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YEAHH.. IM stupid but LOVE it. LOLZ.

woo hooo!

Rollercoaster 2009

woohooo tis is gonna be a long post i guess.. hahaa at least for me.. yay!! a review for the year of 2009.. fuuhhh

hahaa lemme think.. hoho.. i wanna start with 2008 dec okay??

SPM.. lolz. hehee.. after that was a Japan trip eh? I went too Japan.. woohoo.. darn iImiss it.. snow.. the cold.. the chill.. wahahahah. one of the best trip I've had.. totally enjoyed..

Back in Malaysia.. Pangkor Trip.. hahaa.. another good one.. This is where.. i meet bunch of guys and girls.. where i hang out.. waste my time with them.. hahaa.. i have all the time to waste with them.. lolz.. it was fun thou.. watching them arguing.. drinking with them.. hahaa.. i feel im bunch of them.. im with them.. yeah.. they are friends.. haha

hehe.. jan of 2009.. yeah. new start.. woo.. hehee.. i got my undang test.. after like 1 month?? lolz.. i failed u know.. lolzz. and I've got full marks this time... proud giler.. hahaaa.. and theres goes my driving lessons.. whee.. i drove a red kancil with an L on the windshield.. haha. around the menglembu area.. hehee..

hanging out with those ppl of course.. hahaa.. almost all the time.. and it went on like what? early morning.. hahaa

month of march uh? SPM results.. buahahaa.. an unexpected result.. hahaa.. proud of myself.. made my parents proud as well.. hahaa.. and shortly after that.. yeah.. got my driving license.. hohoh.. there goes my driving life.. yeah.. life in a small kenari.. hehee..

there goes.. Scholarship applications.. bla bla bla.. phailed JPA interview.. LOLZ.. bla bla.. singapore scholarship? lolz.. wtf is it.. lolz.. wadeva.. time flies.. hangouts.. everything done.. lolz..

a new life starts.. July Nottingham here i come.. lolz.. uni life.. campus life.. life in a double room.... tony pong as a rommie.. lolz.. guys and girls.. friends.. emos.. wadevas.. funnies.. hahaa.. im the wtf.. lolz.. always the wtf guy..

yeah.. 1st sem. sept 16 was my birthday.. yay. exam on the same day.. lolz.. i slept for 2 hours.. studied in friend's room.. whee..

whats up.. 1 week break from my semester break.. tats da end on a semester.. hahaa.. great ppl.. full of fun. laughter.. yeah.. everything.. what a life in uni..

semester 2.. brand new subjects.. aiks.. struggles.. damn low times.. but lotsa fun times too.. haha.. crazy times.. geez.. those buddies are gonna be with me for the next 5 years.. haha..

i've grown up.. i really have.. i've been more matured in my family.. but im darrnn ass childish among my friends.. i doubt people know that.. hahaa.. well.. i'll just be like that..

i know whats right or wrong.. but mistakes i've done.. i've done really stupid mistakes.. hahaa.. my first time.. relationships.. wtf... its just stupid.. hahahha.. yea.. i think it thru.. hopefully i wont repeat this mistake anymore.. lolz..

yeah.. its da last day of the year.. i'll be watching my watch to turn 1st.. hahaa.. yeah.. brand new year.. brand new life? yep i hope so.. ah yeah.. im single!!

woohoo..

yeah!

sheeshh..

Just wished I was all alone all the while.. all the way..

dummyy

ah.. stupidity.. think clearly lar yippie.. nvr repeat it.. keep it out.. control urself..

Lemme Out..

Get me out of this confusion i guess..

R....E

I miss ya!

pointless..

I aint feeling any well at all... i need some free space...

Time Machine.. lolss

facebook.. connects people right?? hahaa.. its such a nice place to see photos.. info.. people.. old friends.. hahaa.. but it makes me think back of the memories.. and [ ] (no vocab to describe) me.. lolz..

ahh.. spent some time.. looking at the pics.. old friend.. ah.. secondary school lar.. hahaa.. my old school.. lolz.. uniform.. they look so.. memorable.. hahaa.. i wished i could travel back and forth anytime i want.. hahaa.. get into the setting i want.. lolzz..

ah... i miss them.. everything back then.. uni life.. seems so boring after all.. hahaa..

it aint easy letting it off as just saying.. lolz.. nvr thought i'd feel like this at this time.. lolz.. i aint that good in letting go either.. hahaa.. c'mon yippie.. move on lor.. lolz..

conclusion: facebook emofies me.. lolz... ahhhhhhh..

crappy... XD

p/s: miss u guys who been thru Sam Tet with me..

Whats people and life all about??

ah.. suddenly i just feel like voicing out... ahh.. i couldnt find nobody to chat with.. with ppl i want to...

ah life.. people.. i've been thru quite a lot i'd say.. seen a lot.. been with a lot of people.. and its just common... for people to mix with people right.. and mostly.. we all want to mix with people that are 'perfect' in such a way.. has all the attributes a perfect human should have.. almost perfection.. ah.. i guess.. and in Uni.. theres so much people i'd see they 'perfect'.. ah.. felt so intimidated.. they tend to get the first attention.. they leave something behind to everyone.. a mark that makes somebody to remember..

i find people.. so simple minded.. its the good and they go for it.. sometimes i wonder.. if they are really truthful or they just wanna get something from the person.. at time.. i wonder how the person who has all the attention feel about.. he has all the attention.. does he feel happy or safe? so many people around him.. is he able to get along well with all... haha..

ahh.. im just crapping.. lolz.. well.. some people form what i see.. are just great actors... and they get attention too.. hmm.. it seems to be they're just too fake to get along with.. i might be wrong.. but well.. god knows whos right and whos wrong.. well.. i just get to myself..

as for me.. most of u guys would know.. im da loner kind eh.. haha.. im just quiet from the outside.. i dont mix around too much.. i dont speak too much too.. unless u know me in person.. which.. i dont think anyone here in da uni knows.. hahaa.. should i change.. should i not? lolz.. at time.. thinking about human minds.. its better to keep a distance.. for the people i know.. i do my own judgment on them.. well.. so far.. none fails me yet.. and i hope it wont fail me at all.. heheee..

ahh.. people in life.. whats the purpose.. everyone has their own evil in them... lolz.. they all think about themselves rather than others.. i guess.. its really a truth.. hahaa.. i get the same feeling at times too.. when im selfish for myself.. hehee.. but somethings.. some are just soo selfish i'd say.. they do everything for themselves.. putting the blame.. shaming others.. and they nvr thought of what they did is correct.. and yet.. they succeed on me ba.. hahaa.. im just bored to deal with these kind of people.. let them put da blame.. ah who cares.. i know im fine.. and those who can judge.. should know i guess.. hate to protect myself from all these.. guess that one of the reasons ppl have no confidence in me.. lolz..

im just acting to myself in uni.. what a diff me.. ppl see me as.. hmm.. funny, stupidly, cool maybe lan ci i'd say.. hahaa.. nobody know whats made of me.. hahaa.. wonder if i could find a friend who really understands me.. shares with me.. hahaa.. its gonna be so great to talk with him or her.. hahaa.. ahh... god knows.. weee.. yippie.. ur gonna be somebody.. lolz..

gimme a breaK!

signing off~~ huhuuu

ahhh..

darn i hate the new msn... and its upgrading.. not allowing old versions to login.. damn it..

