ah well.. my cny..

ekk... im getting sooo lazy to update eh... n my updates are jus my activites.. kinda like sien adi... not like my problems or wad.. lol.. so.. i'll try to give a summary on wad i did lar..

so 2nd day of cny.. tis was supposed to be da post title.. editted.. lol..2nd day.. i gambled.. lol.. my modal was from my mum.. firstly i saw my dad n uncles gamble only.. playing around rm 1 to rm 5 tats all.. so.. when mum went in.. i also.. like.. gimme rm1 lar.. lol.. so i gambled too.. blackjack.. or 21 point lar.. lol.. initially.. beginning i was kinda winning n losing.. more to losing.. n ever since i started betting rm2.. it started to change.. i was either winning or escaping only.. n losing is jus like once or twice.. so i got back all my mum's modal. n gave her even more.. lol.. i've gotten rm18 for my mum i guess.. roughly around tat.. lol..

seriously... my mind is blank now eh.. lol.. i forgot everything i did for da past few days.. haha.. random lar har.. hahaha

erm.. well my aunt came back from penang.. got some fireworks.. n like normal.. played with my little cousins.. sparkles.. some little firecrackers.. child's play.. lol.. it was da 3rd day..

4th day of cny.. at night we went over to moven peak for dinner.. my uncle said its annual staff dinner.. but he invited relatives over.. lol.. so its free.. steamboat.. rm30 per person.. n for me.. i dont really like it.. cos da stuffs arent really fresh.. but lotsa variety ler... seriously for big eaters.. well.. me.. sometimes i eat alot.. sometimes.. like kicik miao lo.. lol.. n wad kinda pissed me off.. haiz.. i wanted to go to frenz hse geh.. wai yin's hse having party.. gathering i suppose.. n da aunties.. n my mum.. talk talk talk talk non stop.. i was listening for an hour.. or more adi.. duh.. all da talkings.. wasting our time.. by da time i got to wai yin's hse.. already 11.. n they were playing cards.. gambling.. i watched a while n joined in.. played 3 games.. n i won rm3.. lol.. i stayed in wai yin's house for jus an hour.. haiz.. ppl had to leave so.. i had to leave too... damn.. all cos of wasting so much time back in moven peak.. n i kinda dislike my aunts.. cos they jus like to talk.. haiz..

hmm.. 5th day.. i rmb ntg... ahh yes.. i woke up at 1 sumthing... n it was all cos of da advertising van.. duh.. advertising houses in dunno where.. buy one lot.. free one car.. zzz... its like.. waking up da whole neighbourhood.. well.. i suppose almost everyone is already awaken.. except me.. its really annoying.. felt like banging da voice.. zzz.. so i had my lunch.. n sat down.. dad came back.. n asked me to go office with him.. to help him to install sum stuffs in his comp.. n mum told me to clean da office.. so da maid doesnt have to go... n fetch her back again.. aiseh.. so i went there.. dad opened everything.. da comp.. air-cond.. lights.. n told me to install tis tis.. n he told me.. he go find fren.. swt.. i suppose he go yum cha.. n left me alone in da office.. it was still off day for da workers.. so i finished installing.. well.. like always.. my hands are always itchy geh.. i check stuffs in dad's comp.. da anti-virus outta date.. so i helped him in getting new one... n found some common annoying virus which happened to me before.. got rid of it.. talked with my bro on msn bout da comp specs.. stuffs.. n den i ran a full system scan on da comp.. n full system scan takes alot of time.. so meanwhile... i began cleaning da office..

wad i had to do.. clean da rubbish bins.. n throw da big rubbish bag into da collectiong area.. vacuum da floors.. tats all.. n by da time i was finished cleaning.. da scan was completed.. ah.. nice timing.. lol.. so i got online.. but i have ntg to do.. so i called da.. n he told me he will come back shortly.. haiz.. so he came back.. n tried da programme he wants. it didnt work.. so i resort to install again.. n it worked.. well.. after tat.. we're done.. n got home.. at last..

so reached home.. saw my aunt cracking walnuts.. so i helped her.. haiz.. i was already tired.. but i still helped.. den we had spaghetti for dinner.. with my cousins n penang aunt coming over too.. n they are leaving after da meal.. after da meal.. we finish of da fireworks n firecrackers.. n its a goodbye to them.. well for me..

well den.. it was friday night.. well.. since its been quite a while i've not been to pasar malam.. i decided to go lo.. so i cycled.. like 3 mins.. i took about 10 mins to finish walking da whole pasar... quite a lot of stalls didnt open.. n food tat i wanted to eat wasnt there too.. so kinda dissapointed.. i wanted to go home.. well.. den somebody called my name.. ''kannn'' lol.. i thought it was who.. it was an old fren which we didnt really play together since form 2.. lol.. its liew kit sern.. an old mate.. hes with his gf.. n he came back from ns camp. well.. seeing he n his gf way of pak toh-ing.. kinda funny.. cos they arent like normal couples who jaga tis jaga tat... they are more like married couple.. lol.. n still so lovingly.. haha.. swt swt.. well.. it was quite a long chat too.. liek 20 mins i think.. after tat.. i left n cycled home..

reaching home.. i got online for a while den i slept.. it was 12 sumthing when i slept.. kinda like one of da earliest sleep for tis year... lol...

eve and 1st day of CNY..

lol... tis is indeed... quite long adi i guess.. lol.. been lazy to blog.. haha.. n been busy with all da stuffs.. during cny.. barely have time to really sit down n have tis blog mood.. lol

welll well.. i'll start of with cny eve.. which brings us to da reunion dinner.. hmm... like da usual 'kan' family.. we were late.. n it was raining too.. n we had to bring along some dishes which my mum cooked.. we had a ride on da car.. n later.. we had to go down n go thru da rain before entering da house.. n so.. i guess.. we had abit or rain water in da dishes.. lol.. i were there at 7.30pm.. everyone were already there.. jus waiting to have da dinner.. i think there were 5 or 6 dishes.. da table was full.. everything was there.. da eating part... erm.. ntg to talk about lor...
ah den after eating.. i dont quite rmb wad we did.. i jus sat on da living room n watched tv.. den later i played cards with my bro n my cousins.. at first it was ''chor dai dee''.. haha. i won 2 games out of 4... lol.. i wasnt any pro also eh.. haha.. jus da luck for wad cards u were given i guess.. lol.. den my dad came in.. saw us playing n he took out a mahjong card.. lol.. its CARDS.. not pieces.. it was a 3 person type.. well.. i dont know how to play.. so i jus watched my cousin n my bro playing.. tats all.. i wasnt really interested in learning.. at first.. but later.. den.. i felt tempted.. even my dad n my grandma played.. lol.. so i joined in.. well i learned.. it wasnt hard at all.. jus tat u have to be quick n decisive.. its kinda like speed n thinking lor.. i wasnt so good.. so i din really win.. jus a few lucky games.. n FYI.. we didnt gamble.. jus for da fun... lol

we played until 11.30pm.. it was darn long eh.. so we went back to our house.. n prepare for da prayings... n back home.. nothing was done.. i had to do all da stuffs which my mum told me.. n for da first time.. i willingly helped her.. to arrange da tables.. hang stuffs.. prepare da paper stuffs to be burnt.. huh.. wonder y.. i didnt whine about anything.. i jus did wad im supposed to do.. lol.. hmm.. it was 1 sumthing when we'r finished.. 8tv was showing a chinese new year show in china.. its so grand n it reminds me of da beijing olympics eh..

all da goldish dust on da ''coloks'' on my hands..

i sat on da sofa.. n watched abit.. n darn i was too tired.. i can barely open my brains.. its soo exhausted in it.. i went up n took a short bath.. n got to bed.. awaiting tmr..

so its.. da OX year.. bull, cow, ox.. wad diff eh.. well.. i'll leave tis topic in da next post later on.. lol.

