life goes on..

one word Im thinking of right now... SUCKS..

god knows why and what..

if u guys were to see my fb profile.. its been single for a few days..

and guess what.. i denied that it was true.. but yeah.. its true.. for like.. half a day..

I was really a single person for half a day.. and went on back to relationship soon after that..

I have to say.. why does this happen to me..

I feel like relationship thingy is too much for me.. I dont know if I can bear with it.. Maybe its not my time yet.. tooo soon for me.. im too fragile.. but.. she is more fragile than I am..

well.. guess I have to keep on going.. giving all my best to her.. I fell for her.. as well as for others.. no doubt.. I suck myself..

Heck.. This sucks.. life goes on..

my future plan?? Zero..

ah well.. back to blogging.. hahaa

been a while since then..

I'm like half a year in Nottingham doing my foundation.. and I thought I'd just sail thru.. enter my first degree.. and there is goes.. sail thru my studies..

dilemma strike in.. hahaa.. i found that i really suck at maths.. suck like shit.. im sick of maths right now.. hahaa.. im doing bad in my studies.. not good.. and now i got influenced into medicine.. should i change? should i not??

i could actually just pass thru my degree.. and settle.. but da thing is.. i dont wanna just pass lah.. at least.. i wanna maintain the scholarship.. thats the main thing.. but it seems like its not going too well for me..

im kinda.. empty now.. dont know what to choose.. any suggestion by u guys?? am i medicine guy?? engineer guy?? and know what.. due to certain incident.. sucks.. i might be considering piloting in Singapore either.. how funny uh..

cheers..