damnnitt...

i jus hate hate hate..fedup with pda roms.. damn it.. it aint any good getting a good pda but not getting a good rom for it.. damnnnn it sucks...

Susan Boyle

tis a must watch video.. it cannot be embedded.. must watch.. amazing.. i love it..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY&feature=related

sadness...

i've got rejected matriculation.. n seeing lotsa ppl posting their successful details.. damn..

Wad to Blog?

haha.. some random posts.. i've not been updating bout my daily life.. etc.. stuffs tat i encounter everyday..

well.. wad can i say? haha..
im almost back with myself.. i dont feel moody anymore.. im jus going back soon.. very soon...

but i doubt i'll be joining da gang to outings.. da reason i would say.. da main reason.. is u guys are too abnormal.. going late night outs.. n going home on da wee hours.. n time management is poor.. punctuality is absent.. tats y.. i hate ppl who are not on time.. so tats y..

well.. im working for my dad.. im not whining.. but jus spending da rest of my time till my study starts.. hope its gonna start soon.. JPA result will most probably be announced on da 18th... which is jus 6 days away.. i've been dreaming bout it.. thinking it all day... having its on my phone wallpaper... ''i will get da scholarship''.. n dreaming bout letters... come to my house.. ''tahniah''.. seriously hope all these come true.. but judging from outside.. it wont seem to happen.. but deep in me.. i have faith.. lol.. its with me... hope it wont fail me.. hahaa.. cant wait for it..

well.. im back now.. but im bored.. lol.. nobody is online to chat with.. im not into outings.. i have ntg to do going online... haha.. i really missed those times tat i could chat with somebody on msn till da wee hours.. which all transformed into outings..

so... i dont have much to blog about... im much more anticipating my scholarship results...

tats all i guess.. brain dead for me..

well a facebook quiz i did.. quite interesting eh..

Clairaudio

Sound is your sixth sense. You're probably not surprised since you might be found rockin' a pair of headphones at anytime. So how does this relate to your inner voice? A person gifted with clairaudio (clear hearing) is someone very in-tune with sounds. Often a clairaudio "hears" their inner voice or gut feeling. For example, if you were about to do something you might regret (like, hooking up with your best friend's sweetie), you might hear a voice telling you to watch out or reevaluate your choice. You might also hear music at odd times or someone speaking even when no one is around (or when you dream). According to some, you might even be able to hear voices when someone is passing or has died. Now, we probably wouldn't advertise the fact that you hear voices, but you have to admit, it's pretty cool...

haha..

its been quite a while since i've went for outings.. i cant say its a long time.. it is jus one week tat i havent been off..

so.. tis time.. choir seniors were back.. holidaying.. n guess wad.. it was my first time driving alone..
it feels so good.. i feel like i have been given a great responsibility to look after da car.. n being on da road.. alone.. in a car.. jus feels so good.. i love driving alone.. yeah.. i wanna drive more..

so we went to mamma mia cafe in greentown.. jus opposite old town kopitiam..

there were da seniors.. beeen quite a while since i've seen them.. haha.. ntg much chg.. its jus we havent seen each other for a long time..

so its jus tat.. a great experience.. n i love driving.. especially alone.. during night time.. but i wont have much chance to do so i guess..

shit..

i jus found out.. Petronas im rejected.. damn..

Faith

I think i've totally gave up on scholarships..

today is da 7th of April.. deadline of Shell Scholarship.. i didnt apply.. i've look into da scholarship months ago.. but i didnt apply.. wads happened to me lar.. i dont know... im telling myself tat i wont be able to get any scholarships.. will tat be true?

JPA.. Petronas.. da only 2 left... am i gonna get any one of it.. will there be any chance... hell i dont know..

wheres all my faith n confidence.. where..

I dont get it easy..

Monday.. out of da blue moon.. dad woke me up.. 9am.. i was reluctant.. but i was awake... knowing my frenz are enjoying basketball if im not wrong.. i went to bathroom.. shower din work.. there wasnt any water.. i went back to sleep.. 30mins later.. dad came.. n shouted.. yelled.. machine gunned.. damn it.. i couldnt bathe.. n i didnt bathe.. brushed my teeth n washed my face.. n simply dress up..

had a slice of bread.. n had to folo him to work.. had to wear a fully covered shoe.. i hate it.. i drove to da office.. n i got acc's work.. n it was so damn boring... i hate office work.. i prefer moving around..

1 sumthing.. got home n had lunch.. n i was really reluctant to go again... i told my mum bout it.. how i dislike.. but i knew dad will be forcing.. at last.. i made my stand.. i didnt wanna go.. i wanted to rest.. n go for taekwondo at night.. n besides he doesnt come back early.. time will be very tight.. n dad came feiry.. total cannon blast.. boom..

''dont come and ask me for anything next time, u dont get anything in studies, prepare to go form 6'' tats wad he said... so its a big boom.. u get wad i mean.. he doesnt listen to anybody.. he jus wants things tat he wants.. he doesnt think out of da box.. think how others feel..

so da very afternoon.. i slept whole day.. n night came.. 2 of us nvr talked at all.. we'd nvr want to look at each other..

tats wad happened a year ago with my 2nd bro in my shoes.. dad wont be in any good mood.. n same goes to me..

Yeap..

I guess.. I'll be giving myself space right from now...

I wont be going for any outings.. hopefully.. I can hold on to my own promise..

I wanna be with my own..

give me some time..

I wanna be alone...

Over

JPA interview is OVER.. haha.. certainly.. im alot better.. im glad..

how did i do? im not sure.. i did.. average i guess.. in my group.. 4 engineers.. 1 architect.. engineers have to battle out betwwen each other.. n a gal from main convent.. i would did good.. compared to me.. she can speak well.. well i hope.. i don hope too much..

jus tat 2000 places.. i hope i'll be one in it.. lol..