My Choice?

Ppl keep asking me.. whats my choice.. it seems like everyone tells me that its my choice.. but its doesnt seem like i have my choice..

tis morning.. mum told me to prepare stuffs to study in uni.. n i asked here.. where am i going.. dad doesnt seem to be any interested.. mum suddenly tells me.. go melaka lar.. study diploma den cont ur degree in AUS.. i was like WTF... u wanted me to go nottingham.. u agreed.. and now ur changing ur mind.. she gets influenced easily by ppl.. she asks everyone's opinion.. and those she asks.. are mostly malays.. which their son.. are all in diploma.. tats y they say diploma is good..

she says foundation is tough.. wtf.. everyone goes for foundation.. is it like wad so SUPER hard??

god.. what da heck am i in.. im really blank rite now.. people are happily waiting to get enrolled.. what am i doing.. ****

Great...

Had a rough spar with a fren on wed's training.. ended up.. injured left ankle.. and the comeback of my old injury on my right hamstring part.. pain... im basically.. walking with pain.. haiz..

Randomness...

addicted to 2 songs lately..

Nickelback's GottaBeSomebody
Utada Hikaru's Come Back To Me.

hmm.. a start of new week... weather has been unbearable.. the weather is merciless.. im sweating profusely.. even which shirt on.. haha... CaLau vocabs.. lol

i wont be going to school anymore.. i've made up my mind.. even though i wanna go to school for the last week.. but i really dont wanna see the chemistry teacher.. zzz.. but.. she goes to the class everyday.. except wed.. which i guess tat would be my last day to school.. to claim my MONEY.. lol.. den its 2 weeks holiday.. and i guess time comes.. i'll be off to a UNI which i dont know what would it be yet..

i have 3 choices..

Utem.. University Teknikal Malaysia Melaka.. which everyone tells me not to go...
Uniten.. have to reply before 19th of June.. i have seniors there..
Nottingham.. still pending offer.. offer letter not here yet..

I have no idea what my parents want now..

everyone is asking me where im going.. and all tat im answering is "up to my parents"
and ppl will tell me.. where u study is ur decision.. i know that lar.. but my parents.. are jus diff.. they will.. even though they tell me to choose.. i chose one.. and if they dont wan it.. they'll tell me all the things to deter my choice.. basically.. they are influencing me.. n they are not pleased if i want that.. but da problem now.. both my parents arent on the same choice.. mum says go Utem.. Dad says nothing.. hes da one who brought me to Uniten to register.. and asked me to apply nottingham.. but he didnt tell me which im going.. darn it.. im really blank now.. where will i be going eh..

The Worst Yet The Best Experience

haha.. take a look at the picture above.. any idea what i've been thru?? lol

lets start this off.. haha..
its Sat.. Parents werent at home.. basically i was home alone.. so.. christina's bday party was at night..

after 3 weeks of absence in training.. i went back today.. hearing that hell will greeting us but ironically.. Dass.. our senior din come.. so we're still safe from hell.. we had light training.. quite light i would say.. but i couldnt hold it.. everything is soo stiff.. n i had back pain at the end.. muscles getting stiff adi.. haiz..

training session ended at 7.15pm.. had my bath in stadium.. got changed and headed to bercham.. to attend christina's bday party.. which is bascially a gathering of a few choir members.. haha.. my seniors..

i've nvr been to bercham in like.. ages?? so.. i kinda got lost.. n da best part.. i turned into a highway but exited to tambun.. did a u-turn and reached safely.. but petrol.. sadness.. guess u guys would und what i mean..

well.. at christina's house.. ntg much.. chit chats.. reunion with seniors.. haha..

here comes the best part.. huhuu

time to go home.. it was.. like 11.15pm adi.. haha.. so i went back.. the normal route i would take would be the fair park route across the town...

but this time i decided to try a highway.. the highway which i mistakenly travelled when i came.. the highway looks very familiar to the one my mum used to drive along back to my place.. so i really turned into the corner.. not realising its a whole long way.. i neglected the tambun exit.. lol.. kept on going.. reached da toll booth which was quite familiar.. wasnt really feeling anything.. n i saw.. ''IPOH SELATAN"... i was like.. OMG.. i asked that guy at da toolbooth how to go home.. lol.. imagine whats running on that guys brain.. n mine.. lol.. he said its da highway to KL.. KL LOLZ.. he told me to exit on the next exit.. simpang pulai..

so i got da ticket and travelled along the straight road.. all dark.. big trucks on the left lane.. fast cars passing me on the right.. lol.. i was messed up.. worried.. haha.. mostly.. of the petrol.. haha.. again.. all i did was 90km/h.. not too fast.. so i exited to simpang pulai.. i was glad.. the place seem familiar adi.. and ended up at medan gopeng.. i sped along the way to home.. passing most cars.. manoevouring to pass cars.. lol.. on average.. i did 60.. whoa.. and the picture above... is the FIRST ever highway toll ticket.. lol.. its rm1.80.. first time.. im travelling on the highway on myself.. and dark.. whoa.. the feeling is GREATTTTT.. haha.. but im always afraid of the petrol.. haha.. hope i dont get questioned..

i must say.. Its the worst yet the BEST driving experience.. LOLL

Tagged.. Tan Pi Yao..

