it da taekwondo society annual general meeting.. and my master jus asked us to join in.. haha.. i enjoyed da food.. but i still prefer restaurant ananda bahwan in old town.. lol.. n da thosai was like in roti tisu shape.. cone shape geh..

so da meeting was at 8.40pm.. after our meal..n da arrival of da president.. ntg much bout da meeting.. zz.. its jus boring for me.. im jus sitting there.. looking n listening.. well i did learn something.. about how a annual general and election shud progress..

well.. tats all about it.. da meeting ended around 10.40pm... so.. da initial plan was to go for a movie or sing k.. n well it ended to sing k.. i was kinda reluctant actually.. n after knowing da price.. which subject to rm28 per person... tats even worst.. i really didnt wanna join adi.. but my frenz fept encouraging me.. until kakfoong said he'll pay for me... zzz.. haiz.. im still reluctant actually.. but i had no choice.. but to join them still.. cos i have nowhere to go.. haiz... i owe ppl rm28.. althou he said nvm.. its still not good.. i dont know how to give him back tim lar.. i myself have money problem also.. haiz...

so... its my 2nd time singing k.. tis time with diff frenz.. my voice.. aint good at all.. i seriously think back.. im looked down by many in da choir.. my voice isnt good at all.. i guess tat y.. but all da while i didnt really know.. until i sang karaoke.. haiz.. sad.. but good thing im not involved in da choir anymore.. tis time was better den da first time i was in.. i let out.. all myself.. till im tired n my throat too.. tat really aint good.. n da water they're serving aint refreshing at all.. with da food.. its making u even worse..

in da middle of karaoke.. around 12.20.. mum called.. kinda got bit lecture... haiz.. guess im gonna face da music when i get home.. so with bit reluctant heart.. went back into da room.. i din really sing after tat... didnt have da mood adi.. jus watched my frenz sing.. n sang jus abit.. n 2am came.. its time to go home.. went home in yoonfoong's car.. wad i had in mind.. hes a fast driver.. a reckless one.. so i dont really know izzit true.. i jus kept controlling him.. i told him not to drive tat fast...

so i got home.. safely.. phew.. mum greeted me in front door.. didnt talk much... she had to stay up to open da door for me.. but luckily.. she had her school stuffs to occupy her.. haiz.. in conclusion.. karaoke was a bad move... i wouldnt wan to go another one i guess..

busy and tiring sat...

2009-02-22T16:50:00.003+08:00

21st of Feb 2009.. its was a sat.. N... my blog is soo outdated.. haiz..

so... badminton early morning.. from 9 to 11.30pm.. i had jus 4 hours of sleep.. and well... i wasnt any where near my own badminton form.. at all.. so i think i lost all da matches... hmm.. well.. i kinda let out myself.. vulgars n shouts coming out my mouth.. haha.. some of u ppl see it for da first time eh?? hahaa.. its fun letting it out... but i cant seem to do it in taekwondo geh... haha... how great if i could do so..

oh well.. it ended at 11.30pm.. again we went to nam chou.. where christina works.. its been like a whole week we're visiting there.. upon arriving... i saw some waitress.. standing outside looking at me.. im sure their mind was..''u ppl again...''. tis time i ate curry mee.. cos i din really had a filling breakfast early morning.. finishing our meals.. we chatted about da trip.. some serious stuffs out there.. den its decided we go to azizah's house to discuss...

so we all left da restaurant.. tis time it was a short visit.. about an hour i guess.. unlike da other days.. 2 hours plus.. jun jen and singyee went home... while chen, seng hoe, lydia and I went back to my house.. they walked while im da only who cycled lar.. 'journey to da west' know it.. im da tripitaka.. riding on da bike.. resembling riding on horse...

got home.. chen went home to bath.. had to invite lydia n seng hoe in.. lol.. they look very awkward... nevertheless.. they still went in.. hmmm.. ntg to do really.. so they viewed my child photo album.. n played with my.. cousin's daughter.. which da gal is very naughty.. n bad.. calling ppl names.. aiseh.. wonder where she learnt all those.. chen came later.. n she saw my canadian cousin she always wanted to see.. lol..

after some time.. sing yee came in his car.. n da 4 of us.. onboard.. n off to azizah's house.. jun jen couldnt join us... so we discussed about da trip.. made some calls..n its settled.. da plan.. bus transport stuffs n fees.. not yet.. huh..

well den.. it was a short discussion.. seng hoe got bak home earlier.. so only me, lydia and chen onboard sing yee's car.. he fetched lydia home first.. n at da junction exiting lydia's place.. sing yee nearly banged a motorcycle.. swt.. he couldnt see tat motor coming in.. huh..

got back home... i dont rmb wad i did.. n wad time it was.. but it was nearing taekwondo stadium training..

next post bah... im quite moody when updating tis.. din have da mood to elaborate so much..

boring post..

2009-02-18T23:58:00.005+08:00

shud i make tis long or short?? its gonna be a boring post.. haiz.. wadeva.. i have all da time to blog.. lol..