so... like usual.. we all woke up in da morning.. dressed in red.. da family went to my grandparents house.. n as usual all.. we ate da ''zhai choi' or da vegetarian dish made by my grandma.. she makes it every year.. well.. i dont really like da dish. but since its a tradition.. i jus ate it like breakfast.. den we have ''tong sui''.. which is made by my mum.. first i didnt know.. i jus tasted it.. n urggh... its doesnt taste nice.. n its familiar.. lol...n later in da afternoon.. i found out it was mum who made it.. lol...

well for tis time.. i didnt play any cards.. or do anything.. i jsu sat down n watched tv tats all.. mum n dad left earlier.. cos they had to go another place for lunch.. soon after they left.. i left too.. so i got home.. n did wad i asked to do.. again... i was willing.. somethings not right with me eh?? first i was told to clear up da prayer table n moved da stuffs inside.. n den.. help to wash plates.. n bao wantan.. i really did those.. n it took me almost like 2 or 3 hours.. lol.. FYI.. our place is gonna be having a open house later.. so we had to do all those stuffs.. so i was told to bao da wantans.. which i normally help out abit.. but tis time.. i kinda did all by myself.. but my aunt here.. helped abit.. i can say..90% of da wantan was by me.. lol.. kinda feel proud when i see ppl eating da wantan i made eh...

so after tat... i got some rest n laid myself on da computer for jus a while.. n den.. i was asked to work again.. tis time to carry tables n chairs out.. like kuli huh... ah ya... when i was doing my job... i saw 4 dogs in da field beside my house.. da sounds they made attarcted me.. fierce sound.. n scared sound too.. out of curiousity.. i stopped my work n watched wads happening.. n wad i saw.. 2 dogs. almost of da same size.. fighting for a smaller dog.. while another dog was jus beside like watching da scene.. lol.. well.. da 2 dogs plus da spectator was male n da smaller dog was a female.. n guess wad.. they are fighting each other to mate da female dog.. its interesting to see how they fight eh.. one makes a fierce sound.. n both fight... n one ''doing'' at da same time... lol.. hope u guys und wads tat ''doing''... i was watching for like 10 mins.. n da dogs.. at last ran out of da field n went to other place.. which was out of my sight.. so i continued with my work..

well.. when everything was done.. prepared.. i got to bath.. n waited for ppl to come.. n doing all da last touches.. n well.. ppl started coming.. family by family.. n my work starts.. i've been running around.. not really sitting down.. making sure everything is alright... i refilled da water.. cleaned da used plates.. picked up da rubbish.. wash them.. its like.. a caterer work.. maybe more den tat.. well... i did everything i was supposed to do.. n received angpau's too.. lol..

soo.. ppl were starting to leave.. n tats where i get to eat.. me n my cousins.. n my aunt.. all da leftovers.. had to eat them.. well.. not much dish left.. all da wantan were wiped out.. except those which i kept in da kitchen.. haha... it was jus a short meal for me.. n den i was back to work again.. clean up da place.. carry back da tables n chairs.. n washing da cups.. i was done with my job around 10.30pm.. i was kinda exhausted already.. but i sat n watched tv...

i watched tv3.. showing seoul raiders.. n a msg came.. bla bla abit.. n told me to watch tv 8.. a malaysia-singpore movie.. ah long pte.ltd... tat shud be da name if im not mistaken.. well.. both movie ends around 12.. but tv3 ended abit earlier.. so i got to watch both shows ending.. ah later.. i heard some noise outside n i got out.. i saw da 2 cats which came to my house the other day.. lol.. they were hiding under da car.. but i couldnt call them out... so i pushed a ball inside.. n da cats got scared off.. ahh.. wonder if they would be back again... haiz.. it was a bad move eh..

so in exhaustion.. i went upstairs.. turned on my comp.. saw nobody was online... n i turned it off.. went to shower.. and slumber..

kitty kitty cats.. lol

hahha... u guys know wad.. im quite an animal carer actually... but.. not for thsoe friggin fuggly.. annoying.. mad dogs... (refer to my previous post)... damn them..

so it was 25th jan.. n i slept in da morning.. early from 9 till 2 sumthing.. when i woke up.. i was hungry.. darn hungry.. so went down n see wads to be eaten.. only cakes.. which my mum made.. i nvr really eat her cakes.. cos i dont say i dont like.. but its jus i seldom eat.. tats all.. so i took da cake to da living room.. n sat down with da newspaper.. n i was looking.. i heard some ''mewing''..
i went to da door.. n saw 2 cats.. one male n one female i guess.. da male looks fierce.. n da female.. seems like loitering around n neglecting da male cat.. lol.. it was interesting to see wad they were doing..

haha.. n so.. my brain.. struck up an idea.. y dont play with da cat.. haha.. i learned some skills to manage cats in pulau pangkor by observing how my teacher's daughter play with da cat.. to make a sound n it will come... lol.. i tried it.. n it worked.. lol. da cat aint scared of me.. LOLL.. so i went near it.. n rub his head.. lol.. den his neck.. lol.. she seems to enjoy it.. haha.. even laid down to play.. lol.. den it was cleaning itself.. kinda interesting too to see them.. lol.. they lick on they paw n then it uses da paw to clean da head part.. lol..

well.. da cat.. i dont know where it came from.. it looks like a stray cat.. but it looks clean.. lol.. i didnt really care about da dirt or bacteria im getting.. hopefully.. ntg is gonna happen to me.. lol..
well here are some pic of it.. hahaa

da 2 cats.. da male one is at da top there.. blackish.

shes drinking water eh..

lol..

sorry.. big hand.. lol

licking its paws..

she seems to enjoy it.. lol..

hehehe.. tats all da pics.. lol.. i washed my hands after playing eh.. so dont think tat im dirty lar.. hahaa.. wonder if da cat is gonna stay around my hse n find me whenever its free.. lol...

tis reminds me of a song we had in choral fest 2006.. lol

''i bought me a cat, my cat please me, i fed my cat under yonder tree, and my cat says fiddle eye fee''..

LOL.. i forgot da song name adi.. but it was a fun song.. haha.. i think there isnt any choir readers here eh.. haiz..

before CNY eve.. lol

lol.. i'll start tis at 8pm on da 24th of january 2009. lol..

8pm.. i jus finished my dinner.. well.. at 9.30pm.. i was supposed to wait at a place n den get to a party.. haha.. i did not know wad to do.. so i got online.. it was 9.15pm when i turned off da comp.. well.. to get there.. i would jus need 8 mins.. if i cycle fast.. so da comp was off at 9.15pm.. n i packed some stuffs.. n it turned out to be 9.20 adi.. i rushed down quickly n got to my bicycle... by da time i guess it was already 9.25pm.. i cycled as fast as i could.. but i arrived at da place.. i guess 9.32pm.. or maybe later.. i see nobody.. i felt weird eh.. so i called up lydia.. n swt she was in bercham.. den... called up jun jen.. aik.. phone battery out adi.. duh.. i din know wad to do.. so i waited for a while.. like 7 mins i guess? den i decided to cycle home.. first thing i did was to charge my phone.. den i didnt know wad to do.. at da moment.. i felt like not going adi.. haiz.. so i got online... got a call from lydia... asking me wad to do.. well.. i wonder how.. i jus got james phone number.. called him up.. n asked him to tell jun how to come out n get us.. n settled.. swt.. so fast... n i called lydia to inform her to get there at 10.30.. n i asked her.. can be there at tat time mou.. lol.. she said can can.. haha...

so it was 10.20pm when i took off.. again.. i cycled fast.. n i reached there in 6 mins.. lol.. well.. i waited n waited.. 10.32pm.. lydia still havent show up.. lol... thru phone she said can can.. n even asked me if im able.. lol.. im way faster den u leh.. haha.. sing yee n a fren of his came n waited.. well it was like a 5 mins wait.. but 10 mins for me i think? lol.. well at last lydia showed up n off we went.. sing yee led da way.. to buntong.. i must say.. da road aint easy for me.. to cycle up da slope.. haiz.. i had to stand n pedal fast... legs were damn tired eh...

