Tagged by Regine..

im not sure if u guys are interested in tis 'tag' thing... but i hope u guys will play with me.. hehe..

tagged by regine..

THE SELF.
[01] Name: Kan Wye Yip
[02] Nickname: yippie, yip yip, ah kan.
[03] Married: Nope.
[04] Zodiac Sign: Virgo
[05] Gender: Male.
[06] Age: jus entered 17
[07] High School: Sam Tet
[08] College: None.
[09] Height: 174cm ( aint sure.. it was form 3 height)
[10] Weight: underweight... 58kg..
[11] Do you like yourself: Yeah n nope.. some yes some dont..
[12] Piercings: nope
[13] Right or left: none
[14] Are you a freak : computer?
[15] Hair: obvious brown.. hehe dont jealous
[16] Skin: fair.. too fair...
[17] Allergic: painkillers..
[18] What are you doing now: tagged..
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Moral tuition
[20] What will you do 10 years later : studying? working?

THE FAMILY.
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents..(annoying ones)
[22] Siblings(included you): youngest of us 3
[23] Eldest: Wye Marn, bro
[24] Elder: Wye Hon, bro
[25] Love/hate your family: love n hate.. changes occsionally..

THE LOVE.
[26] You found your another half: -
[27] If yes, who is he/she: -
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: -
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 0
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): -
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): infinity?
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: -
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: -
[34] Ever argue with your other half: -
[35] You with your other half since: -
[36] Are you straight/Gay: I'm straight
[37] Reasons you love your other half: -
[38] You and your other half in which stage: -
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: -

THE FIRENDS.
[41] Your first best friend: not sure... lotsa but they dont last..
[42] Your first enemy: define enemy..
[43] The friend you love the most: none particular.. or shud be all..
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): define enemy..
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: define beautiful... everyone has its own beauty..
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: all my frenz are handsome!! hahah
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: those who act cute... trying to attract boys..
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: those who dress up so over n think they look handsome
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: dont know.. define love..
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: not in relationships yet
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: who cares.. my best frenz und me..
[52] If your friend betray you: i have ntg for them to betray ba..
[53] If your friend woo your lover: dont know wat to do..
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: i don think tis will ever happen..
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: i dont know wad to do..

THE STUDIES.
[56] Are you a good student: average..
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: seldom but depends on da teacher
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Azizah(malay tt), Mr. Wong(chinese), Pn. Tong(math), Pn. Tong(choir).
[59] Always late to school/college: nope.. nvr kena..
[60] Your class: 5S3..
[61] You love your seniors: Choir yes!!
[62] Senior who you love the most: most of them, 85%
[63] Your classmates good/bad: good to me mostly.. but i seldom mix around, haa
[64] Excellent result classmate: Chee Ming?
[65] Laziest classmate: joo zjin? lol

THE PEOPLE.
[66] Smart people: most of my frenz are smart..
[67] Stupid people: nai woon?
[68] Good looking people: all better den me gua..
[69] Ugly people: kan wye yip
[70] Funny people: chee ming, jien yang, yik hoe
[71] Cute people: define cute..
[72] Bad people: bad is not in my dictionary of frenz
[73] Honest people: dont know... but im honest..
[74] Acting people: aint sure.. i dont mix with so many ppl
[75] You are what kind of people: childish yet matured?

THE PREFER.
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes.
[77] Hugs or kisses: hug
[78] Shorter or taller: same or shorter
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: hesitant
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
[81] Listener or talker: both
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic.
[83] Good wife or Good mother: both lar.. yoo...

THE FUTURE.
[84] Age to get marry: zzzz
[85] Numbers of kid(s): zzzzz
[86] Career: aint sure yet but most probably engineering or piloting..
[87] Salary: more den enuf for my family..
[88] Retirement age: 20? loll
[89] Properties value: more den Bill Gates can?
[90] Wishes: Get scholarships to study till i can find a good job..