Dearest Pi Yao.
I LOL-ed you.
You have a nice Hair.
You make me LOL.
You should Haha.
Someday I will Hihi.
You + me = Huhu.
If I saw you now I'd Hoho.
I want to Lmao of you.
I would build a nothing just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be ABC.
We could RoFL under the stars.

Love,
Yippie!! XDDD

(P.S. Hehe.)

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Weh ppl who reads my blog.. go do tis.. hahaaa

Dearest Wye Yip
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

Tagged.. Tan Pi Yao..

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
Cheek lo..

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Lazy...

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
form 6 orientation group?

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
ah nope.. well disciplined still..

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
yeah.. why not..

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
lol.. yeahhh..

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
haha.. kinda.. my teachers..

8. What does your last text message say ?
zzz wut wut MCA bout JPA stuffs.. dunno wanna go anot..

9. What are you thinking right now ?
whether to ponteng school tmr..

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
well.. not someONE.. someMANY

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
1am..

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Starwalk.. zzz

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
ah yea... guess so

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Ng Chee Ming..


TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz :

1. Regine? lol..
2. Lydia?
3. ah.. yean tuck
4. dunno who views my blog..
5. whoever views my blog..
6. whoever views my blog..
7. whoever views my blog..
8. whoever views my blog..
9. whoever views my blog..
10. Tan Pi Yao AGAIN!! LOL


15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
she's single i suppose

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
Male lar.. my dai lou..

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
no idea..

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
Science Stream is MC

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Msn.. SMS.. bla bla..

20.Is no.4 single ?
Probably..

21. Say something about no.2
huhu... good learner.. under a good teacher.. hehe..

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
dunno eh..

23. Describe no.9
U know urself..

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Wonder who would they be..

25. Do you like no.8 ?
erm.. no idea..

my class...

so... heres some info bout my class..

well.. im in L6F2... obviously da 2nd class.. but.. its lousy.. im not liking it.. i feel like gettin out asap...

here is da list of teachers...

for pa... i get ho hon choong.. i slept in all his classese.. duh.. stastistics is mr tan sai hoi.. da blow water king.. according to ppl la... wel jus had 15 mins with him.. nvr really a class yet..

maths.. ms ong siew eng.. her vice is soo soft.. n i don quite und wad she teaches.. shes quick.. n seems very cincai.. stastics is chee kuan cheong.. da bullets make me sleep man.. die lo...

physics is a new teacher.. ms yap.. ntg much bout her.. still new...

darn it..

dad.. all of a sudden told me to go enroll in sum private uni..

he brought me over to TNB Ipoh.. to enroll in Uniten.. n woot.. straight ahead the offer letter was processed.. but still im deciding to go..

UTPetronas.. my dream uni all da while.. closed its application.. darn it.. damn.. it stupid.. its opened with the scholarship together.. i applied for the scholarship but not for the private thing.. duh.. damn it.. so da guy advised me to do pre-u courses and enroll later.. damn it.. i was a dumb..

nottingham.. dad asked me to applied.. he says i shud get all the offer letters.. then decide whether to go or not.. all the fuss again..

well.. now.. i've already got uniten offer.. foundation.. wonder if its possible that i just do my foundation there and go for UTP.. tats gonna be soo not right.. but i really wanna go to UTP.. huh.. it near.. n great study place man.. damn.. i was a dumb..

haiz..

my subject teachers.. are lousy ones.. damn..

im having a hard time studying.. my sole purpose.. if tarnished.. duh.. i cant learn nothing.. shud i jus leave da school and wait for my day to come..

and dang.. i dont know wad to choose now..

man... helpp..

ah.. im torn.. in decisions..

i dont wanna stay in form 6..

im hearing n feeling some negatives in the melaka U i planned to go.. ahhh

i dont know wad to do now.. god..

school.. form 6..

2 days since the first day of form 6..

first day.. followed ziying's car.. with ziyi.. nothing much really.. jus we've been briefed.. and sat on da dirty hall.. for almost the whole day.. listening to people speaking.. principal.. all senior assitants.. discipline teacher...

what it feels like.. ntg much.. cos i know i'll be leaving soon.. jus boring.. its like getting tied to the school.. while i dont have to be.. but whatever.. still i hate da rules.. duh..

