weee add math.. lol

hahha.. since da incident.. which was told in da last post..

i kinda fell in love with add math.. hahaha.. add math.. is going to be da normal maths to me..
see question know wad to do liao..
guess its really true practice makes perfect.. lol. i did lotsa question n sometimes i get bored of it too.. in school.. when i see ppl do add math.. i would kinda interfere n do their work.. lol.. n maybe i made some enemy... for they are not happy tat i stole away their pride.. haha.. but wadever.. its jus my progress tat matters..

well.. i really havent been able to go online tis few days.. been kinda really busy n don have time to on9 adi.. everyday study progress thru da night till about 1 or 2 am.. once it was 3.40am i rmb.. fuuh.. to study everything is certainly not easy.. especially during last hours...

i think im not gonna get long.. as i have to get studying again adi.. 12 more days to go.. till my last march.. hope for da best.. strive for 10As!! u can do it!! YESH!

add math freak!!!

lol.. dont know to be happy or unhappy with tis post tim.. earlier yesterday i was unhappy but today im fine.. so jus let wadever come to my mind voice out ba. lol

well well.. yesterday i went for tt.. add math extra class.. i told my mum tat i would be late cos i wanna ask sum questions.. aikz.. ended up my mum came up da tt centre.. aduh.. she thinks my add maths is very very very bad.. ( da fact is its my worst subject). she wants a personal tutor for me.. n she insisted on asking my tt teacher to give me personal classes... aiyoh... i told her tat my tt teacher dont give personal classes.. but she kept on insisting.. aikz..
so she went to da teachers room.. aiyoh.. without even caring about da students inside asking question.. really no manners for me.. at least wait till they are finished first lar.. haiyo.. den da talking or discussion session started.. my mum was.. boasting.. dunno wad word to use.. about my add math.. im more like worse den ever... i admit because i didnt prac well before da exams.. n during da trials.. i relaxed during da paper as it was da last paper.. aiyah.. after da first paper.. i regret adi... i get so low marks tat i was scared so i pumped thru paper 2 which saved me.. so it turn out.. my p2 is better den p1.. almost 3 times.. swt... but normally ppl would be good at p1 n not p2... my case.. is like lol.. dunno wad to say...
i think tat proves tat im still good in add math bah... i can work out p2 better den p1.. it was jus my careless n relax mind made my p1 so bad... tats y now im doing da exercises... but not all of it.. but when my mum talks like im so bad.. i jou kena... my teacher.. requested me to do all da exercises he gave.. almost 8 sets of it.. with 25 questions each.. wahseh dead man...
i have finished only 2 n half set.. before tis happen.. tat means i have to work out 5 and half set more.. give lo.. n i have to pass up those work on sunday.. oh shit.. god.. my whole week.. gonna be with add math only.. how bout my other subjects arh... ahh.. wat to do lar... im soo dead ...

I hate.. K.W.Yip

i hate mee... myself.. i dont know y... i jus dont know y.. i hate myself..
im more like a useless fella... some guy who breaks so easily n get his mood swing so easily..
im not better den other ppl.. in almost everything.. ntg im really good at... seriously ntg..
when am i gonna realise my real me.. wads inside in me tat nobody has.. seriously dont know... i dont know....

add math...

add math... my worst subject.. a subject tat i don like.. i dont know y n i cant master it at all.. i did not do well in da trials.. normally in every exam i nvr do well... i get C all da time n i nvr touched A... haiz... i've been doing lotsa prac on it.. well to be frank.. i shud say ive been wasting my time in scrambling my brain for ways on solving da questions.. n i took a lot of time thinking thinking thinking.. but still ended up wrong..

i wonder y am i so weak in add math.. in mod maths.. i can do well solve well.. almost ntg is hard for me in mod maths.. but in add maths.. twisting n turning da formulae.. applying.. solving.. so many stuffs.. steps.. 1 step wrong ur gone... maybe my brain is da direct type.. i cant twist n turn about da formulae... cant think of any other ways except applying formulae i guess.. haiz.. i really dont know wad to do about it.. even basic formulae i cant master them... log.. functions... i still aint sure about them..

im writing bout tis cos today.. i was kinda pissed off with my add math teacher.. he.. is a guy.. very arrogant i suppose.. da way he talks.. he writes.. everything is very sombong.. i dont like his attitude.. he looks down on ppl instead of helping them... da thing im not happy about him is his teaching.. he writes soo tiny n da words are blur... he writes as if he nvr uses energy in writing... im sitting on da last row.. n i look around n ppl sitting in da last row are just doing their own things.. some like me.. pretending to listen to him.. but seriously dont know wad hes teaching..