18th feb 2009.. early morning.. aiseh.. start with 12am lar.. i was playing game with durian.. finished at about 12.30am.. so he went to sleep.. while im still online to check sum stuffs.. well i got a msg from tis guy.. n.. i know tis guy wont be able to read tis.. im quite uncomfortable with ur msgs.. calling me as if i dont mind at all ler.. haiz.. but he seeks my help.. i have no choice..

was kinda let down by tat msg.. its.. ewww-ish.. swt-ish.. yuck-ish... its jus something not me at all.. something which i dont like.. haiz.. n so i got to sleep.. 1.45am..

woke up at 6.00am.. phone alarm.. morning called lydia.. den durian...lydia replied.. but not durian.. i got back to sleep.. snoozing da alarm 20 mins later.. but i din really got to sleep... was kinda worrying i wont get up.. so i jus laid on da bed with my eyes shut but my brain active still.. so 6.15am i got up.. mum got up at da same time too.. n she thought i didnt sleep from yesterday.. zzz.. bathed n took breakfast with my mum.. da overnight ''yee min''..

at 7.. i got ready.. pumped da ball.. n set off to da basketball court in first garden.. upon arrival.. msg alert.. durian msged.. ''Lol''.. tats all.. i saw some uncles playing on one side of da court.. 1 guy playing on the other side.. so i joined in... well.. its been quite sometime since i've played.. i think its around 1 year... lol.. normal shooting... its like i've nvr chg before.. still tat cha only.. haha.. jun jen arrived.. den followed by lydia.. who arrived alot earlier.. n walked with some aunties around da park.. we jus played shooting.. den durian arrive.. da kiddo in da court asked for game.. 3vs2... me, kiddo and lydia.. durian with jun jen.. of cos we lost.. hahaa..

done with da game.. played shooting again.. shooting pins.. first time i come across with tis basketball game.. din know it exists.. haha.. well.. some guy from da other court.. asked for a game... n well tat particular guy... according to jun jen n durian.. very lanci.. very geng at banging ppl.. lol.. n his look.. kinda feel like landing a kick onto it.. haha.. tat guy.. took off his shirt.. lol.. i wonder y he did tat... n theres a gal in da court.. taking off ur shirt... wad manners man.. respect others la.. n one more thing... he doesnt have a body to show.. hahahaa.. well.. da game.. tat guy was quite bull.. kerbau.. but not till tat he can bang ppl off.. lol.. n hes like acting pro.. scolding his team mate.. throwing da ball towards a team mate.. aiseh.. his attitude is really.. shit.. zzz.. its jus a game.. for fun.. jus enjoy it lar.. brother.. chill out... haha.. i saw da face of his team mate.. like wanna kill him... lol.. n da results.. we lost.. haha.. keep cool lar.. lol.

so.. junjen,me and lydia sat aside.. durian n tat guy played.. 1v1.. n well..he lost.. lol..paiseh lar.. his look.. really knot tahan.. haiz.. so lydia.. how does it feel to play some outdoor basketballs with da public? hahaa.. first experience tis guy jou come out.. lol..

erm.. later we went to restaurant.. pooi mun n pei kei were eating adi.. n i wondered y they dont go to christina's place.. n tat question was later brought in after we're done eating.. we sat for almost an hour.. chit-chatting.. zz.. some ppl came n go..but we're still there.. n i jus drank chinese tea with ice.. pokkai adi.. plus din bring wallet.. lol..

later... we visited christina.. at nam chou.. her working place.. haha.. most of us ordered cheap drinks.. warm water and chinese tea only.. except jun jen 100plus.. haha.. n chit-chatted all da way.. 2 hours plus... till 12.15pm.. where i cycled home.. took my bath... n quick lunch... jus little rice.. and egg.. few veg.. wasnt really comfortable in eating.. maybe i drank too much water jus now.. 12.45pm.. durian came in his motor.. got on da motor n got to driving school... its soo fast.. jus 8 mins... but da ride.. okay ler.. i was jus holding da back rail..

well.. my driving starts.. 3 hill climbing exercise.. which da first one i failed.. car rolled back.. den 2nd n 3rd was okay.. den its time to get to da street.. lol.. i've hit da streets.. haha teaching me route A, B , C... im able to use gear 3 n 4 adi.. lol.. it thrills.. but im still no good at looking at side mirror.. n my attention is focused on da mirros.. my steering jou lose adi.. zzz... i cant multi-focus eh... gonna have to learn.. well my average speed.. was 40km/h.. haha i hit 65km/h.. lol.. i love changing from gear 3 to gear 4.. n im not so good at changing from 3 to 2.. lol.. i love changing gears!! haha.. well da streets.. was kinda busy.. n cars jus zoom beside.. motor.. zzz.. its kinda scary if i bang on other ppl.. im getting better in hill climb.. cos da normal roads have them too.. n its a practice for me.. lol.. side mirrors.. my biggest prob..

well.. 2 hours jus went like tat... last 5 min i went for hill climb... i actually have problem sticking my head out to see da tyre.. if i stick my head out... my legs will forget da pedals.. zzz.. so i more like 90% to da pedals.. and 10% focus on tyres.. lol..

i waited for mum to come... i was tired.. i fell asleep on da seat.. for like 2 mins.. 2 malay gals kinda chuckled n woke me up.. so mum came.. n i got home.. at last.. bath n slept.. fuhh.. at night.. dinner and taekwondo.. ntg much...

n im soo damn bored.. haiz..

tis is kinda eww.. both my legs.. swollen.. n lebam.. results of rough training..