Im Updating ehhh!!

hahaa.. yippie's bloggie is updating itself.. lolz.. been how long i wonder.. hehee.. just suddenly wanted to blog.. all the while.. lolz... guess.. the blog is gonna die soon.. hahaa..

hahaa. guess what.. i've been thru university life for da past 5 months.. almost half a year... and very soon.. i'll be ending my foundation studies... imagine how time flies.. lolz.. its crazy. hahaa..

5 months.. i've been thru a whole lot.. experience.. people.. studies.. work.. haha.. stress .. cool people.. cool experience.. hahaaa.. im gonna be spending the next 5 years in the same place.. with the same bunch of buddies.. hahaaa

daily life is getting busy everyday... classes in the morning.. cooking and sports in da evening. and night time is meant for studies.. but frankly speaking.. with presence of the housemates.. concentrating has been a problem for me.. and in this 2nd semester... im jus scared my results will drop.. and from what i see.. its starting.. well.. hope all goes well.. i get the distinction i want... i guess.. i'll have to work harder... heee..

i am on the uni frisbee society.. hahaa.. i nvr thought frisbee could be a game of sports... thought it was just some disc throwing.. hahaa.. guess what it fun.. hahaa.. it works on the soccer field, rules of netball, and games on american football.. hahaa.. darn funny rite.. to sum up.. u can move when u have the disc and i have to bring the disc to the end zone by passing around.. lolz.. i enjoy it.. hahaa.. and hopefully.. this can be something i could excel.. hahaa..

and lately.. i have been involving in volleyball.. haha.. met a senior.. and he asked me to play along with him.. into competition.. lolz.. i'll be on a volleyball competition very soon.. hopefully.. i get to do my best.. best for the team.. and hopefully.. not to disappoint my team mates.. all the best to nottingham volleyball team. haha..

alright.. monday is cooking day, tues is frisbee day.. wed is volleyball day.. thurs is frisbee or volleyball day.. friday is free day which mostly be swimming day.. hahaa. sat and sun.. random day.. hahaa.. uni life is busy.. hahaa.. give me a chill! hahaa

heee.. and this post.. ReGiNe.. its ur birthday wor.. hohohh.. happy birthday ah my gf... im missing u much.. and loving ya all da way.. hahaa..

i look 'gay' in this pic eh.. haha.. but i like it!

hahahaa.. thats all lar.. for my update.. lol.. wonder when would be my next update.. nobody knows.. hahaa..

Week 3 of Sem 1

lol.. been quite a while eh.. this dead blog.. hahaa..

been lazy to update.. seriously.. computer serves me 2 purpose now.. online check mail and foruming.. and games.. hardly have time to update da blog.. i guess..

so for this time.. im just gonna write about what happened in the past few days.. perhaps.. past few weeks.. hahaa

so... im still staying in the same room.. with some fellow seniors.. and we're on cooking thingy.. where we cook during weekdays.. hahaa.. healthy and economic food.. and its economic indeed.. hahaa.. im happy with that.. but then.. it takes time.. lolz..

and well.. i joined the frisbee club.. went for 2 sessions.. and i enjoyed it.. sports.. hahaa.. nice.. wished i could excel in this.. i can play every sports.. but none of it that i excel in thou.. hahaa. sad case....

and.. hmm.. im having back pain.. kinda.. serious i'd say.. but not till the extent that i could walk.. it pains when im in certain position.. and it pains when i walk.. aik.. and guess what.. i went to the uni clinic.. and darn i tot it was free.. so what i got was.. rm25 ripped and a so called muscle cream.. which i have it at my house.. darn it.. rm25.. duh..

so thats about it.. nothing to blog about.. studies are still fairly okay.. but assignments are so gonna kill us.. i guess.. hopefully.. its gonna be good.. my muscle pain is kinda affecting me.. unable to concentrate.. darn.. hate this.. hopefully it recovers soon.. very soon..

guess thats all i have to say.. ciao guys..

aikz..

aih... so its da beginning of a new semester edi.. and the come back for all students of the campus...
one word.. its damn PACKED... everywhere u go.. u'll see somebody.. compared to my first sem.. its like a dead campus... well.. how does it feel for me.. well.. some good some bad i guess.. i get to see lotsa ppl... hehee... but da bad thing.. everything has to take turn.. the swimming pool isnt mine anymore.. its darn packed everyday.. aih...

hmm.. 3rd day already.. and im almost been to all the classes.. darn.. it doesnt feel good i get various type of lecture.. all new syllabus... and it wont be easy... its seems so tough.. and im feeling sleepy in the classes... haiz... i need some pushing power here... i have to do well... cant slack lar...

my room.. is filled with bunch of ppl... and.. the people.. are friendly indeed.. they are fine.. easy to mix with.. but the problem is.. my room has become a gaming site for people.. and im getting sleepless night... i guess.. da weird part is that im not joining them.. lolz.. good sign huh..

and the worst thing.. im having neck pains.. which im not sure where its from.. sleeps or what.. and back pain too.. due to a fall in the field last time?? or maybe sitting without proper support.. aik.. no idea.. hopefully its gonna heal with time.. its not doing me good.. haiz..

so thats all i can write i guess.. and btw.. my room has internet already.. but its a darn slow one.. wadever.. as long as i can use i guess..

huh...

New Sem starts... it aint easy.. God Bless Me..

some pics??

aiyah.. as requested... lazy me upload some photos lar..

just had my haircut.

on new specks.. not much difference rite??4

new specks lor... not much diff with old specks

and the side.. any idea whats the sign there?? hahaa

been quite a while

hahaa.. its been quite a while since i've updated eh.. felt like leaving my blog to die liao.. and dont think there are any visitors also.. lolz..

so.. im currently at my home.. with my lappy.. downloading the stupid antivirus thanks to the slowest internet connection on earth.. hahaa...

fyi.. i've been dealing with my lappy these few days.. formatting and installing.. all over over over again.. aikz.. im using win7 adi.. hahaa.. which im quite satisfied.. love da GUIs... but.. bluescreen happening.. aikz.. wonder whats wrong.. and graphic drivers too.. another problem..

hmm.. so.. im back at my home.. shud be resting well.. but im not.. hahaa.. well... all my brothers.. all are back.. family reunited with hari raya.. hahaa.. how irony.. lolz.. been hanging with my bro alot.. and hes bought a new lappy too.. same price as mine... lolz.. but diff model lar..

hmm.. went out for a few gatherings.. and waiting the 'day' to come.. hahaaa.. which is tmr.. lolz... and i made a new specks.. gonna get it on friday.. a chelsea specks.. lolz.. not a chelsea fan thou.. but too bad.. the specks is nice.. hahaa..

so basically ntg much i write.. couldnt find transport back to kl... got a bus ticket on sunday.. hope there wont be much delays ler... and can arrive safely to campus.. which will be darn packed for sure edi.. hahaa... looking forward thou..

hee.. i'll end here lor..

LOLZ...

MY BLOG IS DEAD.. HAHAHA...

WAIT TILL I HAVE TIME TO REVIVE LOR..