THE VICTIMS.
[91] Who ever reads my blog
[92] Who ever reads my blog
[93] Who ever reads my blog
[94] Who ever reads my blog
[95] Who ever reads my blog
[96] Who ever reads my blog
[97] Who ever reads my blog
[98] Who ever reads my blog
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[100] Who ever reads my blog

yesterday n today..

sunday... gonna be having long tt hours again...
well.. early morning.. i got up early as usual... i had a garlic bread tat i like so much.. my mum came down n asked me to eat up some cakes.. i told her i had enuf n she kinda forces me to eat... i din wanna eat n ended up getting a scold from her... agghh... y cant i control my own meals....

well in tt.. something historic happened... my tt teacher... Steven was having problem with his semicircular canal.. u guys shud know it.. it helps to balance da body.. well his semicircular canal start to gve him prob.. he always have tis prob during sundays... normally he eats medicine n hes alright... but today he din look good after having medicine.. his face turn green.. soo scary... but he keeps teaching.. he cannot tahan dee.. but still keep teaching.. at last he cant tahan... fatigue overtook him... he nearly collapse... but he managed to sit on da stool.. he asked his staff to come n copy questions for us... but it ended we going home 20 mins earlier... steven was half dead adi... haiz.. really wonder y he still wanna teach... hope hes gonna be alright..

well... i called my mum at 2 to fetch me.. normally it shud take 15 mins to reach my tt place.. max would be 20 mins for her driving... but she ended up reaching at 2.30... it makes no difference calling or not calling... ended up im kinda pissed n my mum not very satisfied about me too.. due to da last few days..
as soon as i went home... i took my mum's laptop.. wanted to play some games with my frenz.. so i played.. mum saw me using her laptop but din see me playing games.. so she kinda jus told me to off it... she doesnt like seeing me using da comp.. even for fixing or any other purpose.. she was tired n got to sleep after tat... den my dad came up.. damn he came in n scold me... a hard one... i seriously dont know if he cares how i feel...''ur a useless guy on da earth, if u cant get good results, im gonna send u out to work. u don have to study...'' tats wad a father said to his son.. instead of ''son don play so much, spend some time on studies.'' grr... i really hate him... he turned off da computer while i was using.. i was so pissed off... having pissed.. i went to sleep to forget everything..

well at night.. i went for tt n my family went to my aunts house for a birthday dinner.. it was da first ever F1 night race in Singapore... kinda missed it but i got to see da last 20 laps after my tt.. although its not live... while watching.. my dad said Singapore was so beautiful... n my mum kinda discuss with him about it n ended up at malaysia politics.. n dey both quarreled.. with a guest in da house.. haiz... y dont know y they always have to quarrel.. a family one would nvr want to be in...

well today morning.. i woke up.. early... for a holiday its quite early..9am.. well i took my bath... da water current was strong cos da washing machine is using da water... so i had to take my time to wet myself.. my really annoying dad... started scolding outside da bathroom.. saying im taking a long time.. he even turned off da shower switch to get me out... its really f***ing annoying lar.. i was very pissed..... he doesnt und tat i have to wash my hair.. my body.. brush my teeth.. wash my face in da bathroom.. he jus have to wash himself up becos he uses his own bathroom for brushing n facial cleaning... he doesnt understand.... damn hes really a failure to me.. fail as a father.. all i want from his is care n love.. i don wan his shit money... all he thinks tat im only good at spending his money... i was very pissed tat i don wanna look at him da whole morning... breakfast time i even took my food to da study table.. n my mum kept asking me to get my ass back to da kitchen.. i din folo her command i jus stayed n don care wad happens...

i seriously dislike my dad.... i don like him... i wanna get out of here soon...

p.s: sorry for da vulgars... jus wanna blast it out...

sat... wad a badass day again...

so yesterday i slept at 2am... i forgot to set my alarm to wake up tmr morning... i ended up sleeping till 9.20... n im having tt at 10am... early morning i get scoldings again... again from my mum.. im already pissing off... one morning ruins my whole day... so i rushed to get ready... n i was on time...

my firggin bro wore my slippers... n i had no shoes to wear on... so i jus took a stupid sandals n wear... not realising it was spoiled adi... grr... n still have to walk form moral tt to another bio place...

coming back home..my mum told my bro to buy rice for me.. but i din wan... she asked me y i don wanna buy... n i jus gave out..''i don like to eat ah.. cannot meh'' in a not happy tone.. i jus don feel like eating...
i told da shoe prob to my mum... n i was not happy at all... she jus said '' brother don have slippers ma... let him wear la".. i was wtf... its my slippers... its only RM10 lar.. y cant u buy another one for him... i was pissed n i jus replied tat to her... so i jus get scolding again... "next time u don wake up late n get a proper shoes to wear den"... arrrghhh y is it so unfair... everything i replied her was at a no-respect tone... tis is jus another friggin hated day...

so now i wanted to continue with da comp... she scolds me again.. "yesterday ""play"" till 2 not enuf lar? today still wan continue? u dont think trial is over means u can play da comp 24 hours" again pissing me off.. i jus said ''u wont und wad am i doing... u dont know comp stuffs u jus dont care wad i do lar''... she was like pissed off adi too... n i don wanna cont quarreling.. i wonder y he does scold my bro who play da stupid game on da comp n im jus on with da blank screen chatting with ppl sometimes... she jus scolds whenever i chat on msn... tats y i keep myself ''appear offline''.. she says chatting is freaking waste of time... duh..............................

