SPM fever..

In jus 1 more day.. 1 day.. 24 hours... 1440minutes.. 86400 seconds.. my life.. 1st stage.. 11 years of studies.. everything will end.. in jus 24 hours.. ENDDDD.. another stage is awaiting me... another level of life.. which i think i could handle... but am i really capable of handling it... im having tat mixed feelings rite now.. my frenz... we are going to split.. in fact.. i dont really have much frenz.. close ones i guess.. are we gonna be strangers in da future?? im not sure... haiz...

back to my original topic i guess.. like i said in 1 more day... im gonna go for a battle i prepared for years.. years of preparation is gonna end in tis 9 days... fuhhh... cant imagine.. im 17 adi.. wow.. wad have i done in my entire life..
ahhh.. gone out of da topic again...

SPM.. im not sure if im really prepared for it.. i've been studying hard for these few days.. only on subjects i didnt do well in my trials.. to be specific.. history.. da only subject.. i've been working hard but im not sure if da hardwork is effective.. to be frank.. i dont think it effective.. all i did was jus read read read.. can i really rmb da facts i dont know... wad i shud do was to copy out da notes.. short ones.. i tried.. but i was too lazy.. too tired of it.. time is getting short.. haiz..
jus whining about myself.. i jus hope i do well... da science subjects.. i have yet to touch them.. da intervals.. are they enuf for me to go thru them.. argghh.. i dont know.. everytime i look at my timetable.. i feel like.. relaxed.. still got time.. still got time.. got time to study.. dont worry.. but is it really wad my mind thinks? i dont know ler... im abit afraid.. n i dont know y.. mixed up.. hell it aint good.. i cant focus at all...

currently.. 5.05pm.. i studied in da morning.. but i cant focus rite now... wad shud i do... jus felt like expressing myself.. ahh GOD... help tis poor kid... hes lost.. lost... lost... wad shud he do.. how to clear his mind.. give him an empty.. no mind.. no thinking.. no problems.. jus let him study.. tats all he wants.. focus.. concentration.. peace for him.. serenity in him..