Lazy Weekends..

ah.... so lazy to on computer nowdays.. cos i dunno wad to do when go online...
my parents were outstation tis weekend... normally... i would like a freak sitting on da comp playing games until late night or wad so ever... actually wad i go is always play game only... but i kinda overcame my addiction towards games....

well sat was kinda busy day.. morning had to go tt n den evening tt too.. den night was my free time... at first i wanted to finish off my malay essay which shud be very long... need to brainstorm alot to get it written... but when i finished dinner... i got my self on da couch... wathcing dvd... dang... i wasted 2 hours of time... it was 10 when i finished... went up did some add math... den bang... i laid on da bed for 5 mins n slept... woke up at 11 sumthing... arggh.. too tired to do da essay... haiz... my time management was poor...

ahh its sunday den.. a more tiring day... morning.. stevens... 5 hours non stop... damn tired.. when i got home.. had my lunch... n top gear... its was 4... den newspaper.. 4.30... n den... tried to take a nap but couldnt.. turned on da comp n ended up writing tis... haiz... i hope i can finish da essay tonight...

Time is Money, but money is not enuf for everyone... so does it mean time is not enuf also??

well well

time is getting shorter n shorter to me... dunno whether im really getting busy or im jus not utilising da time n brag about not enuf time... well im gonna find out soon..

actually i also dunno wad to write la... haha..
well im kinda getting myself in shape adi liao... getting better in terms of emotion... stuffs like tat...but still i cant really study... but i can feel da move in me urging me to study liao.. n homework, stuffs tat involve studies is occupying my time.

Is tis a good sign??

Specky experience...

well well well.. 4th post.. haha


oh ya.. i change my specks too.. but i kinda hated it... lol... it has caused lotsa prob in not even a weeks time... firstly.. talk about da process of getting tat specks.. it was a tues i still rmb... well i told my mum to get a new specks for me n after lunch off we went... den we went to da first shop... there was lotsa choices.. but none of them suited me... they are either too flashy or too unique to me... i was planning to get a normal.. kinda plain specks but nice one too... weird kind of taste eh... 2 contrasting stuff... but wadever.. so we ended up with nothing so we went to da 2nd shop... da shop was small... not much choices at all... but my mum insisted on tryin some of them... den da sales... somehow figured out my mum's taste... got a specks.. my mum was like.. feel in love when first seeing it... she was actually determined to get tat one already... but i don really like it... but den my mum said don waste time choosing around... shes like in a hurry... den i tried it on... n it feels alrite... da guy quickly offered a package price.. n my mum... jus sapu it...
lol...

den it was da day i got my glasses... wearing it tat time... was kinda weird feeling.. i din care much... alas... da 2nd day.. problems start to arise... da side supports werent comfortable to me... so i went to da shop... got it altered... but still feels weird.. ahh din care much bout it... i was in a hurry... den da 2nd day.. again i went to get it altered... aiyah.. still cant satisfy me. dang... i don care much.. I thought of wearing da old one all da time n wear da new one when i need to see far stuffs... den it was today.. i cant bear da specks liao... i went to da shop to alter again... tis time tat guy kinda did good but still cant satisfy me... i don care much liao.. jus wear it bah... haiz... den dinner time... i felt itchy on my nose... i tried to rub with my shirt... da nose support thing went off... grrrr... really hate tis specks liao... tis specks is like a bad luck for me... giving me more troubles.. I'll try to post some pics of it later bah... now late adi...

yippe off luuu

Problems...

I really dont know wads happening to me... i feel... very... guilty for myself... very frustrated...
very... dunno wads da feel... it feels like da whole world is upside down for me... everything doesnt suit me... everything goes against me... problems problems problems...

in school... always see my classmates studying.. all getting a book on their hand during free time.. but they are nuts.... dey play like monkeys... can shout n LOL so happily... yet dey can study..
y me... a person who sits alone... who thinks tat he wanna study... WANTS to study... yet he cant do it.... wads happening to him... where are my study brain cells... are they gone.. vapourized...
my studying habit... in PMR... wadever exams... i always study last min... yet i still can achieve normal results... around an above average marks.. but now.. its SPM... is it easy or hard... i dont know... but my school results are deteriorating my confidence on myself... im telling myself to study study study... no last mins... yet... i cant.... wad am i..... a destined failure??

now in da house... lectures lectures lectures... mum dad, mum dad... everyday... every hour...
anytime... dey see me not with a book... lecture is haunting me... ''u arh... think ur very smart arh?? SPM liao still no need study?? still can play da comp?? waste so much time driving u to tt, paying ur fees... yet wad have u produced??? all C and D's in ur exam?? u better go out work lar... See ur school result know ur SPM will be like tat adi... see ur bros all also A1's.... now only left u...'' tats wad dey said... everyday... everytime im a free boy... i hear those... haiz... so wad i feel... da most useless person in tis family.. a parasite.. who always waste money... always being thought as a son who wastes family money... but da truth is... im already a below average spender... almost... da lowest spender... i nvr buy stuffs for myself... always go for da cheap stuffs... im always da guy who doesnt eat when going out with frenz... a drink or a toast already a heart break for me... always go out with guys who spend like millionaires kinda make me feel tat i shudnt belong to tis group.. i shud belong to those nerdy... who goes to library everyday... or a freak.. who goes online everyday, every hour...

all tis... are like a tumble for me... let sum force.. trying to push me down da pit hole... wanting to end everything jus like tat.... how am i gonna go thru tis.... SPM... jus around da corner... very stressful... i need some help... some counsel... someday... maybe.. when i cant tahan... im going to da counselor... hope it does help...

god.. bless me.....

yippie signing off....

AGM!!!

hehe,

im starting to get da hand of customizing tis blog..
it was so hard at first.. lol

so guess tis is my 2nd post. haha
today was da choir agm..
nothing special happen bah... it all went out well lo..
but later after agm got prac... i thought we shud teach da juniors on how to use techniques... but suddenly sing song... haiz... n warm up sessions so short cant really teach those ppl how to use techniques lar... haiz... good luck to those juniors lo....

i also hope those future choir leaders can lead da choir well... please be better than us!!
dont let choir fall out!!! even if we dont have da standard but we must remain as a team.. da spirit must be there!!

i really cant think of anything to write liao tim.... aikz... guess im not a good writer... hope i get to improve bah... lolz.... self-motivating only...

for those who are reading at early morning... good morning to u and have a nice day... for those at night... good night and sleep tight...
for those in da middle of da day... enjoy da rest of ur day... hahah.

yippie signing off lu.. Byez

New Blog...

Hi ppl..

Yippie here. Dunno wad to write tim...
lolz.. tis is my blog ur looking at of course... dunno wad to write for starting...
dunno y i made tis also... see ppl got blog i like also wan one for myself. haha.
soo.... i dunno when i will be updating my blog... n i might stop updating also...
im really not a good writer or expresser so i try to write anything i can think of lo..
i don promise tis will be an interesting blog eh..

but i hope u ppl will visit my blog n enjoy reading (if i ever write anything)...

Cya ppl... brain kinda empty liao.. n time does not permit me to go further..
signing off.

=yippie=