oh well.. a little update i guess

ha... exams finally over... thurs... was kind of a happy day.. cos i get to release some stress out of me... weeezzz but i was greeted with da faulty computer at night.. ah.. jus hate tis old piece of dumb dumb junk... cant even play game with it... haiz... something to do with da harddisk n bios stuffs... well its not fixed yet but i found alternative to keep it working.. at least...

n so friday came... as predicted.. only a handful of students come to school.. hehe. some are hardworking ones.. some are here to paly.. some are here to blow water.. n some are forced to go to school by their parents n one of them is me.. kelian... but it wasnt really bad after all..
da 1st period was chinese.. my worst ever subject... a subject i dont like... cos i hate complicated chinese words.. y cant they jus make them into 26 alphabets... but i was kinda delighted cos i scored a satisfying mark. Mr. Wong said i have improved alot due to his teachings hahah.. indeed.. thanks for ur dedication ya!! i really respect u as a teacher but sorry i dont do ur work much.. haha
hmm 3rd period.. ntg much.. history lesson.. teacher was busy marking da papers n some busybody went n look at da papers... they said i scored 60/100.. n i thought.. wooot so low.. but those ppl said it was high enuf... SWT... i wanna get A lar.. not jus B... haiz.. gotta improve more lu... it was an hour period n i play ball with my fren in da corridor.. lolz... jus kicking n passing them around..
da 5th period.. haha kinda most enjoyable period as i had laughed alot.. lol.. nvr had tat kind of laugh for quite some time.. my class monitor n a fren blew water... talking bout theme park machines where those safety belts or support goes off.. wads gonna happen to da ppl.. LOL. really laugh my ass out...
after reccess was BALA's period.. aiyoh.. nvr thought he would teach... so i had to borrow books from form 4 ppl.. luckily i know some of them... i was sleepy tat time cos his hipnotizing skills is jus too good.. n plus i was tired after playing n laughing da whole morning.. but i still managed to get it on..
Well da last 2 period.. moral.. basically a meaningless period with tis teacher.. all we learn is saluting only. hahah we were doing our own work n some guy started making paper aeroplanes n so i joined in.. lol... we set da paper planes off da school corridor to da field.. lol... n fly it around our class.. quite fun to play with all these kiddo's stuffs.

ho... its getting quite long eh... i 'll jus cont bah.. sorry for u readers lol.. here comes my laments.

ah well.. im having exam in tt today.. 2.30pm.. my dad came at around 1.40 n i reached home at 2... i was rushing n did not get any good rest.. n so i went to tt... i was late about 2 or 3 mins.. mr. lau was standing on da front door.. looking not shuang adi... quickly told us to go in.. da exam started...i thought.. who cares la.. i sure can finish fast.. but it turned out.. i couldnt actually finish perfectly.. i kinda rushed.. aiyoh.. i think my brain was too tired to think... jus hope i don make lotsa mistake n da essay i done is acceptable.. i kinda hate it plot system adi.. cos it locks u down.. forces ur mind to be stationed at one thing only.. haiz.. jus hope i don get all da problem during da real SPM...

well my mood wasnt really good after tt... n it jus got worse when my mum fetches me.. duh.. i left a note on da table to ask her to fetch me when i call... she din see it... n keep asking me y i call her.. n so i get scolded in da car... she said.. so near y cant walk home.. da fact is its raining... n i called her already... no way if she comes out n call her back no need fetch me ba... haiz... y my parents dont und me...

den malay tt comes.. nothing really much happned.. i jus don have da mood... haiz..

well night came.. after tt... i wanted to fix da comp problem.. i get scolding from my dad again... they dont even know wad im doing n all they do is jus scold when im not with books... they jus say i waste time on da stupid comp... but in contrast.. when they wanna use da comp but they dont know or it dont work.. they ask for my help... n scold me for not taking care of it.. damn it...