WATCH!!

this thingy made my day!!

hmmm..

hahaa.. i seriously dont know what to write..

im currently in ipoh now.. back to my 5 yrs old desktop computer.. transferring files and softwares to my lappy.. lolz.. it has taken me da whole day.. and it will be done shortly.. hahaa..

well.. if u guys notice.. in my facebook profile.. my relationship status has been changed.. im not single anymore.. im taken.. not available.. hahaa.. wonder what u guys feel about this.. lolz.. u wanna know whos taken me? go search in fb lor.. hahaa..

hmm.. another 3 more weeks.. semester is going to end ler.. and a big holiday for me.. 1 week.. hahaa.. considered big i guess.. and.. hopefully.. i'll have my first make out with her.. hahaa u know who.. hehee

soo.. now im still with assignments and homeworks.. its all endless.. haiz..
hope this sem gonna end very soon.. and end with flying colour i hope so.. and no more malaysian studies as well... but then.. moral studies is coming...

hahaa.. cant really think of anything to update about.. guess i'll leave it here.. hahaa

updates..

its been like so long i get online huh.. and update my blog as well.. hahaa.. at last i found a free time to do so.. lolz... good thing..

so my mid term has actually ended.. test i mean.. and how did i do.. i'd say... fairly okay.. but still not satisfied.. chemistry again.. was my worst subject.. and it seems.. everyone face the same problem as well.. hahaa.. hopefully.. everyone's marks will just be the same as i am.. but its kinda impossible.. cos im seriously weak in it..

soo.. after the exams.. had a chill out.. went to tesco to shop for daily goods.. and guess wad.. i spent rm80... i was like wad the hell.. and after checking.. an item wasnt purchased by me but its included in the bill.. duh.. and an item which is placed on the cheap price rack.. came out to be its original price.. duh.. hate tat i spent soo much money... haiz.. next time gotta be careful ba..

so after that.. at 11pm... we've got a BBQ party in the campus.. so.. basically.. all the chinese students in the campus came for it.. lolz.. it was meant to be a farewell party for a guy whos leaving.. but it turns out to be just a normal gila party.. hahaa..

well.. we kinda enjoyed ourselves.. hahaa.. people got along with each other.. chit chats... etc.. and of course eating lar.. den pic sessions.. playing around.. and packing.. ntg really much actually.. well had my sleep at 4am in da morning..

and early morning at 8.30 the next day.. woke up and went to the admin building to work.. as a volunteer for the open day.. well.. my job was to give tours to visitors.. and bring them to their respective disciple counselors.. so tats about it.. its quite tiring actually to walk around the campus all the time.. worked from 10 to 4pm.. felt like wasted half a day..

well.. in overall.. everything is still okay.. but i was soo tired that i dozed off after going back to my room.. hahaa..

my situation

hmm.. its like sooo long since i've updated my blog.. hahaa.. partly.. its already buried under da grave.. just that im diggin it back up.. lolz..

soo.. how am i going on.. i'd say.. still okay.. but not so okay... hahaa.. im bombarded with assignments, lab reports, tutorials and exam...

can u guys imagine?? 4 weeks has passed.. 1 month.. full im already outta my house.. 1 month i've not been with my bad.. hahaa..

well.. i'd say.. i really miss home.. who doesnt.. fuuhhh.. its really tiring living by myself.. everything is managed by myself.. and the worst thing.. is that im using all the blood and sweat of both my parents.. everything its not my own.. and what im doing it just spending theirs..

well.. what i can do.. is to score well.. try to save their money.. maintain the high achievers scholarship.. haiz..
but da problem now.. im stressing myself too much into achieving so.. its a tough job.. i don feel im capable.. i really liked my old style.. getting lazy.. everything just do last min... everything is easily managed.. and i can just do fine.. up to my expectation.. but now trying to do better then my expectation.. which.. im stressing myself..

im catching with my work.. im gonna have to change.. i cant procrastinate adi.. i have to chg edi leh.. hope.. i can change.. i can do better.. i can maintain the scholarship.. do the best i can.. but not to force myself too much.. hope.. i could just be what is best for me lar..

really cant say much.. im busy with my homework and assignments.. etc.. everything.. it just sucks.. UK education system is tough.. ahhh

i wanna get thru this fast.. as soon as possible..

pc fair..

ahh.. so i went to pc fair.. KL pcfair.. not ipoh man..

its in kl convention centre.. 45mins drive from UNMC.. with smooth traffic.. whoa.. dang..

ahh.. what to say.. i've seen alot of pics of KL pc fair.. especially with booth gals.. hahaa.. and now.. im in it adi.. hahaa..

well.. KL pc fair.. is super big.. hahaa.. the biggest in malaysia eh.. its like.. 7 or 8 times bigger than Ipoh? hahaa.. and more booths of course.. and more booth gals in sexy outfit also lar.. hahaaa.. see ppl taking pics.. hahaa..

so.. walked around.. and we actually spent 2 hours.. 1st round to walk around and da 2nd round was to purchase my stuff.. and the problem is.. everything is barricaded.. we have to follow the flow.. traffic was smooth tats y..

well.. i planned to purchase laptop here.. and so i did.. but its not with me yet.. as u guys know. im still under 18.. i couldnt withdraw more den rm500 with my bankcard.. duh.. so in da end.. i could oni pay the deposit.. and i will be collecting my laptop on the sat.. dang.. hate to travel again man.. i seriously cant wait to use it.. especially.. to do my assignments on it..my homework etc.. i hate to walk to the computer lab.. its damnnn far.. aih..

so.. i bought an asus 15 inch laptop.. k40ab model.. go google if u wanna find out more lar... rm2k.. for it.. good specs and best at its price.. lolz.. pure gaming laptop.. hahaaa.. and best of all.. it has a numpad.. which most standard size laptop dont have.. lolz.. number typing would be easier i guess.. lols..

so.. tats about it.. i have reports to rush.. aih.. im procrastinating adi.. im lazy to do my work.. dangg.. hate it.. argghhhh

arrghh..

sorry guys i havent been updating and replying u guys in chat box.. haiz..

i barely had time to go to my blog and blog.. mainly because im in da comp lab.. and i cant do personal stuffs rite.. many ppl could be looking.. haiz..

so.. its already the 3rd week.. and seriously im friggin busy.. busy busy busy with home work.. notes.. assignments.. exercises.. and now presentations.. i have 2 presentation to do.. endless english exercises for the portfolio.. malaysia studies assignment which is due 2 weeks and i havent even started yet.. duh.. and endless maths exercises..

so what i do everyday.. i have classes everyday.. and they start at 9am in da morning.. and lunch time from 1pm to 2pm.. and classes ends at 5pm.. its tiring man.. it aint easy being a uni students.. with soo many things to take care with.. im having full classes during tuesdays..

and well.. at 5pm.. as soon as class ends.. mostly i'll just go back to my room and lay on da bed.. sometimes i fall asleep.. sometimes.. i read the e-book in da pda.. which i will fall asleep also.. hahaa.. den i'll wake up and do sports.. hahaa.. i just cant waste da chance to get to da sport complex.. hahaa.. im running laps in da football field.. swim at times.. hahaa..

how am i doing eh.. im not sure either.. im just busy with studies.. i dont have time to think of anything else.. im just going thru my daily chores.. classes.. lunch.. classes.. nap.. jogs. dinner.. exercises.. so basically that what i do everyday.. non-stop.. its endless.. hahaa..