den we arrived at jun hao's hse.. there were already some ppl there.. playing digimon.. in ps 1.. lol.. tat game.. i used to see my cousins playing when i go to their hse.. lol.. it was like ages ago.. haha.. somebody's shout was so loud.. n sharp.. damn its high pitch.. wonder how she trained tat.. well.. after tat.. we watched a ghost movie.. erm.. horror or ghost eh... dunno.. but i personally dont like them.. cos i would be imagining them.. haiz.. but ntg to do.. jou watch.. it ''mirrors''.. n da hero.. is kiefer sutherland.. lol.. i nvr imagined he act in these movies.. all i know hes an action actor.. i bet most of u guys have seen tis movie.. n most ppl say.. after watching u wont dare to look into da mirror.. n ask me? no comments... lol..

after watching da movie.. it was already 11.46pm.. n chen, yong jen and jun jen were here.. jus arrived after work.. well.. i were kinda outta plans.. ppl were into digimon again.. haha.. so i watched.. n played 1 match or 2 too.. lol.. after tat.. it was cards time.. one gang was playing uno while my gang was playing ''liar''.. lol.. i played 2 games.. n i won a game.. haha.. im a good liar huh? or shud i say planner? lol.. well wadeva.. after tat.. its ''killer'' time.. eye blinking.. trying to teach some ppl how to play it.. had some tries in da small group.. n den da other gang joined in... played for a while.. n den.. ''angels and devils'' turn.. well.. it was boring to become da villager again.. can only sleep.. n da ppl.. dont really like discuss.. they were jus pointing whoever they like.. lol.. not thinking at all... lol.. i rather play with da choir gang.. i dont know y.. but its jus more fun playing with them.. i guess.. n i personally like ''killer''.. haha.. fast n tense to me.. if ppl know how to play..

well... it was like.. lol.. i forgot wad time was it when we were bored adi.. lol.. well.. some continued playing ''liar''.. while some.. sat down.. laid down.. chit chat.. i was bored too.. wonder wad shud we do... haiz.. well... wasted some time.. n den we went to watch another.. ghost.. or horror movie huh.. tis one is a boring one.. most of it.. we fast forwarded... its called ''KM 31".. things tat happen in kilometer 31 in a place.. swt.. darn boring.. but much scarier den da previous one lar.. but not much of scary scenes.. we finished it in 40mins.. lol.. a 120min movie.. some ppl even fell asleep.. haha.. well.. it was 5.40AM when wer finished.. n again no idea wad to do.. some even went into da room to sleep.. lol.. n some ppl.. jus got back from cyber cafe too.. lol.. since i have ntg to do... i got online.. lol.. chatted some with joo zjin.. n he went to sleep.. lol.. i played miniclip pulak.. played tis game ''bloxerz''? wonder it correct.. its a featured game under da puzzle section.. haha... poh ann asked to play.. n later she went to play ps.. well.. chan pooi mun was there.. lol.. watching me play n helped me too.. lol.. i think my brain wasnt working at all.. lol.. cos i nvr think n simply pressed.. proudly... i got to level 22.. lol.. it aint easy eh.. lol...

time passby so fast huh.. its already 7am by da time i noticed da clock.. n da ppl.. were still playing ps.. well.. some ppl left too.. i even got a call from mum.. n she scolded me on da phone.. for not notifying her tat i was staying up at ppl's hse.. haiz..i felt bad.. well.. ppl were leaving slowly adi... n at last.. it left jus a few of us.. boys.. still playing ps only.. well.. most of us were tired already.. it was.. 9.15am.. so i decided to leave.. since i have ntg to do liao...

well i cycled home.. n wtf... really wtf.. when i was in da housing area in first garden... i took a route i seldom use.. n in da middle of da street.. 2 friggin arrghgh dogs chased me... omg.. i cycled sooooo fast... all my energy in it.. it chased me till 300 metres i think.. damn it.. it has so much energy to run... i really felt like giving a friggin kick to tat dog.. wad da heck.. i was jus passing n u chase me? next time if i get my car license.. ur dead... im gonna drive n see how ur gonna bite me.. damn.. i'll rmb tat friggin dog.. it was really scary.. when i saw them barking.. n chased.. one even slipped thru my legs.. damn.. friggin scary.. duh... im soo gonna hate those dogs.. n wonder y da hell those ppl let loose of their dogs.. next time.. i'll see u in da car..

so i reached home.. at about 9.20am.. thanks to those friggin dogs.. i thought i could have a slow ride..
i took my bath n went to sleep.. i didnt even have my breakfast.. n all da rubbish are in my stomach.. haiz..

driving listening lesson..

huhh.... i woke up at 10.30am... lol.. it was soo early... to me.. haha.. which i normally wake up at 1pm... lol.. today i gotta attend my driving listening lesson.. well.. i had my breakfast.. 2 slices of whole grain bread with kaya n garlic butter... n chatted with my aunty who jus arrived from canada yesterday.. n den read da newspaper... den it was like already 12.30... read some kiddo science mags.. haha...

den it was time to get ready... im prepared.. but my mum isnt back yet.. class starts at 1.30pm.. but she arrived at 1.20pm.. swt.. well.. ntg much.. i wasnt pissed.. cos she had to work.. n come back all da way to fetch me.. haiz.. so.. i arrived there at 1.30... settled da money n got my thumb print n went into da class.. oh btw.. tna hui ying was also in da class..

so.. we waited n waited in da class.. i even took a nap.. lol.. den i guess aabout 3 da lecturer came.. he started off.. by writing off.. ''etika dan disiplin pemandu''.. i was like huh.. i thought we were supposed to learn how to drive geh.. swt.. its a teori lesson.. i thought wad driving teori.. but it focus on our attitude.. bla bla.. swt.. well.. da lecturer was a strict one.. his tone.. lol.. his actions.. tells tat hes serious.. haha.. well.. funny thing.. he speaks vulgar too.. lol.. cantonese.. BM.. haha.. he mimics da way drivers scolding ppl in da car.. lol..

well.. 3 hours.. im not aware of da time.. but it sure is fast.. during da 20 mins break time.. i used all of it to sleep... lol.. n im not sure wad time did da class end.. lol.. but he was rushing.. when i got out.. i some a fren liew xue ming.. who got to first undang test with me.. he passed but i failed.. now.. he already practicing adi.. haiz.. but me.. i have yet to lay my hands on da steering..

so mum came n waited outside till i got back my IC.. so i got my IC.. n went into da car.. with us was my aunt.. mum went to buy some rice.. and den went to da emas foodcourt n tried out da ice kacang with my aunt.. while i got a yogurt drink... n a kacang pau.. lol.. after finishing.. stopped by at my uncles shop... had a chat n den we got home... at last... i've been like so tired...

took my bath n got my dinner.. n online till now.. lol

Finished!! at last!!

lol... tis was an outdated post i guess... well.. tis was supposed to be on da tues.. lol.. but lazy lor...

soo.. i finished painting at last!! ah.. da days are over.. thank god.. sunny.. sweaty.. dirty.. blah... all gone.. pheww... it really aint easy painting... especially.. when ur not experienced.. n u make certain mistakes.. like accidently painted other parts.. which... u have to repaint tat part... arggh... really frustrating.. i wouldnt wanna paint anymore..

so my tuesday started off with me.. waking up at 1.30pm... had my bath.. den my LUNCH.. den newspapers.. n started off working.. at 3 i guess.. n da weather wasnt good at all... darn sunny.. had no choice.. i have to finish it quick.. or else mums is gonna blast me again...