Bad mood...

haiz.. bad mood... tmr is da end of exam.. i had add math n chemi 3 with bio 3..

add math really sucks... i dont know how to do.. worst part is differentiation.. i dont know wads da stupid formula adi... n integration too... damn it... im gonna lose lotsa lotsa mark there...
science was kinda easy.. i read those experiments n i was able to do em.. damn maybe i focus too much on science... really hate add math... y da hell someone make something so damn complicated n yet all u get is jus an integer or fraction... y cant all thsoe formula be made easier.. they are so damn complicated... tis paper really brought me down.. i have to go full force tonight... arrgghhhh

moments ago.. some guy came to my house n asked to see my dad... he seems like those BPR ppl whos duty to investigate some tax stuffs... my dad is an accountant.. i was kinda afraid tat hes gonna give problem to my dad... he comes with 2 of his frenz n look kinda serious. they asked for my dad's contact info n i jus gave them dad's phone... jus hope they don give any trouble..
kinda make me worry n moody now... y da hell problems comes on da same day.. arrgh...

now i don feel like going to english tt.. damn it boring n wasting time.. tis fri is gonna exam n its really wasting our time.. had to replace my physics.. ..

im not in a good mood now!!!

2 days to go..

geezz. im updating my blog but i wonder if anybody reads it... aikz..
my blog feel so cold....

anyway... i'll still update lar... i believe got ppl read de.. haha
so its coming to an end for Trials... n da beginning of hell.. SPM is jus 1 months time.. minus 2 weeks of resting n easy time... how time flies...

trials... i havent been studying for trials actually... i din prepare well.. but luckily tips are passing around n im lucky to get them.. they somehow rather accurate.. very reliable.. i heard tat some school have taken da exam so they pass da tips. lolz. these tips really helped me alot especially in da science subjects... i wasnt able to finish da syllabus n i had to rely on da tips.. i studied till early morning almost everyday.. well a panda is on da run... lol. i see lotsa panda in school too!! haha

so after trials.. i hope i could really sit down n study.. like wad i do at night.. lol..
jus hope tat my health is not affected. its really stressful having tis exam.. pimples.. moustache n beard also coming out adi.. aikz... looking forward to da days after spm... too early eh.. haha

i cant think of much to write.. well.. i ll jus stop here bah

aloneeeeeeeee.......

ah well.. its lonely day for me again.. my parents are driving my bro to KLIA.. my bro is leaving back to Japan today.. gonna miss him ba.. but i can always get in touch thru da internet. lol
hope i dont forget anything he taught me about those comp stuffs.

so its jus a boring day i used to have during da sundays. morning aunty will fetch me to tt.. den after tt i will get myself into a fren's car n get home. haha.. so today was jus like a normal day..

ahh lets start off at 12.00am. cos i havent sleep yet.. haha. my bro was busy teaching me n asking to me install all da stuffs back to da formatted computer.. so my comp is now brand new. haha not da hardware but jus da software.. lol well den i msged till forgot wad time adi only sleep.. haha..

so da today morning i woke at 7.45.. but i slept til 8.00 hahaha.. too lazy bah.. woke up.. hse was empty.... n thinking tat.. im gonna be lonely again... aiyohh... so i got to tt... was kinda alone having my breakfast in a empty house... so i got to tt.. sienz.. everytime also sien.. haiz.. but today was extremely cold.. freezing all da way in tt.. my hands can hardly write.. jus holding it under my file... lol.. ha.. after tt i managed to get a car bak home.. luckily..

well.. got on da comp to install softwares to my comp.. kinda finishing it up da important ones. dont know aobut others.. guess im jus gonna wait till im free ba..

so lets talk about my days spent with my bro.. nothing much actually.. jus regarding comp stuffs.. walking in da night market... accompanying him to shopping during my exams... aikz.. had quite some great time with him. he kinda like help me alot.. setting up tis setting up tat... teaching me new stuffs. letting me play on his laptop too! din really do alot of stuffs with him but he has really changed alot.. he isnt tat bad tempered anymore n doesnt scold ppl like he always does.. haha. jap really changed him. wished i could be like him too..

hmm.. tmr will be my physics paper, tues chemistry, wed add math... it would be da worst week for me... haiz.. n im still not ready to face all these papers.. kinda having tis 'let it be'' feeling, the beatles song eh. haha wonder if it means like wad i feel. i jus hope everything goes smoothly with no problems la... pray luck to myself.

hmm guess i'll be stopping here for dinner n studies.. wont be updating tis until exam ends i guess.. cya guys!

=yippie=

boring day.. sigh.