pc fair is coming to malaysia this 31st July.. and hopefully i could get a laptop for myself.. and minizime the walk all da way to the computer lab which im in now.. and i can always do my stuffs with privacy in my laptop.. ahh.. cant wait for it..

so at the moment.. im kinda hanging in studies.. some subjects are just tough.. english.. is da toughest yet i guess.. i suck in english.. in an academia way.. i cant produce professional english.. haiz.. i have lotsa practice and exercise to work on to seriously improve my english..

well.. for maths.. im coping.. im in the flow.. good thing...
mechanics.. also physics lar.. kinda tough actually.. lotsa detail.. and the lecturer is going thru like soo fast...
same goes to quantum physics.. light and waves.. complicated as it is.. engineering aint easy..
malaysian studies.. da subject taking place every friday.. its darn boring.. and the assignments and presentation are torturing.. dang..

and the worst thing im always in the wrong group.. which explains the torment im getting.. aihz.. how i wished.. theres no group work at all.. everything done on my own.. that what i really hope..

so i guess.. that all for now ler.. i aint sure when i'll be updating..
im gonna have to start off with presentation and assignments right away..

busy busy...

aihs.. its been a busy period for me.. ever since class started.. im bundled up with tutorials and assignments... lectures are till 5pm daily.. and i hardly have time to rest and go for entertainment..

its a tough time i guess.. busy uni life.. frankly.. secondary school compared to uni is nothing.. lolz..

well.. hardly have time to go online.. even if going online.. it would be assignments and mails oni.. couldnt update blog that often.. maybe not until i get a laptop ba.. hopefully.. this coming pc fair i'll get myself a laptop.. hahax..

well.. so far... the things im studying are still basics.. its like back to the form 4.. well.. a lil bit detailed.. and complicated... aih... i wanna score good marks.. im getting serious and not playing and lazing around adi.. im studying and revising all night.. im occupied with work.. and not like last time.. games.. well.. wonder how it'll turn out when i get a laptop.. hope im able to control ba..

so i guess tats all i can say.. not much updates any sooner.. haha.
cya folks.

urghh.. ruined test

first day of class.. we're to sit for a diagnostic test for maths class placement..

and guess what.. i ruined it.. i seriously forgot everything.. i was unsure.. i couldnt just fire.. a wrong answere will minus my marks..

damn.. it was a disaster.. it almost half the paper that i missed out.. half man.. half......... duh.. i forgot everything.. EVERYTHINGGG... ahhh hateee it.. and later afternoon the class placement will be displayed.. really dont know which i belong.. hopefully.... damn.. wadeva its good to me...

one of the worst day of my life..

well...

it was sunday.. and.. i wanted to go out.. to midvalley.. travel into kl... so i did.. got onto the 12.30pm bus after my breakfast..

journey took 40 mins to reach ktm kajang.. bought da ticket and waited for da komuter.. scheduled 5 mins after i bought da ticket but guess wad.. its a 20 mins wait.. people tell me the service sucks.. and well i got it now...

and the worst to come.. the people.. malaysians.. arggh.. have no manners at all.. no moral.. u guys should see how they rush into the train.. even people in the train who wanted to come out find it hard.. stuck by the people who are rushing in.. jostling.. serisous.. theres no system for it.. the line are there.. but people just push and push.. duh.. i've been to japan.. i must say.. its a freakinnggg thousand times whole lot betterrrrr den in malaysia... even at odd hours.. ppl line up and wait for those who wanna come out and get in later.. one by one..even they had to jostle around.. but malaysians.. seriously speechless..

so im like a sardine inside the komuter.. packed till i can just go nuts.. and those coming in kept puushing.. seeing even theres no more place.. damn em.. i was really pissed off.. felt like giving a punch to the guy who pushed in.. well.. everyone on da train was heading to kl.. and its sunday.. even families use the komuter.. wth..

so upon reaching.. i pushed around and almost shouted loudly 'excuse me'.. ppl in da train were already looking.. i was pissed.. ah.. delay.. and service.. system.. duh.. malaysians.. so.. midvalley.. it kinda calmed me down.. its such a bigg shopping centre.. and i feel free over there.. im alone.. im free... lolz.. and the first thing.. i got to mcdonalds and had my fillet set at one of the couch provided by the mall..

well then i started walking around.. went to the computer shops to see some laptops.. the shops sell all branded stuffs.. everything on their own brand.. hahaa.. cool.. midvalley wan big.. haha. i couldnt finish the whole thing.. just walked around looking at the people and the place.. photos will be up later on.. well.. i must say.. kl gals are good at making up and dressing up.. haha.. they do attract my attention.. lolz..

later on went to the supermarket to shop for food stuffs.. lolz.. i called mom a couple of times to ask for the price of this and that.. haha.. well.. in da end.. i got myself a peanut butter, bread, yoghurt and sushi! for dinner.. which later turn out to bea disaster.. well.. i timed to leave at 5.30pm.. but when i was finished and bored of walking it was only 4.30.. so.. i hanged around and at last.. went to the ktm station.. time to go home..

and again.. stuck and pushed in da freaking train.. luckily the journey back wasnt as bad as i was coming.. the train going towards kl is fulllll of people... well.. my train is full too.. but the other one was super packed.. well.. this time.. some guy.. in da train lost his wallet.. got pickpocketted i guess.. from what i see.. he kept calling people to ask if they saw his wallet.. ah poor guy.. he was standing beside me.. first time travelling and i've witness a pickpocket adi... lolz.. everyones advice was true lolz.. gotta be extra careful le..

i reached the ktm station at around 5.45pm.. the bus was supposed to come at 6.30pm.. so i thought of walking up to some other shopping centres and wait at the nearby assigned bus stop.. the walk took me 10 mins eh...went for some air cond and came out at 6.20pm to wait for the bus stop.. waited and waited.. its supposed to come at 6.30.. duh.. waited and waited.. at 7pm.. i called the admin.. asking for the bus.. when i called i saw the bus coming.. and i thought i'd stop.. but damn.. it just went past me.. wtf.. i chased for it. it stopped at the traffic light.. ran for like 70 metres and light turned green.. wth... then the admin called me.. it was a misscall just now.. and he called back.. i told him what happened.. and he told me to go back to the ktm station..

so i thought.. i'd better go to another assigned stop.. i wouldnt be able to reach ktm in time i guess.. and i walk on.. and it was another 10 mins walk.. to another stop.. and again.. waited for like 20 mins.. i called the guy.. he said.. the bus dont come the stop.. wtff.. i was like.. man.. it was stated in the guide.. and now its not coming.. heck.. he told me to wait till 9.30 at ktm for another bus.. damn.. its ruined.. my sushi dinner.. which was supposed to be had in my warm room. and now.. it ended up here.. dang..

so i walked on.. to mcdonalds.. to wait for the time.. had to order something to at least sit there dont i.. fillet burger again.. dang.. i had it as lunch... there wasnt much choice.. so i ate the sushi and the fillet.. i didnt enjoy the fillet... the sushi was already filling.. and i didnt really enjoy.. i was outta mood adi.. im supposed to be having this nice meal after my nice bath... damn.. i was sitting for like an hour in mcdonalds..

so.. at 8.40.. i starting walking back to the station.. reached around 8.56.. it was a slow walk.. and sat waiting.. while smsing.. ranting to my people.. so.. 9.20pm.. the bus came.. boarded the bus.. and actually.. the bus is suppposed to wait for like 15 mins for students.. damn... if back earlier i walked back to the ktm station.. i'd be back home adi.. argh... pisses me off again..

well on da ride home... met a malay guy and chatted with him.. hes a jpa scholar.. having 7A's.. and getting the scholarship.. he was tellling me that he felt unfair about it too.. very lucky for malays.. lolz.. and i was like.. nvm nvm.. lolz.. better to make friend then to hate him.. lolz.. wadeva.. chatted along da way.. and i reached da campus at 10.05pm.. had my bath and got to bed after reading an e-book from my pda.. and some games.. duh..

it was certainly a bad bad day and worst experience.. i wouldnt wanna go out anymore.. especially.. boarding the komuter.. thats the worst thing on earth.. da system sucks.. well developed.. but people are over developed i guess..

well that all about my ranting post..