huhh... so under da hot sun.. i painted da outside of da house.. i had to get into da drain n paint da whole wall.. haiz.. it was ntg.. but i jus get tired.. due to late sleeping.. n late waking.. but no choice.. still had to paint... after finishing da outside.. i jus touched up da inside.. mum was back tat time.. n she had a look.. n told me to do wad i had to do.. like to touch up tis touch up tat.. aiyoh.. i was damn tired adi.. wanted to call it a day.. but she told me to finish it.. so bla bla bla.. under some blastings.. we painted... i wasnt in mood adi as i was too tired n stressed out... i had to repaint those parts i accidenly painted with other paint... haiz... additional work..

so at last.. we had to clean da compound.. guess wad.. we used sulphuric acid eh... i guess.. 1mol de gua.. for car battery use geh.. but dunno y my dad not using adi... to clean away da paints on the floor... haiz.. but didnt really work.. some paint are already hardened.. at last.. we had to wash da whole compound... which aint small.. haiz.. all da work.. n mess.. duh.. i wished i nvr started painting...

at last.. it ended around 7.30pm.. i was darn tired man.. starving.. i couldnt really focus.. my brain was soo tired adi.. like having a sun stroke.. somehow i managed to survive.. lol.. went up n took a nice bath.. n got to dinner... huhh..

a product after painting.. lol..

saturday.. undang.. hehe..

well.. today im supposed to get my undang test.. 2nd time.. i failed my first time with a score of 40 over 50.. which passing score was 42.. da day before.. a friday.. night.. i didnt online.. well i did on a while.. but tat was ntg compared to wad i normally do.. hahah.. i spent my time reading a undang book.. well.. sharp at 12.. i went to bed.. so tat i would have a fresh start tmr.. but it turned out.. i couldnt sleep at all.. i rolled.. n played with my phone.. i think im anticipating da next day.. i couldnt sleep.. at last.. at around 2am.. i dozed off.. i woke up.. at 7.08am.. set alarm at 7.10am.. but mum woke me up.. i felt tired.. but i had to wake.. wad to do..

so like always.. bathroom again.. den bla bla.. went down.. prepared myself.. n i had to wait for mum.. women.. always take lotsa time.. well.. i shud be there by 8.30am.. i havent got my breakfast n we had to go out to take breakfast before going to da driving school.. n mum is taking all da time.. so at last.. we went off at 7.45am.. took my granny.. n went to first garden n ate wanton mee.. sat is like wanton mee day for me.. almost every sat i would sat da same thing for breakfast.. wanton mee.. haha i love it.. well.. after breakfast.. it was already 8.10am.. well it would jus be fine for me to get there..

so i arrived at da driving school.. gave my ic to da worker n she went out.. told da driver to add another passenger.. so i thought.. da driver took da ic.. so i jus sat inside da van waiting to go to da test place.. arriving there.. we went up.. i was da last in da pack.. so we went up.. i did not see wad da driver do.. i thought he gave da ic to da clerk.. so again.. i jus sat quietly waiting for my turn.. when it was my turn.. swt da clerk asked for my ic.. i said.. given adi.. i though she was keeping.. duh.. it wasnt there.. n i supposed.. da worker back in da driving school didnt pass da ic to da driver or back to me.. duh.. so i couldnt do anything.. i had to call da driving school n send somebody to take my ic over to da test place... da phone call costed me rm1.. errk.. so i had to wait again.. AGAIN argh.. i hate waiting. especially in tat place... so small.. n da air isnt really ''free''.. da ventilation isnt tat good.. i could hardly breath fresh air.. so i went down n waited. for about 10mins.. alas.. it arrived.. my ic.. i thanked da guy.. n went up quickly.. n get my number.. but i still had to wait.. haiz.. wad a waste of time.. n i couldnt focus on da book.. seems like theres ntg to read anymore..

so it was my turn.. after waiting for like 30 mins? after getting my ic back lar.. so i went in.. wad i felt.. ntg really.. so i did them.. n i was lucky.. i got 2 exactly same question.. asking da signs.. exactly same.. but jus diff way of asking tats all.. well.. da questions are exactly from da book itself.. exactly.. if u really read it.. u know da answer.. they are 100% same.. so i kinda knew every answer.. even looking at da answers alone i know.. its like choosing da odd one out... well.. at da part C where some history n facts take in.. im not really sure with some of the questions.. so i did it with some guessing n abit of remembrance only..

i took 10 mins so finish everything.. n 5 mins to check again.. at last.. i submitted da result.. n i clicked on da ''keputusan''.. well.. it was all words.. i could really find my score at first.. all i see is 42/50.. markah lulus.. tat was my first glance.. so i thought i scored.. but looking throughly.. i was markah 50.. i was like LOL?? i scored 50? with a relieved feel i suppose.. not really happy.. cos i failed once. n its relief tat i passed at last.. n walked out.. so when i took my bag.. theres tis indian lady who came on da same van with me asked me how i did.. well.. i said pass.. n she asked how many marks.. full score.. slightly low voice.. she couldnt hear.. but da gal beside heard n told her.. n she said.. ''pandainya.. yoh.. sangat pandai lar..''.. i was like swt... so i got back to my place n sat down to wait for da result slip to be printed.. well.. da indian lady jus now.. who talked to me.. told me to inform da driver tat she n 2 gals have to stay back to retest.. so i got my slip.. n da aunt asked me for it.. n again.. tat line of hers '' ''.. again.. n again.. swt n walked out.. i walked to da driving school place.. another centre.. jus a short walk.. n gave da result to da clerk.. to certify n register for da lesson.. she took da profile n search my name.. n she saw tat i retest.. n asked me how much i got first time.. 40.. n she saw tis result.. ''aiyoh.. kenapa kali ini tinggi sangat pulak.. '' haha.. i was jus smiling.. tats all.. so i got da earliest lesson.. 22nd. next thurs.. gonna have 3 hours of listening.. so after settling i walked off to parade.. to meet up with my buddy... kong wai yin.. haha.. its been ages since we really had an outing..

so i walked to parade.. i was early enuf.. 11 sumthing.. n we planned to meet up at 12.. so i went to bum city n had some chat with my frenz.. as usual.. random chats.. so later.. at 12.. wai yin arrived n msged.. well his fren chicken wing.. which i know.. so they both planned to buy shirts.. so they walked in parkson.. n i teman my fren for lunch break.. ate at da why why.. jus beside bum city.. welll cheap food.. a set for rm5.90.. black pepper chicken rice with ''gam gat juice''... well da food wasnt tat great.. but its filling.. n cheap.. haha.. good place to eat indeed.. so after tat.. i went to visit some other frenz.. FOS.. parkson.. there are frenz working.. but they seem so free to chat.. lol.. so i met up with wai yin n chicken wing.. they were still looking for shirt to buy.. ah later.. when it was 1 sumthing.. wai yin suggest for lunch.. he had to pass da handphone to his bro.. so we went down to da entrance.. lol.. guess wad.. in kopitiam.. there was joel n his gf.. haha.. wai yin, chicken wing, and joel are 3 guys older den i am.. haha.. but i know them.. tats where i go find them when i was in form 4.. ponteng class to their form 5 classes.. haha.. its kinda like an old reunion.. haha.. reminds me of those days in school.. well.. they chatted in kopitiam.. as da junior.. n not really close with them.. i felt awkward to sit with them.. haiz.. but still as they requested i sat with them.. my antics.. werent tat normal.. i jus listened n laugh at wad they said n kept quiet.. haha.. i jus had a drink tats all..

so after tat.. wai yin n chicken wing n i headed off.. around parade.. to look for clothes.. welll not me.. its them.. i dont buy clothes normally.. so walked n walked.. around parade.. with them trying out some clothes.. n it was 4 already.. chicken wing had to go back.. wai yin couldnt call his bro.. had to look for him in parade... well... he was pissed.. like always.. panas baran.. haha.. so at an instant luck.. we bumped on him.. hahah.. so we headed off.. waiyin gave some scold to his bro.. lol.. n his bro was pissed too.. haha.. as an outsider.. couldnt do much.. it was nearing 4.30 when we are off from parade.. for my schedule.. i shud be jogging in stadium for taekwondo training.. at 5 sumthing.. but i guess to take da bus home also.. im gonna have to miss it...

