R....E

I miss ya!

pointless..

I aint feeling any well at all... i need some free space...

Time Machine.. lolss

facebook.. connects people right?? hahaa.. its such a nice place to see photos.. info.. people.. old friends.. hahaa.. but it makes me think back of the memories.. and [ ] (no vocab to describe) me.. lolz..

ahh.. spent some time.. looking at the pics.. old friend.. ah.. secondary school lar.. hahaa.. my old school.. lolz.. uniform.. they look so.. memorable.. hahaa.. i wished i could travel back and forth anytime i want.. hahaa.. get into the setting i want.. lolzz..

ah... i miss them.. everything back then.. uni life.. seems so boring after all.. hahaa..

it aint easy letting it off as just saying.. lolz.. nvr thought i'd feel like this at this time.. lolz.. i aint that good in letting go either.. hahaa.. c'mon yippie.. move on lor.. lolz..

conclusion: facebook emofies me.. lolz... ahhhhhhh..

crappy... XD

p/s: miss u guys who been thru Sam Tet with me..

Whats people and life all about??

ah.. suddenly i just feel like voicing out... ahh.. i couldnt find nobody to chat with.. with ppl i want to...

ah life.. people.. i've been thru quite a lot i'd say.. seen a lot.. been with a lot of people.. and its just common... for people to mix with people right.. and mostly.. we all want to mix with people that are 'perfect' in such a way.. has all the attributes a perfect human should have.. almost perfection.. ah.. i guess.. and in Uni.. theres so much people i'd see they 'perfect'.. ah.. felt so intimidated.. they tend to get the first attention.. they leave something behind to everyone.. a mark that makes somebody to remember..

i find people.. so simple minded.. its the good and they go for it.. sometimes i wonder.. if they are really truthful or they just wanna get something from the person.. at time.. i wonder how the person who has all the attention feel about.. he has all the attention.. does he feel happy or safe? so many people around him.. is he able to get along well with all... haha..

ahh.. im just crapping.. lolz.. well.. some people form what i see.. are just great actors... and they get attention too.. hmm.. it seems to be they're just too fake to get along with.. i might be wrong.. but well.. god knows whos right and whos wrong.. well.. i just get to myself..

as for me.. most of u guys would know.. im da loner kind eh.. haha.. im just quiet from the outside.. i dont mix around too much.. i dont speak too much too.. unless u know me in person.. which.. i dont think anyone here in da uni knows.. hahaa.. should i change.. should i not? lolz.. at time.. thinking about human minds.. its better to keep a distance.. for the people i know.. i do my own judgment on them.. well.. so far.. none fails me yet.. and i hope it wont fail me at all.. heheee..

ahh.. people in life.. whats the purpose.. everyone has their own evil in them... lolz.. they all think about themselves rather than others.. i guess.. its really a truth.. hahaa.. i get the same feeling at times too.. when im selfish for myself.. hehee.. but somethings.. some are just soo selfish i'd say.. they do everything for themselves.. putting the blame.. shaming others.. and they nvr thought of what they did is correct.. and yet.. they succeed on me ba.. hahaa.. im just bored to deal with these kind of people.. let them put da blame.. ah who cares.. i know im fine.. and those who can judge.. should know i guess.. hate to protect myself from all these.. guess that one of the reasons ppl have no confidence in me.. lolz..

im just acting to myself in uni.. what a diff me.. ppl see me as.. hmm.. funny, stupidly, cool maybe lan ci i'd say.. hahaa.. nobody know whats made of me.. hahaa.. wonder if i could find a friend who really understands me.. shares with me.. hahaa.. its gonna be so great to talk with him or her.. hahaa.. ahh... god knows.. weee.. yippie.. ur gonna be somebody.. lolz..

gimme a breaK!

signing off~~ huhuuu

ahhh..

darn i hate the new msn... and its upgrading.. not allowing old versions to login.. damn it..

Im Updating ehhh!!

hahaa.. yippie's bloggie is updating itself.. lolz.. been how long i wonder.. hehee.. just suddenly wanted to blog.. all the while.. lolz... guess.. the blog is gonna die soon.. hahaa..

hahaa. guess what.. i've been thru university life for da past 5 months.. almost half a year... and very soon.. i'll be ending my foundation studies... imagine how time flies.. lolz.. its crazy. hahaa..

5 months.. i've been thru a whole lot.. experience.. people.. studies.. work.. haha.. stress .. cool people.. cool experience.. hahaaa.. im gonna be spending the next 5 years in the same place.. with the same bunch of buddies.. hahaaa

daily life is getting busy everyday... classes in the morning.. cooking and sports in da evening. and night time is meant for studies.. but frankly speaking.. with presence of the housemates.. concentrating has been a problem for me.. and in this 2nd semester... im jus scared my results will drop.. and from what i see.. its starting.. well.. hope all goes well.. i get the distinction i want... i guess.. i'll have to work harder... heee..

i am on the uni frisbee society.. hahaa.. i nvr thought frisbee could be a game of sports... thought it was just some disc throwing.. hahaa.. guess what it fun.. hahaa.. it works on the soccer field, rules of netball, and games on american football.. hahaa.. darn funny rite.. to sum up.. u can move when u have the disc and i have to bring the disc to the end zone by passing around.. lolz.. i enjoy it.. hahaa.. and hopefully.. this can be something i could excel.. hahaa..

and lately.. i have been involving in volleyball.. haha.. met a senior.. and he asked me to play along with him.. into competition.. lolz.. i'll be on a volleyball competition very soon.. hopefully.. i get to do my best.. best for the team.. and hopefully.. not to disappoint my team mates.. all the best to nottingham volleyball team. haha..

alright.. monday is cooking day, tues is frisbee day.. wed is volleyball day.. thurs is frisbee or volleyball day.. friday is free day which mostly be swimming day.. hahaa. sat and sun.. random day.. hahaa.. uni life is busy.. hahaa.. give me a chill! hahaa

heee.. and this post.. ReGiNe.. its ur birthday wor.. hohohh.. happy birthday ah my gf... im missing u much.. and loving ya all da way.. hahaa..

i look 'gay' in this pic eh.. haha.. but i like it!

hahahaa.. thats all lar.. for my update.. lol.. wonder when would be my next update.. nobody knows.. hahaa..