3rd day of my loneliness.. also gonna be my end of loneliness.. my parents will be bak today midnight.. n tmr will be BIO.. haiz... trying to study but cant seem to focus.. i even fell aslept jus now... tat a 1 n half hours sleep... wonder if i could finish everything in time... ahh hopefully...

getting so bored..
being alone isnt so fun at all... i thought i could do anything but it was wrong.. theres nothing i could do.. everything i do im doing it all by myself... nobody to msg with.. only books entertain me.. but somehow da bio reproduction chapter interets me... lol.. im not ''bin tai''.. im jus amazed how God al-Mighty created all these... din know our body could work out so many things.. tats something i like about bio. how our body works... im kinda mixed of going for doc or engineer now.. hahah but who cares..now its still my SPM.. Bio n Phy equally important.. lol.. but my chemistry suck among da 3 sciences.. lol

im so bored tat i couldnt think of anything to write.. nothing special happened... jus somehow i hate myself for being so lazy at tis moment.. i know tat there shudnt be any entertainment at tis moment.. no tv.. no comp.. only books... but jus cant stand it.. aikz.... da desire jsu overwhelm me... aiyoh.. ''iman'' not strong enuf.. haha.. any suggestion to help me focus?? lol..


since i have nothing to write about.. better off to study lu...lalalalalalaala
yippie signing offfffff

ahh well.. another boring n kinda frustrating day..

so it was 17th of sept.. still alone.. but i don care much...

i slept at 1 a.m which is considered 17th ba.. so can include in my blog. haha.. using my mum's laptop to online now cos i don wanna waste time waiting my old clumsy comp to turn on.. my mum's comp is freshly formatted so it is quick!

hmm.. something has been buggin me.. i don really know wads tat but it involves relationship.. i seriously cant differentiate between love n like.. wads tat actually... haiz.. wad da feeling of liking n loving.. dam i seriously dont know.. i've been thinking all tis when i was going to sleep... i cant sleep at all but eventually i fell asleep... but after waking up.. which is earlier tis morning.. i was still thinking about it... lots a ppl i really dunno if i love them or i like them... i jus dont know it... i feel happy when im being cared n able to share problems with ppl.. some of them will be able to und me n kinda motivate me or spend their time trying to make feel better.. i jus hope tat.. i dont mix up all those feeling... n hope those who are reading tis.. u might be one of da somebody i mentioned.. so don be so afraid or shocked... dont get misunderstood n avoid me... i really don hope so... i jus sound out becos i felt like doing so.. i hope i don regret tis...

so lets jus continue... early morning.. 12 sumthing.. wilson msg me said wanna come to my house.. but i didnt allow him.. i felt sorry n guilty actually.. he said he needs a place to study but i didnt allow him to come to my house... i jus don feel like having ppl in da hse.. kinda ruin my freedom.. i can only sit still n look out at da visitors... sorry eh wilson... i know ur desperate for a silent place to study but i really cant supply u a place... i hope u understand tat... haiz..

well theres nothing much i can say here... cos its jus da beginning of da morning.. i might be getting online tonight so i might be updating again... i jus hope those ppl out there reading my blog dont get misunderstood.. ur not da only one but theres alot in my mind right now... i feel so helpless now n i need a male to enlighten me in tis...

signing off~
=yippie in moody=

16th Sept

hu.. 16th sept arrived at last. guess u ppl shud know wad day bah... haha

ah well... let see wad i can give out during birthday..
so my day started off at 9.. ah well woke up.. like always.. did wad i do in da toilet.. den after getting out i started repairing my comp.. fixing up stuffs... it was actually quite fast for da problem i used to have it. fixed it in jus 10 tries.. oh well.. but my bro cleaned da interior earlier.. made some components loosen so cant really fix it well... so i tried n tried n tried ah.. done at last...hope it doesnt give me anymore problems.

well den i had my breakfast at 10 sumthing.. had some peanut butter which i wont usually take.. cos peanut butter help pimples to grow.. ha.. wadever den i had an apple too.. as to balance it up with peanut butter. lolz.

my parents n my elder bro n uncle brian went to langkawi today.. uncle brian is my canadian uncle who is staying in malaysia for 2 months. guess i ll have to brush up my english conversations with him.. haha kinda enjoy it but i was afraid to have said manglish.. lol...

nothing much to do on tis day.. would be a boring day im sure... exam is still on n i have to study.. well i enjoy myself first now den later is books time.. aikz.. well jus another dull birthday for me.. alone in da house with 4 walls n bunch of books..
i still rmb bak in form 3 n form 4 i used to celebrate with choir bunch of buddies n poh ling's birthday is same as i do,haha. wonder tat time if they really celebrated her birthday or my birthday.. ppl tend to say it was poh ling's birthday tat i get to be celebrated as well.. tat kinda hurt me but nvm le.. its already a past.. ah but now they all left school n pursue their on study.. so wad can i do now. guess i ll have to celebrate myself.