so im at kamdar.. well i was lucky i guess. i waited around 3 mins n there was a bus already.. da same bus i took.. last few days ago.. exactly.. even da driver.. haha.. jus sat down... n waited for da bus to bring me to my destination.. well.. when da bus stopped at da bus stop in hugh low street.. swt.. lydia pang.. boarded da bus.. tat time.. swt.. got so ngam mou.. i thought she din see me.. n she jus walked.. well.. her eyes were looking at da back of da bus.. so i thought she wanted to sit at da back.. n den she stopped at my place.. erm.. instantly.. i moved slowly in... n she sat beside.. i was thinking.. 'yao gam kiu mou''... hmm.. cant talk much since shes viewing da blog.. i wasnt really normal.. haha.. awkward lar.. lol.. so tats all... chatted abit along da way.. well.. she certainly didnt look normal too.. haha..

so as we arrived at da bus stand.. jia hao pulak board da bus.. again.. yao gam kiu mou... zha dou alot today.. so many coincidence.. da bus moved into silibin n it started to rain.. well.. no umbrellas.. had to call mummy to pick me up... lydia got off earlier.. well.. tat time raining heavily.. so cham.. but its jus a short distance only rite.. haha.. i dropped off n walked into a mamak stall n waited for mum to come.. n so.. later i went home.. i took my bath.. n slept.. it was indeed a tired day.. n .. LOL+swt day .. ahhaah

its been great to be able to hang out with wai yin again.. like da old times.. really been ages eh.. my brother.. haha.. wai yin.. wyeyip.. u jus call it n it sounds da same.. tats how we knew each other.. lol.. n ever since.. we became gooooooddd buddies.. haha..

fuhh.. im off.. :)

painting day.. aint easy.. n sunny...

huh... i was awaken by a phone call early morning.. its from.. despark college.. if u guys know... its automobile college.. basically.. to study as a mechanic.. or higher level.. automotive engineering.. well.. i got da call. asking me whether im interested in studying tat.. well.. i cant jus say NO! gua.. so i talked my way thru.. asking some.. asking.. felt like.. haiyo. hwo to stop it.. zzz.. suddenly poopp.. no sound.. haha.. my phone mati battery.. lol.. zha dou.. i thought i charged it over da night.. well i guess i didnt connect it tightly.. so it wasnt chargeed... hahaa.. so i jus sent a msg to da caller n den went to da bathroom.. haha.. after coming out.. lol.. its a misscall again.. lol.. cham eh.. seems like ignoring ppl..

well.. like usual.. breakfast.. n newspapers.. after tat.. a while comp only.. later.. started off working.. like always... a start is always da.. worst? lol.. to prepare those stuffs. n to get used to them.. newspapers.. brush rollers.. paint.. set up.. n prepare to paint.. well.. early morning da sun wasnt tat hot.. it was cloudy as thou its gonna rain but later noon it became hot n bit sunny.. well.. to paint.. u have to either get under da sunny day so da paint would dry.. or u work under a cloudy day.. but u have to wait for da paint to dry.. takes a longer time.. if ur unlucky rain.. boohooo.. all ur labour gone... so i chose da hot sun.. well.. started off with da walls.. around da compound.. i painted da walls which are not conquered by da bushes first.. FYI.. my hse is surrounded by lotsa plants.. tats y.. da walls get so dirty.. n i have to scramble into da plant bushes n plant.. imagine da thorn of some plants.. n branches.. haiz.. san fu.. so i painted n painted... well.. it looks great to me.. it doesnt seem to have much change..

well after painting for like 40mins.. of most of da free walls.. i went to da cornering.. fences n other walls.. with da tops.. which is most dirty.. i had to brush off da dirts before i can paint.. n those dirt.. covers all over da top.. its not easy to brush them off... i climbed on da fence.. leaned against it with my foot supporting.. n tats it.. rub n brushed.. n brushed.. even da brushed i used.. dead adi.. its ''teeth'' all worn out.. haiz.. cham.. n my body was full of dirt too.. n with paints.. da walls of outdoor.. are more uneven n da paint tend to spit out when u roll.. well i didnt even notice tat my hair kena da paint.. so later at night.. at taekwondo training.. ppl thought i aged adi.. n sir john even asked.. u paint ur hse or u paint urself.. lol.. well.. actually i always dreamed of having white or gray hair.. which i think looks cool.. haha.. i got it at last.. well for little only..

hmmm.. during da painting.. i saw tis spider.. a yellow coloured one.. first coloured spider i saw in my hse.. took a pic of it but it wasnt clear..

sorry for da bad pic.. bad phone camera tats y..

well.. i ended my painting session at around 3.. n i started off at around 12.30 i guess... painting+brushing took me tat long.. sendiri calculate lar har.. well.. its certainly tiring.. n dirty too.. i got abit tanned.. well.. da job is a painter is seriously not easy..

ah.. add on.. at night.. taekwondo training.. i got back tis medal.. which i recived 2 year ago.. at year 2007.. well.. at first da back of it.. da medal was wrongly categorized.. so i thought they would cahnge da medal.. but they it turned out tat they jus sticked another label plate.. on da back.. so tats all.. ntg much.. tis medal.. theres ntg to be proud of.. it a medal.. BOUGHT by me i could say.. cos i did not have to compete n i got tis medal.. there wasnt any competitors at my category.. haiz.. a gold without labour.. btw tis comp it in Tapah..

its heavy metal.. rare case.. but not much of memory..

signing out yeah..

wad i had today.. lol

haha... morning.. i was awaken by dad.. which means.. i have to folo him to his place to work again.. haiz.. i was reluctant.. but at last.. i still woke up n went into da bathroom.. had my breakfast n headed off to da office.. i've missed da newspaper for 2 days.. cos i would normally read them after breakfast..

well.. always its da same job.. fixing da comp.. well.. wad my dad wants.. to have a spare computer which works.. n da comp.. has to be scrambled.. from da piles.. like to sabotage anything tat works n get da rig working.. well.. i tried n tried.. but.. aikz.. no idea wads wrong.. da comp aint working.. haiz.. really headache.. i sat infront of da CPU.. wondering wads wrong.. haiz.. i have several reasons for it.. but i've no idea how to make sure of it.. so at last.. i gave up.. haiz.. i told dad tat i dont know wads da problem n couldnt make it... so he told me to transfer da harddisk to another computer.. da main thing is he needs da files from da harddisk.. haiz... i wished it was wad he wanted at first... its jus easy.. n matter solved.. my job is done.. ahh...

so to wait until da lunch time for my dad to drive home.. i sat on da table n read my undang.. zzz.. reading 2 pages... i felt so tired. had my eyes shut.. but not sleeping.. it seems so weird to have some guy sleeping on da corner of da office while everyone is working eh.. hahaa..

lunch time came.. da workers went down.. left my dad. waiting for him.. after getting down.. a phone call.. a fren of my dads asked him for lunch... swt.. which means my dad aint going back.. so.. i resorted.. taking a bus home... aikz.. to tired adi.. still have to ambil bus.. it was da end or morning session at da time.. i thought of walking to parade to see look for my frenz.. well.. but i was too tired n hungry.. so i opted to go home..

went into da bus.. i boarded at parkson grand... da driving was talking to phone.. complaining no passengers... even after school.. swt.. tat would normally mean he would wait for ppl.. haiz.. after some 5 mins of waiting in da bus.. it finally moved.. ah.. bfore tat.. i visited da 100yen shop opposite parkson too.. lol.. indeed it sells japanese stuffs... well not all but majority japanese stuffs.. haha.. seeing those snacks. drinks in japanese words.. i smiled.. it reminded me of my japanese trip.. haha.. well da stuffs there.. 100yen.. converted it shud be around rm3.60.. but da stuffs there are 4.90.. lol.. doesnt make sense.. haha.. but still a nice shop..