haiz.. it seems like.. my add maths is not improving at all.. wad shud i do.. more pracs?? or wad.. or maybe get a book with chapters n do it all over again.. arrgghh somebody help me with add maths....

my hated sunday...

all i wanna say tat i jus cant tahan my parents lecture...

from da moment i got into da car after tuition till i have lunch n get home.. i get lectures from them... everything about my studies... results results results..
they say i don get good marks cos i nvr study... i admit i don put lotsa effort but for tis trial i realy put effort adi n i did score well... not tat high but at least some great improvements... i don know y they cant judge me by my improvement.. all they wan is jus A.... n i get compared with my bros... they are all settled down but im da only one left.. the way they lecture is really frustrating.. they wan me to become like some study nerd who only study study study.. they compare with those ppl who get good results only.. y cant dey see me on other aspects... i have sports... music... stuffs tat da nerds dont have... y does result matter so much..

bak home.. i cried... tears... thinking of it makes me feel like da unluckiest boy alive... y me... y tis family.......

talk about my saturday..

been a week since i updated my blog ler...

well jus a small update i guess...

well its sat... as always.. i have 2 tuition to attend today ler...
early morning i woke at 8.. but napped tiill 8.50... only im fully awake... so i got myself on da shower... but downstairs.. da washing machine is running so i had to wait n bear with da slow water... aikz... really hate tis problem... kinda slows me alot... wasting time in da bathroom..
after tat.. i took some time to get my clothes.. dunno wad to wear.. cos im going for a movie after my tt.. max payne.. im gonna talk about it later.. i ran out of idea so i jus wore my birthday gift from a fren... i didnt wanna wear it.. kinda reluctant.. ''ngen seh dak''..

well got my breakfast.. aikz.. not a good one.. a curry ikan bilis puff... i thought my mum said wad chicken puff.. aikzz. it was abit hot.. n i don like hot stuffs in da morning... but luckily i like puffs.. so its jus balanced up for me... n den i folo my dad to tt ler.. as always...
but today.. early morning i get lecture in da car.. haiz... i told my dad im not going back... he said y waste time go for a movie.. u din study at all.. always play.. compare urself with ur bros lar... haiz... really cannot tahan him again... my mind was like... i;ve been studying all night n u din see it urself!!... really wanna shout it out at him... but i din... knowing tat he would add even more.. so i din quarrel.. im suffering all these in silence.. haiz..

i got to tt place kinda early.. 15 mins before tt start.. well. ntg much about tt...
after tt i walked to parade.. to purchase da movie ticket.. n den walk back all da way down to sri kota for tt.. man it was hot.. sweat non stop.. i reached tt place.. luckily got a fren with front seat so i got to him... ntg much about tt again..

after tt luckily my fren is driving.. so i tumpang him back to parade.. dont have to walk again.. phew.. da moive was 2.55pm.. i reached parade at 2.20.. so i got to popular n read some mags.. tats all.. den went up lo... not much ppl watching it.. dunno y.. izzit it always like tat in parade or da movie is jus not good...

well da movie i had was ''Max Payne".. for those who dont know.. its based on a video game called Max Payne also.. its a 3rd person shooting game.. very nice.. one of my fav games.. well da plot for da movie is actually seeking revenge on Max Payne's wife's and son's death.. he had a happy family but it was later ruined n he totally changed.. da game was nice but da movie isnt.. i would say da movie emphasize too much on da drug instead of action... da game was mostly action.. n its so cool with da music n comic scenes.. but da movie... not very good to me.. but da setting n sound effects were good.. tats it..

well after my movie.. i took a bus home.. i din know da bus ticket price has increased eh... i dont know if im ter-tipu or it really raised... i cost me rm1.10 to travel from parade to bus stand at medan kidd n rm1 to travel from bus stand to my area... wow.. its certainly a large amount compared to last time.. last time it took me only rm1 max to travel from parade back to my area... now its RM2.1... wahlau... sakit hati...
as always.. i dont like taking da bus cos i have to walk quite a distance from where i stop.. wonder y my place dont have a bus stop... haiz.. nvrtheless.. i still walked... since it a good form of exercise.. den i let it be only ler.. but i sweat alot on da shirt... hope it would be alright after going thru da washing machine..