Registration

aih.. so its da resgistration at last.. which means im officially a student..

well.. what to say.. i woke up 8.30am.. i'll have to learn to wake up early already.. and sleep early too.. haha.. wonder whats wrong with my sleep.. im still tired when i wake up.. aiseh..

so.. had my breakfast.. breads everyday.. haha.. went to put the clothes under the sun.. and went to the building for registration..

well.. what i saw.. JPA and MARA counters.. this batch is certainly full with scholarship holders.. aih... makes me sad again.. well.. what i saw.. 85% were malays.. dang.. tat makes me kinda pissed.. lolz.. ahh..im gonna have to prove to myself that im a better student then they are.. hahaa.. wait till class comes.. we'll see whos more eligible for the scholarship.

i'll have to be better den them.. haha..

saw a korean gal too, a mat salleh, a few from overseas.. middle eastern countries.. haha.. wonder if there are any hot chicks for engineering.. lolz.. from what i see.. theres none yet... lolz.. so.. hope for da best.. lolz...

well.. i washed clothes for the first time.. lolz.. it aint so easy.. haha.. now letting em dry.. gonna collect after this already.. im on my friends laptop.. and been gaming since morning.. hahaa..

adious ppl.. gotta collect clothes now.. hahaa

heee

haha.. 2nd day in nottingham and im still updating my posts.. lolz.. even without a laptop of my own.. this time im using my friends laptop here.. haha..

so here are some brief pics lar.. din really take much pics.. haha.. i'll try to get some more later.. haha

duck feeding at da pond.. lolz

the main admin building, clock tower. was too near.. when taking da pic

the pathway from the admin building.the area is big.. couldnt hold the whole scene

haha.. so actually. ntg much lar.. din really take pics.. lolz.. later ba.. i'll see if im in mood to take pics.. lolz..

ntg much for me.. been soo boring now.. waiting for class to start.. which is monday.. wondering if i shud go out to town.. lolz..

Arrival

yay.. guess wad readers. im in nottingham already.. haha... malaysian campus.. not UK one lar..

haha.. arrived in sat.. after a lunch of satay in kajang.. lolz.

lemme see.. im using the IT labs computer.. theres alot of computer.. but jus walking over and sitting here for hours dont seem normal.. haha.. if any of u guys need to chat or wanna chat with me.. haha just gimme a msg and i'll go online.. lolz..

well.. first impression of nottingham.. haha.. AWESOME.. lolz.. they building.. structures.. places.. woots nice..

arrival at nottingham.. i got into the office and straight away to my room.. FYI, im in a twin sharing room but my roommate isnt here yet.. so im owning the whole room.. haha.. hopefully.. it stays on.. lolz.. met a perlis friend which was a housemate.. haha.. he said.. the chances of the empty place not occupied is barely 0%.. lolz.. means most probably it will be occupied.. haha.. hope i get a good one.. well.. da guy told me lotsa stuffs.. haha.. hes quite good looking too.. he was an engineering student but he changed to business stream.. so tats about it.. haha

im staying at the end of my wing. Im in Tioman hall.. the place is quite convinient. the sports complex is just behind my room. some 300 meters away lar.. haha.. wahts available?? almost everything!
and everything is FREE.. of course.. its paid on the fees la.. haha.. theres a gym, swimming pool, football field.. futsal.. basketball courts.. cricket.. volleyball.. squash.. tennis.. haha.. i might take up squash later on.. lolzz syok lar man.. haha..

but i guess later on when i stay much longer i'll find it boring.. thats what my perlis friend said.. haha.. hopefully.. i dont get bored.. and we have free buses out to kajang ktm where we get to travel around.. i'll be exploring myself ba.. haha.. hopefully.. dont get lost.. wonder if i shud do the exploring on my own or wait with some friends.. haha..

this place is quite outskirts.. without a car u cant do anything.. lolz.. but the good thing that its quite chilling... outskirts.. nice.. well.. everythings looking good here. haha.. looking forward for my class now.. hopefully.. it wont let me down and i wont let myself down..

guess its da end.. gotta get going for lunch edi.. haha.. i dont have pics here.. aiseh... no pic uploaded... wonder when im getting a laptop.. adious ppl!

random pics back in japan

Mount Fuji

rays glaring on the water

disneyland.. haha..

this is one huge dog i saw in da park

Christmas in Disneyland

I miss the cold night of japan..

Train Routes

a meal in shibuya. buffet. hehe

Universal Studios of Japan

Imagine how think is the snow.. haha.. sink till my knee eh

3 days left

haha.. can u believe its thursday already?? lolz.. this means its 3 days left till im going off.. lulz... yay... cant wait for saturday!

had my hair cut today.. wednesday lar.. lolz.. no pics guys.. went to a salon in my housing area.. rm5 cut.. 2 bucks compared to the town where i used to go.. da salon was empty.. im da only customer.. well half way cutting came a elderly man.. hmm.. ntg much to say.. but the cut wasnt that good.. not that tidy.. and not short enuf.. i wasnt wearing specks.. and i couldnt see how long was it.. it happens to me everytime.. aiseh.. well.. i guess its gonna last me for another 3 months till another cut..

and i skipped my supposedly last training.. ah.. i was lazy to attend training.. wadeva..

tues, went for a small gathering meant for me.. lolz.. but da people who were there.. were just a few.. nai woon, yau weng, ivan, hui lin and chooi lian.. at yeolde english.. chit chats and some gay talks haha.. nothing relates me into da topic.. i was just a listener.. saw my cousin there..

at night had some uno sessions on facebook with nai woon, chooi lian, and ivan..

hmmm.. theres still things im havent fulfill.. a makan session which my fren wanted me to go.. but wonder what is his planning.. a yum cha session with a fren.. but not replies from her yet.. lolz.. and i havent pack up.. lolz.. so.. gonna be last min work.. n i havent got myself a laptop.. i guess wont be getting one that soon.. though is sucks not being able to get online.. my phone.. cant do much.. light browsing tats all..

ahh.. really wonder how is nottingham.. the place.. everything.. cant wait to go adi leh.. anticipation.

haha a pic for u guys who says my blogs boring.. well.. its still boring rite?? hahaa

random pics for every post.. haha
IVAN!

well.. da last outing with them.

sat morning.. early morning got scolded by dad to get up to go to work.. i told him that i had stuffs to do.. but he ignored.. and scolded.. duh..