well.. i wanted mum to fetch me.. but she had a meeting.. haiz.. so took da bus n walked home.. tats all.. its sweat again.. under da hot sun.. haiz.. got home.. took my bath.. had my lunch.. n headed off to bed... but before tat i read some undang.. good progress huh.. i dont wanna fail anymore... im taking it once again tis saturday.. better hope da computer doesnt cheat me again.. hahaha

im listening to red hot chilli peppers.. all da while i thought their song was extreme rock.. something like hardmetal or wad.. but it wasnt really tat at all.. jus rock but still da tone is slow.. haha. not bad.. i got to listen cos of tis death note opening theme song.. it was by them.. ''dani california'' nice!!.. hahhaa.. red hot chilli peppers earn a place in my music player.. lol

errkk...

my day.. haha.. early morning.. went to work for dad.. fixing comp again.. which im not so good at... at those eras.. swt.... i was until 1.30.. i walked off to parade.. gone up to da foodcourt... to buy waffles.. to... temporary fill my stomach i guess.. 1 piece dont do good to me.. besides.. they are not filling.. so.. i walked to bum city with my waffle.. haha.. before i reach bum city.. i've already finished da waffle.. i went to bum city.. jus to visit a fren of mine.. lee kar hou.. lol.. a classmate of mine.. well yeah.. had quite a chat.. haha.. had lydia calling me.. to confirm if i was really in parade.. haha.. well nobody knows im in parade.. except.. well a surprise for them.. lol..

after da chat.. i went down to popular.. haha.. my first thing.. lol.. i went to da STPM section.. grabbed a physics book n took a slight read.. lol.. its like been ages i've not touched any books.. its kinda like... weird for me to get into those books eh.. lol... hehe.. having to catch a glimpse.. i put da book back n went to da magazine corner.. mainly comp stuffs.. n games.. haha.. even though i cant play those games... but seeing pics.. readin some reviews.. its kinda good enuf... 2009.. certainly a year which many of my favourite games releasing their newer version.. haiz.. too bad i dont have a rig for them.. jus tis old junk..

so while i was reading da mags.. ''SIFU"... it came to my ears.. lydia was there.. really.. SWT.. i was like.. speechless eh.. suddenly somebody calling n i wasnt prepared at all.. hehe.. i was like... frozen. hahaa.. well.. she said she was getting some stuffs n popular.. n saw me.. coincident eh.. n she told me da gang is in marybrown.. so i finished my mag.. n felt like it da time to reveal myself.. LOL.. it sounds lame eh.. so i went down to da ground floor.. passed by kopitiam to see if my fren is there.. n he wasnt there.. so i went back to marybrown.. as i was walking.. i peeped into marybrown to see if those guys are there.. well.. i saw lydia from far.. tis time i was prepared.. to like at least bertegur.. say sumthing.. but i wasnt prepared to get something from her.. a keychain.. well.. i really dont know wad da purpose eh..

sunglass guy.. she says look like me eh.. SWT

well.. got da news from her.. its a souvenir from penang.. lol.. tat i shud say accessory ba.. lol. but still THANK YOU.. haha.. for getting me 'souvenir'.. well.. sorry tat i couldnt get anything from my trips.. haiz..

well later.. she went in to marybrown.. den some secs later followed by me.. n pei kei.. was.. swt.. like announcing my arrival... haiz.. den i jus walked in.. cool enuf eh.. haha.. talked to da ppl.. i wasnt expected to come.. lol.. bla bla.. waited for singyee to finish his burger.. lol.. den we set off.. to nowhere.. haiz.. ppl. deciding where to go.. parade.. its a small small place.. dont even need an hour to finish.. wad activities.. sing k.. bowling.. imax.. movie.. swt.. tats all.. sing k n imax is definitely out.. no good movies tis time.. its out.. left bowling our only choice.. well da ppl.. discussing while window shopped.. at last.. we came up.. to bowl.. well some didnt folo.. so they went on their on shopping..

bowling.. haha.. i've actually played before.. but im not pro lar.. well i nvr really liked bowling.. mainly cos da price.. to throw balls n pay tat much.. which i always think its expensive.. but now.. its like my taraf has gone up.. compared to movie.. sing k.. bowling is still da cheapest.. so wadever.. jus bowl.. n darn.. i planned to put a sock in my bag early morning but i forgot.. zzz.. i had to buy da socks.. rm2.. bah.. bad quality indeed.. i wonder.. y need socks lar.. haiyo...

well.. kinda had fun bowling.. i had couple of spare n a strike which i din see da pin dropping.. lol.. was tat soem glitch or it really dropped.. lol.. rings beside us.. are pros playing.. it thrills to see their skills.. da sound of da ball hitting n da style they bowl.. jus feels to be one of them.. im not sure if im really a sports person.. but wad i played today... i was trying to focus.. its not like a play for me.. more like a practice.. serious one.. lol.. but it was really fun..

so we had 2 rounds.. im not sure how long we've played.. so later.. we were dismissed.. da guys went to kopitiam for a drink.. i thought i was supposed to take da bus ride but since chen can fetch.. i'll jus folo.. n also my bus murid got her own transport home.. den its nvm.. haha.. i was sitting in kopitiam.. in a table of poi lam ppls.. well.. im not really fren with them.. n da language they used.. upper level cantonese... seomtimes.. i dont und wad they were saying.. n i was jus waiting them to finish eating so i could get home..

after eating.. da guys went to greentown.. dont know wad they wanted to do.. n well i followed chen... to wait for his dad.. had a chat with him.. normal.. bout driving.. study.. wadeva.. hahah.. n den back to home.. took a bath.. had a quick dinner.. a big one i guess.. as i was hungry.. n headed out for taekwondo..

argh.. i still havent condition myself.. my leg still cant bear with da runs n speed.. i even had cramp.. its gonna take me some time to regain my ownself.. argh.. im gonna have to work harder.. haiz..

good news lol.. i called da singapore NYP tis morning.. n im in da list of da offer.. well.. but still.. it has to look at my SPM result.. hope i get results tat really qualify me.. hope so.. n even better.. for some others in malaysia so i would have choices.. haha

off me goes..

japn pics.. part 1 i guess

well.. here are some pics of japan.. n its jus roughly some of it.. well.. places i have visited.. i have 134 pic selected to post on blog.. wah.. i doubt i could do tat.

so... thailand suvarnabhumi airport.. i like da structure..

da inside of da airport.. im here for a 12 hour transit..

got out from airport.. thailand's castle.. damnn big..

night at da airport.. i love da blue lighting..

welcome to kansai airport, osaka, japan.

on da train to osaka city. FYI da airport is an man made island

Himeji Castle.. first place after dropping off luggage.

side view.. its da oldest castle in japan.. preserved from its era.. well not all..

hehe.. train routes in osaka.. tokyo is worst.. but din take pic.. sorry..

pachinko machines.. aka da gambling machine.. lol.. everywhere also got

japan type of shopping malls.. shop lots in one straight road.. long road.. n see da crowd.. FYI its everywhere in japan

Universal Studios!!

Night time.. haha da big sign..

Kyoto.. took a train from osaka.. whites love kyoto

a shrine.. jus outside.. meant for couples.. to bless couples.. see da pic u und..

da golden castle in osaka.. see da reflection in water..