somehow i've always thought of da olden days.. been in contact with some old seniors these few days.. get to know how they do n blah blah blah.. time flies.. still rmb those days where i used to hang out with them.. U6F3 was my frequently visited class during form 4 n 4s4 was during form 3. always ponteng tat time to find these ppl.. wonder if they still rmb me.. haiz.. really have to move on sometimes.. to forget a good fren to me is very hard... when they forget me.. i jus cant forget them easily.. it takes lotsa time... maybe my whole life i guess... wad to do.. my character is tat kind..

guess i'll end here bah.. quite sien adi.. haiz

=yippie=

Trial..

today is da fourth day of trial.. i get to online at last.. but nothing much i can do going online except updating tis..

ahh well... to be truthful.. i din study much for my trial.. except history.. i started 1 month before da trials but i was in slow pace... but i cant answer da sejarah paper... damn.. wad use i read... my mum reprimanded me for my study habit.. taking da book n jus read... she said i shud do exercise.. make mind maps.. copy down da notes.. i suppose its true cos i don quite rmb all those facts i studied.. n i get them mixed up... haiz... guess i ll have to get moving after da trials... god please force me to study!!!

now lets get to da trials.. first day was BM... da day before.. sunday.. wasnt a good day... morning as usual i went for tt... den normally i would go home n get my lunch while wathcing tv den i could get to sleep... but tat day my parents brought my bro n i to have lunch.. ahh.. kinda like a waste of time for me.. i'd rather da bao n eat at home... eating time.. my dad suddenly gave me lectures... arrgh.. im already so tired n now making me even worse... n dad met up a fren n dey talked talked n my mum n bro n i had to wait till they finish.. damn it... so we got home.. so i got to bed... den at night my mum told me to get ready to go for a dinner... WTH... tmr exam today still go out dinner.. i din wanna go... n get scolded n forced to go... it wasnt any big dinner.. jus a small dinner with relatives.. jus becos my cousin moved to another house n im required to go for dinner... arrggh.. i jus get scolded cos i said i wanna study at home... n they jus scold me cos i din prepare earlier..n shud relax da day before exam.. man.. out of 10 ppl.. i don think theres nobody who wouldnt study before a exam day...

n so monday came.. BM paper.. well cant say my BM is very good n cant say very bad.. im jus above average... well.. my brain is full of rust.. after so long nvr write essay.. cos of lazy... laziness kills... i took 30 mins to figure out which essay to write.. n so i choose a not so popular question.. points keep getting to my head.. but i dont know whether i ran out of topic anot... i jus don feel good when doing da essay.. but its already too late.. cant change adi.. haiz.. jus din care.. n i spent last 25 mins on da short essay... i bet i wont get any high marks from tat.. i din go for recess.. din feel like going.. paper 2 after tat... da novel n komsas stuffs.. i din study... so cant answer real well... jus blowing water.. hope i don get my marks minused too much.. tatabahasa is much worse.. out of 3 peribahasa.. i got 2 wrong i think.. haiz... i ponteng taekwondo.. haiz..

well its 2nd day... english n history 1.. well nothing much to say in english p2 but in p1... well i did not use da plot i used to use... jus don feel like using it.. so i wrote an essay i read before... i took quite a long time to figure out wad to write too... haiz.. so i wrote about a gang of frenz went for a treasure hunt but wads in da treasure was lingerie.. n da story jus ended with ''with hope, we look forward to another new day'' its da question... well hope Mr. Bala accepts tis... hes quite a fussy person... haiz.. pls dont fail my essay... history p1.. cant say very hard.. n not very easy too.. maybe i did study gua.. jus rmb some n don rmb some.. da study not firm enuf.. some questions don know hwo to answer.. hope i don get too much wrongs.

3rd day... history p2 n moral.. haiz.. i cant answer da history.. mixed up facts.. don rmb... damn it... especially essay part.. i totally wrote other facts.. its da PBB (UN) thing.. damn.. mixed it with OIC.. i think i wont get any high marks from da essay part.. mostly i jus blow water... haiz.. hope i get a B at least... i don wan get C adi... well moral... last time moral was a total disaster to me.. i don memorize da facts.. thsoe definition of da nilai.. but now thanks to tuition by Mr.Subra.. i get to learn da technique n i jus have to memorize da ciri-ciri. which i did it in jus 1 n half hours... all my tt proved useful cos i was confident with my answers.. but overconfidence made me got one ciri wrong in da essay so i lost 2 marks as far as i know adi.. hoping to get 90+. hehe.. quite a high hope.