well.. my dad.. went on with the computer.. till 5pm.. i went to stadium.. for my last training.. ahh.. i've skipped for quite some time.. and thought of going for da last time.. aikz.. stamina seriously went down alottt.. i have the speed.. but not the stamina..

so.. went on with some strengthening exercise.. which.. i cant tahan at all.. especially push ups.. my arms are not strong at all.. wad a disgrace.. we were required to hold on when we're down.. ah.. cant do it.. just twice i did and im down..

so.. the training ended at 7.. got home at around 7.20.. bathed and took my dinner.. and.. asked my dad.. if i could drive.. and.. big bomb came.. big blast man.. resulted with quarrel with mum and dad with mum trying to defend me.. ahh.. i left them.. listening to all those.. i couldnt bear with it.. i jus grabbed the key and drove out..

well.. reached parade around 8.30.. and parked my car in greentown.. went walking thru parade to see any clothes to be bought.. and found some.. and will be buying them today.. after a quick look.. went to popular to catch some mags..

headed off to da cinema at 8.50pm.. saw cikgus already there.. but not others.. cikgu said da gals were out to get food.. moments later.. seng hoe came.. we waited and waited.. everyone wasnt punctual.. they were nvr punctual at all.. haiz.. so cikgu went in first.. da gals wanted to buy drinks.. but i couldnt wait already.. me, seng hoe and jun jen went in.. leaving out da gals.. ahh.. i didnt really mean to leave u guys but i just couldnt miss out the movie.. well.. at the end.. those late comers and da gals missed out the beginning part.. luckily i didnt wait for them..

hmm.. forgot to mention wad we're watching. hahax.. its transformers 2... lolz.. i'd say.. its quite good.. above average below the best.. haha.. i'll rate 8/10 for it. a total of 3 fighting scenes. begining, the middle and the end.. the best fight i'd say would be the middle scene.. where optimus dies. haha.. and one of the best part is where optimus gets revived.. haha..

theres a few question marks in the film for me.. haha.. what happened to tat tiny decepticon RC car end up? the pet of megan fox? lolz.. they should show it at the end.. and.. how did those remaining decepticon which landed on earth end up with.. they didnt show them getting killed.. ah.. i doubt the air blast wiped them out huh... and one more thing tats dissapointing.. how come soundwave just stay outside the earth.. ahh.. i wanna see him in action.. man.. soundwave loookss soo cool! and well.. ravage died.. ahh.. dissapointing.. laserbreak and rumble have yet to show.. lolz.. wonder how transformers 3 will look like.. and.. what actually happened to the matrix eh.. destroyed? lolz.. with just a blast? the sun harvester is gone? lolz.. the fallen died too easily.. which the last major fight.. it ended too fast.. aihz..

haha.. overall.. its cool.. cool cars.. cool scenes.. nice GCI effects.. jetfire's cool. lolz.

well.. after da movie ended.. we headed to KFC.. to get our normal supper.. shared with jun jen with dinner plate again.. well.. chatted till 1.40am.. and headed home.. luckily dad wasnt back that time... well.. i forgot to lock da car when i went into da house.. guess dad saw it.. wonder what im gonna get when i see him.. haiz..

RIP Michael Jackson a.k.a MJ

it was friday.. morning.. and i was reluctantly on the ride to my dad's office.. to work.. radio greeted me with the news MJ passing away.. ouch.. i felt the pinch.. its soo sudden.. tats.. certainly pulled down my mood..

RIP

Lets see.. I can say.. he is the very first singer i've really come across with when im young.. my elder brother whos also a fan.. dragged me to michael jackson.. i can still remember.. my favourite MTV of his..



You Rock My World.. Michael Jackson rocked my world with his dance moves.. yay.. first time seeing that video.. on VCR.. those big big tapes man.. hahaa.. i really in fell in love.. god.. thou im not an ardent fan of his.. he certainly stay in me.. hes had an impact to me..

His music is the best.. his talents.. nvr fails.. a representative of the world..

true indeed

"Michael Jackson made culture accept a person of colour way before Tiger Woods, way before Oprah Winfrey, way before Barack Obama"

-Rev Al Sharpton
US civil rights campaigner
extract from NST

i love this line

RIP Michael, ur music lives forever!

p/s: i didnt know michael was 2 days younger then my mum.. haha.. FYI MJ was born on 29th Aug 1958 while my mum 27th of Aug 1958.

MJ songs on da playlist

Random..

arggh... streamyx been pissing me off...

they performed upgrade a few days ago.. which resulted.. in ''faster'' connection speed... according to the values.. the speed are all doubled.. but.. when in use.. the speed.. sucksss.. damn it.. i hate it.. pissing me off..

its gonna be next sat that i'll be out of where i am.. to nottingham.. my new life.. is going to begin shortly... will be watching transformers this saturday.. well.. lotsa comments from people.. some say its awesome.. some say it sucks.. ah wadeva.. the ticket is bought anyways.. i've been on some research bout it.. and been watching the old series back in youtube.. i must say.. 80's cartoons certainly rocks! alot better then this era of cartoons..

hmm.. i find dashboard confessional's songs make me emo.. jus random playlist out of it.. im moody already.. and it just went even down.. with my dad telling me i'll have to start working for him again.. till im going to uni.. damn it.. i hate working.. especially in the office.. its darnnnnnnnnn boring.. haiz... damn.. i seriously cant wait to get to my uni already.. leaving all behind.. haha..

it doesnt seem like im ready to go.. i've prepared nothing.. i guess.. next weeks gonna be a very very busy week.. shopping and stuffs.. well.. everyones leaving.. im leaving too..

nothing much i can write for now.. theres nothing much happening with me.. basically.. eat sleep computer.. everyday.. and some night outings..

signing off..

Contemplation.

so.. What are the odds that a malaysia gets admitted into world best,pretigious Universities.. Im talking about world's top.. Eg oxbridge.. MIT, Ivies eg yale,penn,harvard etc.. The 8 leagues..

So how often is it that we see malaysians get to it.. Do they really have tat kind of dream... i've been thinking bout tis.. Tis dream.. Uni is a stage of life.. think about it.. My parents is going to sponsor me.. why don't I get myself into sumthing tats worth paying.. im talking about quality education.. Haiz.. But is it possible.. For a typical guy like me.. Who never is the best of anything.. Who dont really study.. All he does.. Play.. Sleep.. And eat.. Duh..

I have a friend whose currently in cambridge..selwyn college to be exact.. Pursuing chemical engineering..

He said.. He nvr thought he could get the offer too.. Hes a bright student.. 5As in STPM.. Seriously.. And he tells me tat he doesnt really study too.. He dont put as much effort as others did.. yet he did well..

Well.. Now i wont be doing form6.. And im settling with nottingham already.. But.. Thinking of those.. makes me feel like changing my mind to do a-levels.. Then i shall try to apply with the results.. But.. Am i really capable.. To score AAA in all the subjects.. The core ones.. Nottingham is 86 world ranked.. 149 in engineering.. I jus found out tat fact.. I'd like MIT.. World no. 1 or any others.. Tops.. Haiz.. But to think about it.. Am i really capable of securing a place in those U..

am really contemplating.. If i shud really change what im going to do.. if i were to change.. I could still get bak to nottingham.. But it will take an extra year..