2nd day.. orientation goes on.. groups division.. station games.. n well it sucks.. i guess my team performed the worst.. tmr will be the announcement of results.. wadeva.. it feels jus boring n lame.. i din really had fun in playing..

well.. had a chat with yean yang.. hes telling me to stay form 6.. its not wad so hard.. local U.. u'll suffer more.. u'll get mixed n influenced.. aih.. dunno wad lar.. 1st day.. ziying told me to go Utar.. i've always thought utar wasnt a place to study.. but shes like.. denying.. n telling me how is it.. im abit tempted.. after all.. i have a senior there tat can take care of me.. food n lodging.. settled there.. but i've made up my mind.. jus go melaka.. a whole new place.. a place to start.. well.. i'll have to get more info on it.. well.. i hope i have frenz going too.. but most probably.. it'd be none..

huhhhh.. form 6.. enjoy wearing in white.. enjoying have gals around.. but im not enjoying myself.. well.. what will happen in the next few days.. shud i jus quit it eh.. haiz.. dunno lar..

Bon Voyage..

A farewell post to Lydia Pang Kai Tsan and Chan Pooi Mun going to matric and starting their studies on the 11th of May..

as for me.. im still in the middle of nowhere.. haha..

well.. cya guys around.. have a nice experience over at pahang..

Sucks..

do u know how it feels like..

when something u yearn for it.. u have dreamed of.. been taken away.. u've thought tat obtaining it wont be any hard.. yet.. u still fail.. whats wrong.. wad da hell is wrong..

alrite.. im talkin bout JPA.. PSD.. the department.. who sponsored my bro to japan.. y don they sponsor me too.. i friggin dont know... i have the qualifications.. why.. i wouldnt say im the best.. but.. tats my dream.. i suppose everyone's dream.. but yet.. it a sad answer.. damnit.. i wan it so badly.. i want it.. what have i done wrong.. please.. tell me y i din get it..

heck.. im damn sad now.. im down.. moody.. moodless.. i feel like crying.. grieving.. but i couldnt.. i kept thinkin.. y am i not getting it..

come on.. get it out of my mind.. the road is close.. its a bye bye.. farewell to it.. JPA.. out.. kan wye yip.. wont be studying in korea.. hell yeah.. he will be recovering with time.. haha..

i'll be fine.. its not da end of the world.. irony..

haha.. welcome..

lol.. i guess.. there will be some new readers around here eh.. haha..

my blog is search-able in google by jus typing my full name.. *sweat*..

well i guess i have no choice but to welcome u guys.. lol.. theres ntg much i can say..

jus tat my blog is damn boring.. hope u guys.. enjoy boredom in here.. haha..

well.. do drop sumthing in da chatbox so i know whos been here.. thanks

Its about time eh.. haha..

haha.. its been like ageesss since i've updated right.. u guys are really bored with this empty.. abandoned blog..

well.. its about time to update.. haha.. sorry ye ppl.. if theres anyone been cursing me to update.. or so.. haha.. but well i guess not much reader as well.. haha..

hmm.. so wads up with me??

hmm.. i've stopped working.. for my dad i mean.. hes hired a new worker.. well.. great for me.. whos working till late evenings.. without any pay.. i'd rather rot at home huh.. haha.. income tax deadline is coming.. well.. i hope he doesnt strain himself too much.. n work till da wee hours like last year.. which i had to help out too..

wad else.. lol.. brain dead man.. so.. how im up to?? still fine.. alive.. not dead.. eating n sleeping.. onlining.. but not updating :P.. well.. where am i going next.. studies.. no idea yet.. JPA results still waiting.. 11th may.. long wait indeed.. haiz.. well.. in da mean time.. form 6 has been running into my mind.. its like i have no choice but to go for it.. no matter what happens.. i will still be able to further my studies rite?? hmm.. hope everything goes well.. n JPA offer in my hands.. IM YEARNING TO FLY TO KOREAAA..

haha.. da last part.. i really dunno what to write adi.. i've bought a new PHONE.. hehee.. a PDA phone.. for rm570.. using my own money.. for da first time.. spending on sumthing tat highly priced on my own.. haha so.. da phone.. its dopod 838pro.. hehe.. mine is MDA vario II.. its da same platform.. but jus diff design.. quite rare colour i have.. hehe.. for more info.. jus Google it.. hahaa..

well.. been having some hard time with tis piece of thing.. basically the ROMs.. da operating systems in the phone.. had to try out alot of it.. flashing n flashing n flashing.. n i have to bear with da risk.. any problems.. during like 10 min flashing procedure.. da phone will be GONE.. zzz.. well now i've got myself a memory card for it.. it seems stable.. this rom.. i hope i'll live with it.. its still not 1 day old yet.. i hope it will last.. been having sleepless nights for it.

so what can this phone do.. Wifi.. online.. 3G.. edge.. sumthing to do with high end connectivity.. which malaysia is still under progress.. well.. i cant utilise much of it.. basically.. for me its jus going online while running around.. haha.. for da time being.. im still not using it as a phone.. still trying to get it stable.. get everything im needing.. before using it as a phone.. im quite reluctant to leave my old phone out too.. haiz..

Take A peek

Sliding QWERTY keyboard

well.. i suppose tats all i have for now.. i really cant find much to talk about.. everyday is basically da same..

i guess interesting stuffs will come soon when school starts.
hahaa..