well today is fourth day.. maths n chinese.. maths was easy.. i did all da questions.. including all da questions in B part which required only 4 answers n i gave da teacher 5 answers.. so it came to chinese.. my weakest subject.. well tis time is quite hard i think.. cos i cant answer most of da question.. i don und da passage.. everything i dont know.. i kinda gave up adi.. n i think im gonna fail... hope i wont.. pray for my essay...

haiz.. i've been getting reprimand lectures these few days... my mum.. happen to meet a woman whose son is my ex-classmate.. a bright student.. n i dunno how my mother heard how he study.. etc etc stuffs.. how hardworking.. so i get compared with tat guy... ppl is so hardworking.. always go for tt... get good results.. everyday also study.. n wad do i do.. my mum asks me.. damn.. ask me to learn from him.. y don she jus ask me to be Einstein... haiz.. y does my mum always compare me with other ppl... only studies she compares.. nothing else.. i know i don excel in any other stuffs but at least im better den those study nerds... y cant she say sports... music.. she doesnt realise any good in me at all... only knows how to condemn.. i get all these comments everyday.. its really stressful... my own mother who compares me with other children... it feels like they arent proud tat im their son...

mum n dad have been discussing my future.. i accidently heard when i came down to get a drink.. my dad have been saying tat im useless to study anymore.. my results are like shit to him... he nvr cares wad i get.. he jus wants 90+ n 100 if i get 90+... hes a man of perfection... cant bear with him... i get hard lectures.. everything discourages me... everything my parents says.. am i really tat bad in studies... izzit really ST exams tat hard... i always thought tat way n i always tell them its like tat.. n dey jus ignore n scold me for giving out reasons... i really dont know which one is true... m i really tat bad or its standard too high prob... haiz... i want to get 10As... i want them... i seriously need them.. if not i'll be doomed...

Sick... ahhh

little did i know my last blog update would be da start of my sickness.. diarrhea and fever greeted me yesterday at around 6.40pm. whoa.. pain is so unbearable tat i skipped my dinner.. ate an apple jus den to fill something in my stomach.. i even got scolded n accused of playing comp for da whole evening until ended up falling sick.. argh.. y i always get these kinda of accusation.. i rested for da whole afternoon after feeling not so well after my lunch.. n so i got on to bed but wasnt really able to sleep.. trying to fight with da pain.. fever started to greet me at tat moment... head was to pain tat cant get to sleep as well.. but eventually got to sleep n managed to dream some quite weird dream eh... i dreamt of building a terrain on my own n ruling some place.. having war n kinda feeling pain too.. maybe its da effect or headache.. lol

n so today i skipped school... i woke up in da morning n didnt really feel well but i wanted to go to school.. but i decided not to.. as da headache is still there... so i continued sleeping.. till 10am.. whoa.. long sleep eh.. i woke up n din really have appetite.. ate a slice of bread with raspberry jam.. n took an Uphamol-650 ( some kinda or paracetamol ). n got up to bed again.. tis time i wore a jacket n covered myself with blanket to sweat... lol.. something which i do when i get fever.. well it worked.. after an hour of sleep.. sweat all over my body.. n i feel much better adi.
got up n rested for a while n den took up my lunch n got ready for tt.. well nothing much to say in tt.. n i went home n rested n went for another tt again.. n after tt had my dinner.. n abit of studies n ended up here..

damn i got scolding for jus using da computer.. my fren needed help to print something n my dad jus came up n scolded me.. he doesnt understands wad i do n how i do.. y must he always jump into conclusion n scolds me.. really hard for me to have a dad like tis... haiz..

signing off. yippe

40 TIPS FOR BETTER LIFE - 2008

1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant.

2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have to.

3. Buy a DVR and tape your late night shows and get more sleep.

4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, 'My purpose is to __________ today.'

5. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy. 6. Play more games and read more books than you did in 2007.

7. Make time to pray. Prayers provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.

8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6.

9. Dream more while you are awake.

10. Eat more food that grows on trees and plants, and eat less food that is manufactured in 'plants'.

11. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts.

12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

13. Clear clutter from your house, your car, your desk and let new and flowing energy into your life. 14. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

15. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

16. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card.

17. Smile and laugh more. It will keep the energy vampires away.

18. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.

23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

25. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In 5 years, will this matter?'

26. Forgive everyone for everything.

27. What other people think of you is none of your business.

28. GOD heals almost everything. 29. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

30. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

31. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

32. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

33. The best is yet to come. 34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

35. Do the right thing! 36. Call your family often.

37. Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: I am thankful for __________. Today I accomplished ___________________.

38. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.

39. Enjoy the ride. Remember this is not Disney World and you certainly don't want a fast pass. You only have one ride through life so make the most of it and enjoy the ride.