Arrgh.. Im really not sure on what to do now.. I've already booked da accommodation in nottingham.. But payment isnt made yet.. I can still change.. But wonder what will my parents think of it.. Its sooo last min.. And theres hardly any intakes for a-levels.. I'd have to wait till next year which means.. I'll be wasting 3 years on a pre-u course.. Gahhh.. Gosh..


and.. argh.. due to the weathers.. i guess.. and my bad habits.. acne is conquering my face.. duh.. quite serious on the right cheek and the lower left cheek.. it jus keeps coming back.. duh.. i look fugly eh..

hahaaa..

FORM 6 will be ending at 4pm starting next week.. LOLZZ

i feel like going to play leh..

The Killers : All These Things That I've Done

Remember a nike commercial? ''I've got soul but one not a soldier" its from this song.. haha

"All These Things That I've Done"

When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on
I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I wanna mean it from the back of my broken hand

Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no

Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out

And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The gold-hearted boy I used to be

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

[x10]
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

Over and in, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done
If you can hold on
If you can hold on

somethings just have be let go

haha.. the title dont look good rite.. i dont know if it fits the content.. but i jus felt like using it...

6th of june.. yesterday.. lemme start off at 12 am.. before that.. i was in pasar malam.. met up in jun jen and poh ann.. took off to cikgu's house.. had a chat.. conflicts among the girls.. den.. clock struck 11 sumthing.. rode off.. to town.. to find a place to sit down and yum cha.. ended in KFC.. i spent money.. on it.. very first time.. normally i dont..

so.. later.. 1 sumthing.. headed back.. poh ann, chooi mee, jj and i watched terminator 1 in chooi mee's house.. was kinda exhausted already.. but still followed.. another late night outing..

morning came.. woke up at 8.30 am.. 4 hours of sleep.. dad was using da toilet.. he took a long time.. den it was me.. followed mum with grandma out for breakfast.. den i was dropped off at cikgu's house.. 10am as told.. but da ppl were late.. aih nvm.. used to it.. heard cikgu teaching PA.. it interests me.. i wanted to go earlier.. but due to the late sleep.. i couldnt wake up in time..

so off we went to chemor.. ulu chepor waterfall.. like the first time we had.. i guess this shud be the last time too.. started with waterfall and ended with waterfall too.. haha.. the so-called waterfall gang.. spend around 4 to 5 hours there yea? tats about it.. at 3 sumthing.. went to old town.. nam heong.. coffee..
went home.. and had stomach problem.. i guess my weak stomach cant hold coffee.. and i seldom drink.. just because it well known for its coffee.. i wanted to try..

so.. i online-d to check out xda developers.. and had a 1 hour sleep.. then dinner.. and online.. told tat theres an outing.. but it began oni at 11pm.. so late.. i drove toyota.. out.. which the petrol.. it at the empty bar already.. went to ah chooi's house.. n they decided to go to BERCHAM.. McD.. they're nutz arent they..
had to fork out my own money to pay the petrol.. well.. i don feel much.. i felt numb already.. wonder whats happened to me.. maybe.. its da last outing.. i dont feel much..

i was.. driving.. speeding.. i guess.. i was scared too.. but i jus dont feel anything physically.. mentally.. im scared.. arrived safely.. luckily.. sat in McD.. till 3am.. nuts.. basically. i jus wasted my time there.. lydia and ah chan.. meanwhile.. busy with their maths.. but i jus couldnt solve it.. haiz..

got back home at 3 sumthing.. dota with jj and durian.. after tat.. asked jiayi to help solve the math question.. which.. was like wtf.. he jus made the question into equation which i nvr thought of it.. and its done.. but not till the answer.. till a part im familiar with.. duh.. jus twisting it.. manipulating the question..

got to sleep.. well.. its kinda like not related with the title eh.. guess heres da real part.. a short one i guess..

let go.. somethings.. what things.. frenz.. i guess.. time to move on.. a new chapter of life.. waiting for me on the 9th of july in nottingham.. the conclusion of this outing..the last one.. a major last.. we'll all be separated.. i guess. for me.. not all.. those who stay near.. can still meet up.. but not all.. i guess.. an end of a chapter.. how do i feel.. i feel sad.. thou i dont show it out.. deep inside.. i do.. but i cant wait for a new chapter.. its holding me back.. im not moving up eh.. but its jus sad to know its coming to an end.. like the title says.. just have to let go.. 1 months time.. let it go.. haha..

Let It Go..

summary of my life.. lol

haha.. a summary for those who wanna know what i've been doing for the past few weeks..

my normal routine..

i wake up.. around 12 sumthing.. almost everyday.. its nuts rite.. seriously unhealthy lifestyle..

sometimes.. i eat breakfast.. and have my lunch late at 3.. sometimes i jus wait till 1 sumthing and have my lunch.. and thats all about it.. n i guess.. due to late night sleeps.. n such unhealthy life.. my appetite isnt good.. i have flatulence in my stomach.. not good..

and after that.. i usually..go online.. online routine at first.. mails.. blogs.. forums.. facebook.. xda-developers.. i'd spend.. i guess 1 hour in those.. sometiems even more.. if i find sumthing interesting.. at times.. i get my gaming kakis.. and we'll do gaming.. and well.. sync with the pda.. time jus go by.. sometimes.. i dont get a nap.. sometimes i get a nap.. den at night.. i have my dinner.. after dinner.. maybe i'd go out.. or.. stay at home.. computer again.. den at night.. gaming if there it.. again.. bascially.. my life its worthless.. i seriously cant wait to start studying..

ah.. my face.. pimples are growing again.. tis time.. its kinda serious.. i'd say.. big spot.. might leave scar i guesss.. all product of unhealthy lifestyle..

and yeah.. i guess in 3 weeks time.. taekwondo will be outta my routine i guess.. i'll be off to study.. doubt if i'll be active again.. im not as fast and as agile as i was.. im getting lazy.. haiz.. felt like skipping already.. but nvm.. im gonna have a long break soon.. very soon

alrite i love tis

20 Ways Of Training The Mind On Positive Thinking


By Dwayne Gilbert

The mind is a powerful tool. It's important to train it properly if you wish to get the results you want in your life. Here are 20 simple tips for how to train the mind on positive thinking in order to get the results you want in your life.

1. Start the day with cheers and smiles.

Your whole day depends on how you greet the morning. Therefore, as long as you welcome it with energy and high spirits, everything will go okay. You don't want the rest of the day to get ruined, do you? Come on, smile! It doesn't cost anything but is worth everything.

2. Ask for guidance.

Only God knows what we will be having on the day ahead of us. He will surely appreciate a few minutes of praying and asking for guidance from Him. Also, have faith on Him that He is more than willing to grant our requests as long as it is for our own good. With God as our guide, we don't have any reason not to say and believe in the thought that I can do this. I can make it through this day. Nothing is impossible. After all, God is with me.

3. Plan the day ahead.

To avoid mistakes that will cause negative output on your daily activities that will later on become negative thoughts, it is better to plan your work first; after which, work your plan. Make sure today's goals are clearly defined and absorbed by your mind. This can be done even before you get out of bed each day, just so immediate addressing issues as they arise can be avoided.