well tats jus my day... ntg much... SPM is jus in 21 days times.. minus today.. aikzzzz

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days of incoming SPM...

aikz.. i dunno wad title ehh... simply gave it only...

hmm... i really dont know 2008 is coming to an end adi... for those who are not having SPM or STPM.. u guys are only 2 weeks left in school... minus da nov month ler... wow.. i really din notice oct has arrived leh.... its really fast... n SPM is jus in 3 weeks time... equally 21 days.. fuuhh.. but i aint really going on full gear eh... jus slow n steady... im not sure if im too confident tat i can score.. my trial marks kinda made me lazy... knowing tat if my trial result is gonna be da same as SPM.. i will score.. but tis trial is utterly useless... cos da questions are all known adi...

well talk about school... it seems like teachers are getting lazy as well... syllabus are done n most of da time we do our own work.. even if da teacher teaches.. students would still do their own work.. of cos most of them would be revising.. studying etc n not wasting time.. da atmosphere is kinda.. scary to me.. seeing everyone studying adi.. i also must study liao.. but nvrtheless.. i managed to study in da class... loll for da first time.. mostly i cant focus at all... too many ppl n distractions.. n i would go around n blow water or play... but now its diff.. studying...
i dont have da real planning... i jus study wad i get n jus read them but not absorbing them.. its not a good sign but wad to do.. cant really focus eh...

well... these few days.. my dad really pisses me offff... seriously everyday... in everything i do except studying offfends him... da most friggin annoying thing is when im on da computer... computer is like a devil for him.. wadever i do on da computer isnt good at all... i shudnt be with da comp tats wad he says... even when i chat or look into da forums.. he says tat those useless frenz are jus like u.. lazy n useless... i really don like da way he talks about me n my frenz.. not everyone is useless like wad u said!!! some of them are already in UNI n Cambridge student also got!! they are way better den ur sons!! i really dunno y he doesnt und me n wad i do... everything i do now is jus for myself.. since studying is jus for myself.. y do u care so much.. n ur not caring but ur annoying!! my way of doing things is to finish one thing i wanna do only i can do other things.. da way he stops my work n shuts da comp by jus PULLING DA PLUG is jus gonna slow me down.. n at da end i wont be able to focus on studies... n at last u scold me for not studying n not getting good results..
u jus give me everything negative.. i read an article about children counseling.. everything negative given to da children will only make them even worseee... i can say im one of da examples... i think if im given good or positive impact.. i think i would do even better.. things like "failure", "useless" are always given to me from my parents.. y cant they jus give me like..''work harder'', ''u improved'', ''ur way better den last time''.. things like tat ehh.. haiz.. its stressful to live here... nobody really have a perfect life...

hmm... wad else to write about..
ahh lets talk about 2008 again.. since it coming to an end.. well.. i also dunno wad to talk about..
for da first term it wasnt really a good year for me.. its almost da worst year i've been thru.. well... soon after tat it started to be better.. well.. there are some frenz i knew tis year... they have been good to me.. soem realllyy reallly good.. don wanna mention names.. later u ppl too happpy... hahah.. specifically some new ppl in my life which really brought me happiness.. n helped me to go thru lotsa stuffs.. haha.. hope they would nvr forget me... well in most case im da one who is forgotten.. so hope tis wont happen larr..

hmm.. my brain is dead liao i think... no idea..hahah
well here is where i stop den.. SPM is jus around da corner luu.. i guess my blog wont be updated tat often.. n hope i don get on9 so often liao.. hahah
BYEZZ pppplll

results results results..

well well well... results results results....

first thing after da holidays was results..
well its now da 3rd day.. most of my results are already in my hand except add math n est... well ive got add math p1 already... its really really really a sad mark.. if i dont get high enuf in p2 im gonna fail... but im confident i wont fail cos i seriously did better in p2 den in p1..
i actually got my marks yesterday.. but when my mum asked about my marks.. i didnt inform her about my add math... trying to keep it secret until da whole marks is in my hands.. but alas.. she scramble thru my bag n found da paper... it was night.. i was doing my add math.. knowing tat im so nooobb in it... but my mum came out.. lectured... it was hard.. rough... as if im gonna fail my add math in SPM... 1 single tear dropped... its was da tear of my own failure.. i cant concentrate at tat time.. my mood went off.. haiz... i seriously thinking wad will happen in SPM..