40. Please share this to everyone you care about.

May your troubles be less, May your blessings be more ; May nothing but happiness come through your door!

Man GETS and FORGETS ; GOD GIVES AND FORGIVES.

Wad To Write??

hmm been long since i've updated da blog.. suddenly wonder wads da purpose of having tis blog..

3 days to go before SPM. i havent full finish all my revisions.. mostly are fast n quick revision except history.. hope i will do well bah.

well these few days i havent been able to study or online cos my bro is bak n hes brought bak a jap fellow to our house for a week trip. so most of da time we went out to visit places or makan... talking about makan.. theres something wrong with my lunch today which resulted me stomach ache now... aikkk.. currently don have da mood to study so i went on9 n hopefully... i wont get tired tonight to stay up n study..

haiz.. going to school is kinda meaningless now.. everyone is studying at home.. i bet they would progress very fast... n im mostly wasting time in school.. not able to concentrate.. some of those whose weaker den me are now studying so hard tat im so afraid i cant keep my own place... at school... we've been playing paper planes.. LOL.. something tat nobody would play at tis age in this era i guess... we took da college or uni brochures n made them into aeroplanes n see whos a better aeroplane engineer. haha.. wonder wads gonna happen to us in da future.. future engineers maybe?? lol

sometimes i wonder.. if i cant study well.. wad will i be.. everything i do i cant do it well.. all also half good only.. cant excel... talking bout music.. i once played organ, flute, cello, i tried guitar too.. but most of them i don do well.. da worse is da guitar.. which i stopped after 1 class.. i think i don have da talent in music.. or maybe i havent found da instrument which suits me.. talk bout studies den.. im not a bright student.. my marks are jus above average.. not top student as well.. talking bout curricular. i aint president of any club.. i don think i have da leadership.. talk about taekwondo den.. im not a good exponent as well.. somehow i cant perform as good as the others.. i always force myself to do better.. but my body cant hold it.. am i tat weak.. i guess so.. im easily prone to fall sick.. always get tired easily... etc etc..
wad do i really have tats good in me... wondering.. maybe a patience?? kind heart?? blunt? i do have those but i don think dey would do any good in my future.. wad can dey help.. if i were to become a millionaire.. i always wanted to help da poors.. i dont know if i would do wad i said now but i always have tis thinking when i saw those beggers.. those uncles having to cycle around picking up stuffs to sell.. i really pity them.. i want to give them a ride.. i wanna help them... haiz.. wonder if i would be in their shoes in future..

haha everything i jus blasted out.. hope i don get flamed or any bad comments la..
signing off to dinner now.. yipppeeeeeeeeee

Beijing Welcomes You

Kan Wye Yip

Kan Wye Yip
16/09/1991

You are Black Sheep type, who cares and have consideration for others and are easy to get on with, so you are liked by those around you.
Your personality is solid and conservative.
You tend to have a balanced and a neutral relationship.
Fortunately, this modesty leads to gain favor of the others.
To catch trend, you get absorbed in seeking information through televisions and magazines.
You know trivia and are never out of subjects in conversational.
You hate to loose and are always confident.
You are proud and almost anything that appeals to you or find it interesting, you tackle it with all your effort.
Although you are not good at bargaining, your cleverness and preciseness cover up for that.
The result is not affected by your weak point.
Because you don't get attached to one thing, you are not good at long-term plans.
Sometimes you get in a pet like children when things don't go the way you like; it is to your compassionate and caring personality that people are attracted to.
Your natural sense of humor is effective way to maintain social common sense.
If you can gain a strong mind to finish off what you have started, you may even have a potential to become a successful business founder.

and another me.

Kan Wye Yip

16/09/1991

Blue Wolfs are really extremely downright sort of person, but because they tend to be shy, people think them as gruff and difficult person to deal with.
It takes a while for others to understand the real you, but once they get to know you, everyone would trust your honest character.
You are a person of kind heart.
You can not say "no" to favors, and will carry out that favor no matter what.
It can be your positive point, but you should think twice before you take on favors, because if you can't resolve it, there will be far greater consequences.
You have your own world, and can come up with very original ideas.
You can not be satisfied with the all-too-common stuffs, and therefore you establish your own ways of doing and thinking.
The problem is you tend to be weary rather fast.
You need to make an effort to finish what you have started.
People consider you as an off-beat and arrogant person, but you also have a very sensitive side as well.
You have a strong will and are not influenced by your mood, and are indifferent to what's going on around you.
You are full of new, innovative and unique ideas, and have the energy to put that into action.
You will be good at fields of research and development.