Tokyo Disneyland!! da crowd..

night time.. electrical parade..

da main attractions.. lol

its tokyo.. man da population.. half of malaysia..

vending machines n bicycles.. common in japan..

mount FUJI!! darn cold..

night time in tokyo.. its chritmas

thick snow.. im at nikko now.. in ibaraki.. bro's host parents house.

fukuroda falls.. nice...

da same falls.. i climb up to da very top.. 20 mins.. steep climb.. aint easy..

its new year.. 1st jan.. crowd at temple to pray. lol

narita airport.. im going home..

clouds.. taken from da plane.. i love tis colour..

well.. here are some of da pics... i'll try to upload others later.. it really aint easy to upload these.. haiz.. at last i know how hard is to upload pic.. hehe.. hope u guys enjoy.. more to come.. lol

painting aint easy huh...

hehe.. seriously painiting aint an easy job.... my first painting experience.. was in school.. my choir room.. lol.. i was da room master.. so it was basically my job to fully involve myself into making up da room.. 4 days of staying at school jus to paint.. haha.. it was certainly fun.. with some frenz.. fond memories.. well.. haha.. well.. soon after tat.. was a stupid act i guess.. lol.. history.. hahha.. forget bout tat..

haha its friday.. i had to paint da bathroom ceiling.. lol.. it was jus a small bathroom.. n da ceiling wasnt tat big too.. but i had a hard time painting it.. it was all because of da pain n strains.. im dealing with it right now.. its started to get serious today morning.. my abdominal part.. mainly da stomach.. hehe.. wah.. strain.. i could wake up eh... had to move slowly.. effect of doing sit-ups.. lol..
n my arms.. feels stiff.. my leg.. pain da da ball-n-socket joint.. if u know where.. da pelvic girdle part.. n cant stand on 1 foot.. i mean for long.. whoa.. my body is not in condition.. certainly.. but i had to paint da house.. arggh..

so.. i woke up at 11.30 again.. n took my shower.. breakfast.. newspaper.. off to work..

certainly look like a work place eh..

so tat was my venue..hehe.. jus da ceiling.. well.. to da painting part.. it was white paint.. actully da ceiling have some black spots which need to be painted only.. so i painted them.. but it looks like abit different from da white paint.. its abit.. yellowish.. duh.. i looked n looked.. it jus feels not right.. so i painted da whole ceiling.. so tat mum would not shout... duh.. painted.. it was hard.. body wasnt really abit.. enduring da pain n strains eh..

well.. took me like 30 to 40 mins i guess painting n looking agian.. but it jus don feel right.. eekk.. da paint is abit yellowish.. duh.. i was so tired.. strained out adi.. i left it there... n went to play worms lol..

after a while.. about 1 hour i guess.. i went n see.. LOL.. da paints are in white adi.. it was weird.. when painted it looks yellowish.. but later it turns white.. i was like.. how it happened eh.. theres something to learn about painting too.. haha.. so i put extra paints on da ceiling.. cos i wanted it to look even at first.. but at last.. it turned back normal.. aikz.. its not easy to paint huh.. much to learn... n more to paint.. haiz..

mah day.. exhausting one..

whoa.. 8th of january 2009.. still holidaying.. like usual.. i woke up around 11.. tis time i guess its 11.30.. n like always.. i do my morning shower n stuffs.. den its breakfast.. breakfast was.. whole grain gardenia bread.. 2 slices.. with an half cooked egg.. well.. those egg yolk dripped down when im holding da bread vertically.. haha...

so i read da papers.. i really spend time on it.. haha.. den after tat.. went up da comp.. well.. cant use internet.. so i played games.. classic.. lol.. WORMS.. u guys played before?? a 2D game.. anybody wants can ask from me. but u need a software to install it.. its worms armageddon.. lol.. its new edition.. i mean.. updated.. haha.. well.. i played da mission mode.. sien adi.. den i play deathmatch.. haha.. classic... its was fun.. lol.. how i wished.. i had worms in my cellphone.. but mine couldnt support da real type... but da phone my dads using can.. haiz.. too bad.. wad a waste.. my dad has yet to fill anything on his phone eh.. his 2gb memory card is still empty.. OMG...

well.. after tat i had lunch with my mum.. curry chicken.. rendang.. without santan kelapa.. first time.. it taste like kari kapitan.. it taste good to me.. haha.. so my appetite was good.. after lunch.. i had to folo mum to billion.. in silibin one.. billion is a place i nvr been to so long.. it used to be my childhood supermarket.. i mean.. when i was small.. its like we go there at least once in 2 weeks.. i used to learn my organ near there.. so my parents always bring me over to pay a visit... fond memories back den.. u guys know tat at da pay counter there are candies n sweets.. lol.. when i was a kid.. when my mum was lining up to pay.. i would take some candies.. mostly smarties.. lol.. n put into da trolley or da basket... so when mum pays.. she would ask n give me some look den da candies would in da list.. LOL... haha but sometimes it doesnt work.. mum jus puts it back.. haha..

well.. tis time we went to buy mandarin oranges... for my mum's collegues in school.. bought 3 boxes.. 2 big n 1 small.. n den some stuffs.. for daily use.. haha.. i came across tis darlie toothpaste.. buying 2 packs will get u a free toy car.. i used to ask mum to buy da toothpaste.. so i could get da car.. haha well.. tis time after so long it happened again.. lol.. i asked mum if wanna buy n if its cheap.. mum said its okay.. lol.. n she bought.. lol.. n i've got myself a toy car.. haha.. im 18.. but im still interested in toy cars ehh. lol.. well... im lazy to upload da pic of da toy car.. well.. now im playing da toy car.. at a more matured way.. haha..learning physics make me wonder how tis n tat works.. im gonna dissemble da car n study it.. LOL..

haha.. well i carried da oranges to da car.. yesterday.. i jus resumed my taekwondo after months of skipping training.. n today.. my body aches all over.. n i could hardly get energy.. lol.. so carrying da oranges.. kinda like a hard work for me.. i mean.. like.. something tat really needs effort to do.. normally.. it can be carried easily.. haha..

well.. before tat.. we went to a utility shop in first garden to get a 5 litre can of paint.. to repaint da house.. n its gonna be my job.. huhh... came back home at 5.. i was already tired.. i wanna take a nap.. but mum told me to brush off da dirts off da walls.. so to repaint them.. haiz.. i was so tired adi... so.. took some rest.. n at 5.30.. i started working.. man.. my advice to u all.. dont buy a big house with a big garden unless u have da money to ask ppl to wash for u.... its such a tiring job.. n plus.. my body is already worn out.. i can hardly do da cleaning... it really took me lotsa effort.. n clean those walls.. i had to step into da bushes of plants.. haiz.. n my arms has to move n move n move.. its already in pain.. n now.. adds in strain.. now my arm feels so stiff.. n in pain when manoevouring.. haiz.. its gonna take some time to get back to normal lo.. well.. frankly speaking.. its really a good exercise back there..

hmm.. my body.. was all wet.. n full of dirt.. those green algae.. so it was an hour n half job.. i cleaned.. erm.. i guess 35% of da house gua.. it was tiring... aik.. i went to bath... ah den.. dinner... ah den.. now on computer.. lol..

things jus dont work out da way i want... dont they?

things.. jus dont work out..

its been several days since im back from japan.. well..da title says..
days havent been good to me.. everything seem to go against me.. im having kinda like da worst downside ever.. im facing all those.. no form of escapism at all.. im at home all da time.. i cant find anything else to do to get myself off... even da computer.. my only companion.. is in coma.. dead perhaps.. needs reformat i guess.. but im not ready to do it.. its gonna take lotsa work..

i dropped my player.. something went out.. paint went off.. it was a heartbreak.. n it happened cos of da computer.. perhaps myself.. but i chose to put da blame on da computer... i jus hate wad da computer is doing.. going dead whenever it wans.. n it will ask for some sort of ''cure''.. which sees me in depression.. pain.. n frust in getting it fixed.. da comp.. sounds like a master.. n it feels like im da slave.. im doing anything jus to make it fine.. n im doing nothing wrong to it.. im treating it so well.. but y does it have to go against me..

for these few days.. i feel energyless.. i slept alot.. but yet it feels tat i dont have enought rest.. is tis insomnia? i've never really look into tis word.. nvr really know how is insomnia.. but tis time.. i guess im having it..

for now.. i jus feel like getting a job.. forgetting everything at home.. having an old junk at home.. n its getting ''sick'' always.. as if its gonna die.. wad does it mean... for me to starting living without frequent usage of computer?? huh... it jus doesnt feel right.. nothing is right for me.. im in a negative curve right now... im not alright.. at all..

ivan told me.. to take charge of wad im going thru.. is it possible.. i mean.. i dont know wad to do... but... to think positive.. i know.. deep inside.. i still have some positive thinking.. its jus very mere.. too little.. tat it cant conquer my mind yet.. but it would come into my sense soemtimes.. occasionally.. its gonna give me relief.. make me alright.. but i hope.. it stays permanent always.. it tells me.. all these hardship are gonna make u stronger.. jus bear with it.. i will go thru it... its jus a period of rough n uneasy journey.. bear with it..

tis post.. feels like im jus talking to myself.. jus have it closed if u don und at all.. im jus whining.. nothing much related to anybody.. im off...