to be frank.. my marks certainly improved alot compared to my normal school exam marks.. but my parents are still not satisfied.. i wonder wad do they wan.. all 100 until they are satisfied?? they nvr even praise me.. they keep comparing me with my bros.. saying they got all A in trials.
they are like so bias on me.. they feel tat wad i do is always against them.. wad i do is incorrect for them..
i really dunno how to deal with them... its soo san fu to live in here..

first day after 1 week holidays..

fuuh... holidays came to an end at last... at last... today.. first day after a weeks rest... woke up in da morning i felt so reluctant to go to school.. really wanna lie longer on da bed eh.. haha

so as usual.. get myself prepared n had light breakfast n got to school.. its monday so there is morning assembly.. as always.. sien... but i din get to sleep.. prefects n da discipline teacher were around.. haha.. kinda like having some force keeping me awake but i wasnt really concentrating to wad da ppl on da stage was saying...

after tat went back to class lor.. da new da new timetable is running but we students don have it.. swt.. it was chemistry at first period n we din know.. we played around in class n only da 3rd period we moved to chemistry lab.. haha.. kept da teacher waiting.. well we got our chemi paper.. it was kinda satisfying for me... its 69.. but im not very satisfied cos jus 1 mark to 70.. da 6 and 7 seriously makes alot of diff.. aikz... but nevertheless.. im still happy with da marks..
well it came physics.. da teacher havent finish adding up n he doesnt give out all da papers at one time.. we got our paper 2 n so we had to wait for da next period to get our marks.. i scored 70 out of 100 in p2 which was considered above average ler..

ha.. after recess.. history.. kinda like da scariest paper.. managed to get 61 for it.. wasnt really good as i wanted A for tis.. but its impossible.. only one of my fren scored A.. which was jus 80.. haiz.. seriously have to buck up ler..
n den mod maths period.. kinda like my most anticipating period.. hoping to get 99 for it.. but it turned out da 2nd digit was rotated 180 degrees... which.. some silly mistake in da p2.. which was jus labels.. took me 3 marks... i had my objective perfect.. but still i cant get 100.. T.T...
well it was da last period liao.. EST.. kinda like da most useless teacher in da school... didnt really care how my marks was... her markings are jus like.. scribbling on papers with red pens.. she simply give marks n most of us will get high marks.. but in real SPM.. its very hard to get A.. kinda worry tis subject..

well.. da teacher.. is lazy.. we knew she wouldnt be able to finish da markings.. n yes she did not finish.. some technical error she said.. wads tat eh.. pen no ink?? lolz..

kinda left tis post long time so i din knwo wad to write...

well i resumed my taekwondo training.. waiting for da 2nd DAN grading.. fuuhh. its gonna be in SPM season.. die...

a little update i guess

kinda long time nvr update ler.. haha now free jus put in sumthing ler...

so its holiday time... damn boring!!! i din actually study... which i had always planned to study at tis holiday in my trials... well its jus another.. dunno wad to say.. stupid of me lar.. haiz...
1 month till SPM ler... still don have da fear eh.. how come im so relaxed... overconfident? give up adi? or fully prepared? lol i dont think its da 3rd answer..

well.. theres hasnt been much happenings lately.. everything in my family starts to cool down.. but theres still some thing happening lar.. i jus din care about it.. so i didnt have to blast it out.. well.. tats my life..

hmm.. wad to write leh.. haiyo.. empty brain early morning lar..
holidays bah... i din do much during tis holiday.. most of them are spent on tuition.. actually tuition really occupied most of my time.. everyday i go tt.. sometiems its kinda like a waste of time for me as im already good at those lessons adi.. but somehow.. i still attend them... as a practice i guess.. i nvr ponteng tt.. nvr been thru ponteng experience... trained by parents since i was young i guess.. hahah im a good boy but my parents thinks differently.. im totally a bad boy in their eyes..
well.. nothing much for tis holidays ler.. jus eat, sleep, tt... tats it... kinda like wasted da whole holiday.. wonder if theres ppl who study 24/7 right now... how to get me to study leh... im always anti books lar.. shud actually say exams.. hate exams.. y cant dey jus study for knowledge leh.. all exam exam exam.. results results.. A1 A1.. haiz.. so fan ler.. in malaysia A1 everything meh.. lol.. kinda hate tis exam oriented system...

wad else to talk about lar..tis holiday really sien!!
wad to do lar... somebody help me settle down n study!!