4. Keep your mind focused on important things.

Set goals and priorities for what you think and do. Visualize practicing your actions. Develop a strategy for dealing with problems. Concentrate on things that need to be taken seriously, but at the same time, take time to relax and enjoy. This way, favorable results may take place.

5. Be detached from the outcome.

They say that life is like a Ferris Wheel; sometimes, you're on the top, and sometimes at the bottom. This means that there will be times in our lives where some things would not turn out according to what we want them to be. Don't be annoyed if you don't get what you desire. However, do your best in everything you do. Only, don't get too attached on the probable results that may only cause disappointments and upsets.

6. Try new things and challenges.

See learning and changes as opportunities. There's nothing wrong in changing attitudes and routines as long as they are for the good and improvement of who you are and what you do. Doing new things may include considering more options for a project, meeting new people from different places, asking lots of questions. Through this, the flow of thinking is directed to improvement and negative thoughts will be easily eradicated.

7. Balance your desires.

We live in a place of opposites and duality of gain and loss, pleasure and pain, light and dark, male and female, love and hate. This is how the cycle of life goes. We can never have all the good things in life at the same time. In love, there will always be someone who gets hurt. In wealth, there will always be people who will not be fortunate enough. Measure and moderation is the primary key.

8. Be realistic.

Make sure that what you want is something possible. Hoping for something to happen which would never really materialize in real life will only bring you disappointment. For instance, you wish to lose weight. Therefore, you have to set a goal and act on appropriate measures within a period of time to achieve what you wish. Hey, No one can get slimmer overnight.

9. Keep track of your mental and physical health.

This way, you will know how far you can keep believing. Know yourself. There is no other person in the world who can tell who you really are. Know your passions, favorites, and principles. Spend some quality time by yourself reading, listening to music, day dreaming, and the likes. If you know yourself completely, you will be aware of how far can you go physically, mentally, and emotionally.

10. Love yourself.

Before you expect for other people to love and adore you, it is always you who needs to love yourself first. Make a positive commitment to yourself, to learning, work, family, friends, nature, and other worthwhile causes. Praise yourself as much as you praise others once in a while. When you start feeling confident about yourself, positive thoughts will naturally flow to your mind.

11. Laugh.

Enjoy. Have fun. Looking at the brighter side of life starts with entertainment and pleasure. Laughter is the best medicine, so they say. Whether your illness is physical or emotional, a few laughs and giggles can help you throw away heavy baggage such as anxiety, disappointment, or nervousness.

12. Keep a list of your goals and actions.

Familiarize yourself with things you want to accomplish and with the ways you must undertake to complete them. By the time you are certain of what you want to do and carry out in your life, a stronger mind and will power will exist within you.

13. Associate with positive people.

In every classroom, work place, or simply anywhere you go where there are groups of people, look for optimistic ones. There are lots of them, I'm sure. Associate with them, hang-out, discuss matters. They can help you build self-confidence and self-esteem.

14. Make it a habit to ask questions.

This is not equal to dumbness and ignorance; rather, it is associated with seeking more information and understanding matters clearly. With more knowledge, there is also more power.

15. Be open.

We have to accept the fact that we don't know everything. And that we are continuously learning in every place we go, with every people we meet as everyday passes. We should not close our minds to new ideas and information that comes our way. Our mind is so spacious that it is impossible to fill it up completely. Thus, we should accept worthy things that may help us become better and brighter persons.

16. Have trust in other people.

Although it may seem difficult and risky to give trust to just any people, when you believe in them or confident on what they are doing for you, doubts and negative judgments on them will be unnecessary. Also, it will bring harmonious relationships between you and your colleagues.

17. Forgive and forget.

Mistakes and failures are the root causes of negative thinking. If we somehow learn to let go of all the pain, agony, and fear we try to keep inside our hearts and minds, then there will be nothing more to block our clear thoughts from being expressed. Forgive yourself for committing mistakes and forget these mistakes.

18. Learn from experiences.

Learning inside the classroom is different from learning outside it. In school, one learns the lesson first before taking an exam; while in real life, one takes the test first before learning the lesson. This test in the real life is our experiences. If we failed in that test, i.e. the experience is not so good, we study the situation and learn the lesson. From here, we can avoid committing the same mistake twice.

19. Count your blessings.

Focus on what you have rather than what you don't have. Absence of our desires will only bring discontentment and disappointment that will only waste our time. Instead, be thankful and appreciative with all the blessings we receive.

20. Kiss your worries goodbye.

At the end of everyday, before going to sleep, there is no need to keep bad experiences and unhappy moments that had happened in the day within you. Let them go, throw them out of the window and kiss them goodbye. Dream sweetly. As a new day unfolds, new hope arises. Keep believing. Always have faith.


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3. Last text message: from digi..
4. Last song you listened to: forgot..
5. Last time you cried: cant rmb..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: nope
7. Been cheated on: nop
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nvr..
9. Lost someone special: not yet..
10. Been depressed: guess so
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope.. lol

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Sky Blue
13. Plain White
14. Ocean Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: quite a few.. lol
16. Fallen out of love: yeah lol
17. Laughed until you cried: yeah i think
18. Met someone who changed you: haha.. kinda
19. Found out who your true friends were: haha.. maybe
20. Found out someone was talking about you: ah guess not
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nop..
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: not sure..
23. How many kids do you want to have: ask da wife..
24. Do you have any pets: my phone..
25. Do you want to change your name: nah..
26. What did you do for your last birthday: stayed at home to study for SPM.. lol
27. What time did you wake up today: 12.30pm..
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: checking out XDA-developers..
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: my ROM..
30. Last time you saw your Mother: mins ago..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: guess not..
32. What are you listening to right now: sound of fan..
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no idea..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: yeah.. hate tis..
35. Most visited webpage: xda developers..
36. Whats your real name: Kan Wye Yip
37. Nicknames: yippie.. ah kan.. kan ye.. kan gor..

38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: virgo
40. Male or female?: male
41. Elementary?: ST
42. Middle School?: ST
43. High school/college?: undecided..
44. Hair colour: Brownish..
45. Long or short hair?: short..
46. Height: 175cm..
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: guess so
48. What do you like about yourself?: brainy..
49. Piercings: nope..
50. Tattoos: NVR..
51. Righty or lefty: Right..

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: nope..
53. First piercing: NVR
54. First best friend: KWY? lol
55. First sport you joined: taekwondo
56. First vacation: No idea..
58. First pair of trainers: huh.. dont und..

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: finish tis..
62. Listening to: fan spinning..
63. Waiting on: my ROM..

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yeah..
65. Get Married?: yeah..
66. Career?: sumthing i'd like

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: shorter
70. Older or Younger: MATURE.. LOL
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice Stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: Middle
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: middle

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no...
77. Drank hard liquor: XO?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no..
79. Sex on first date: haha.. dunnoo..
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe..
82. Been arrested: for talking dialects count?
83. Turned someone down: nvr been turned up.. lol
84. Cried when someone died: nope yet..
85. Fallen for a friend?: of course..


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: 80/20
87. Miracles: sumtimes..
88. Love at first sight: yaya
89. Heaven: yup
90. Santa Claus: not really.. lol
91. Kiss on the first date: dont mind..
92. Angels: Yeap

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: not yet..
95. Did you sing today?: nah..
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nop..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: back to mama's stomach..
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: first day of SPM..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: haha. yea..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Ya lo..