Blogging holiday.. can?

guys.. i wanna take a few days of holidays from tis blog..

well.. im not in da mood.. n besides.. da pics.. japan trip.. alot.. i'll have to arrange..

so.. i guess.. im sorry for those who wants to see da pics.. haiz..

2009 bad year ahead?

2009.. a new year.. its jus da first 4 days of 2009.. i got lotsa bad experience.. bad encounters.. bad.. everything is jus bad..

to make it a start.. da first day of 2009.. i was still in japan.. da last day.. our schedule was planned to shop for souvenirs n stuffs today.. its 1st of jan.. ppl are celebrating new year.. nobody is working.. so most of da shops didnt open.. tat was da first thing.. no souvenirs for ppl.. im sorry..
well da 1st day was spent travelling around to look for shops.. den we ended up in jusco.. like da jusco in ipoh.. department store.. like always.. i nvr do any shopping.. i had to accompany my family.. parents n bro.. they all bought their own stuffs.. but i was in empty hands.. about 3 hours.. i was there with them.. i was tired.. n imagine da exhaustion n boredom.. man i wasnt happy at all... 1st day of new year was nothing.. it would have been better if im in ipoh.. receiving new year msgs..

2nd day.. its time to go home.. well. early morning we set off to da airport.. narita.. it was a nice n big airport.. even KLIA cant match it.. well.. we had our breakfast at da airport.. n know wad.. my dad had da phone which my bro told us to take back to malaysia.. nokia n73... u guys shud know.. popular phone.. my dad was already using it.. omg.. i was thinking.. man.. tat phone cant even be used rite now.. or even at malaysia.. cos its a japanese phone n u have to unlock it back in malaysia.. he was like so.. thrilled to own a new phone.. i guess like everyone.. its jus like hypocrisy.. im not sure if i used tis correct.. but its jus da way he treats new stuffs.. n i would say hes a white elephant.. he would take care of something at first but later den he will leave it n not caring for it.. n one more thing.. nokia n73.. 3.2mp camera.. 2gigabyte of memory.. fm radio.. mp3... bla bla.. how would he utilise it.. i really really feel bad for da phone.. created to be used for calling and reading sms only.. wads most funny.. he tried to use da phone.. well.. he was using sony ericsson phones all da while.. n new nokia phones.. da menu button has its own.. he couldnt access da menu.. he kept clicking da left softkey.. n da joystick.. like normal SE phones.. its menu.. but in nokia.. its to msg.. man.. i wonder how hes gonna use it.. haiz.. im saying tis cos.. i feel tat i shud use da phone.. well.. it suits teen i guess. with all these gadgets.. stuffs.. i suppose anyone would wanna have it.. but wad my mum said to me.. ''dad hasnt been owning any new phones.. he always uses old phones.. let him use tis one lar..'' haiz.. i was speechless.. nvm.. i will try to get thru it.. u know wad.. da 2gb memory card isnt in da phone.. swt rite..

well.. i arrived at penang airport at 10.30pm.. im flying in THAI airways.. i must salute.. a damn nice company.. better den MAS.. and definitely AIRASIA.. first.. it was a cheap flight.. but it needs a transit.. n transit was da problem.. had to wait for hours.. but overall.. its a damn nice airline.. service everything is great.. da food.. da seats.. da entertainment.. bla bla.. hmm.. going back.. arriving at penang.. as always we have to go thru immigration.. u know wad.. da immigration took us 30mins.. its slow like hell.. even a snail can go thru faster den us without lining up like we did.. da immigration officers.. they are like.. half asleep.. all malays.. damn.. really feel liek slapping them.. n having myself on their seats.. even i see some tourists werent happy at all.. n know wad.. rubbish exist in da immigration place.. LOL.. i saw japan tourist picking da rubbish bag n putting it aside.. man.. really.. malu... bck in japan.. da immigration was so quick... i suppose.. malaysia computers.. are slow.. noob.. i guess its been hacked with viruses.. n im sure every computer in malaysia is jus da same.. infected with virus..

well.. coming out.. still lining up.. at da exit.. ppl.. malaysian.. were packed n waving at their relatives or frenz arriving.. n it was jus a narrow line for us.. to go thru.. with luggage.. imagine tat.. malaysians.. haiz.. even at da plane.. malaysians were talking so loud.. its like coming back to a place with no tamadun.. frankly speaking.. malaysia is far worst den japan.. in terms of everything.. manners is da first i would condemn.. i heard japanese saying thank you so many times tat da word is embedded in me... no matter where u are.. u hear tat..

at da car.. i took out my phone.. i turned it on.. but wad da heck.. its was outta battery.. i was curious.. last time when i turned it off i shud have about 50% of battery.. but now its out.. seriously dont know wads da problem.. so i couldnt msg anyone.. do anything at all... n da journey back home.. wasnt comfortable after all.. da place i sit.. is like less den a seat.. bags n boxes took da spaces.. i was holding on a box all da way..

coming back home.. i turned on my phone.. no msgs at all.. i must admit.. digi is not good in terms of service.. compared to maxis.. cos maxis can receive msgs even ur phone is off.. but digi cant do it.. haiz.. guess its rates.. n majority of teens using digi forced me to do so.. i went online.. for soem while... den i went to bed..

3rd day of 2009.. i woke up at 12.. msged some ppl n got up.. on da computer again.. while waiting for my lunch.. seomthing wasnt right with da computer.. its restarting on its own.. i planned to watch movie.. so i watched it on my mum's laptop.. after lunch.. i started my movie.. the dark knight.. well. its an old movie.. sure most of u watched it already.. well.. cetak rompak dvd.. sure isnt good.. so i couldnt really catch wad their are saying.. audio probs.. i shud have watched it in japan with my bro in HD.. my bro downloaded lotsa HD movies..

later. i had my dinner.. after tat... i went on da comp.. but i was tired.. i took a nap but leaving da comp on.. when i was back on.. da comp got prob again.. somebody must have used it.. i asked mum.. but she said nobody wants to touch da comp.. n i suspected dad.. ppl at my house.. leave comp problems to me.. not even saying wad they did to it.. tats wad i hate.. i was pissed.. really.. because i have to fix it again.. well.. removing something.. i made it run.. but still not at da optimum.. had some chat while waiting for da new driver to be downloaded..

well at night.. i went to bed.. can be said as early.. cos if da comp was working i wouldnt go to bed tat early i guess. its 1am.. mum went in my bedroom.. n asked me if i read da letter form nanyang polytechnic.. i didnt.. i asked her to leave it.. den i went to read..

i missed out da opportunity to get tis scholarship.. closing date was 26th dec.. i was still off.. n da letter was sent when i was in japan.. u see tat.. depressed.. i went to bed.. listening to my moody tracks..

4th day.. i couldnt wake up... mum n dad was calling me up.. n i didnt reply them.. got scolding from dad.. i pretended to be asleep.. n they went out to breakfast on their own.. n now here i am.. empty stomach.. blogging.. whining..

2009.. i hope i dont get anymore bad stuffs.. especially SPM result..