somethings just have be let go

haha.. the title dont look good rite.. i dont know if it fits the content.. but i jus felt like using it...

6th of june.. yesterday.. lemme start off at 12 am.. before that.. i was in pasar malam.. met up in jun jen and poh ann.. took off to cikgu's house.. had a chat.. conflicts among the girls.. den.. clock struck 11 sumthing.. rode off.. to town.. to find a place to sit down and yum cha.. ended in KFC.. i spent money.. on it.. very first time.. normally i dont..

so.. later.. 1 sumthing.. headed back.. poh ann, chooi mee, jj and i watched terminator 1 in chooi mee's house.. was kinda exhausted already.. but still followed.. another late night outing..

morning came.. woke up at 8.30 am.. 4 hours of sleep.. dad was using da toilet.. he took a long time.. den it was me.. followed mum with grandma out for breakfast.. den i was dropped off at cikgu's house.. 10am as told.. but da ppl were late.. aih nvm.. used to it.. heard cikgu teaching PA.. it interests me.. i wanted to go earlier.. but due to the late sleep.. i couldnt wake up in time..

so off we went to chemor.. ulu chepor waterfall.. like the first time we had.. i guess this shud be the last time too.. started with waterfall and ended with waterfall too.. haha.. the so-called waterfall gang.. spend around 4 to 5 hours there yea? tats about it.. at 3 sumthing.. went to old town.. nam heong.. coffee..
went home.. and had stomach problem.. i guess my weak stomach cant hold coffee.. and i seldom drink.. just because it well known for its coffee.. i wanted to try..

so.. i online-d to check out xda developers.. and had a 1 hour sleep.. then dinner.. and online.. told tat theres an outing.. but it began oni at 11pm.. so late.. i drove toyota.. out.. which the petrol.. it at the empty bar already.. went to ah chooi's house.. n they decided to go to BERCHAM.. McD.. they're nutz arent they..
had to fork out my own money to pay the petrol.. well.. i don feel much.. i felt numb already.. wonder whats happened to me.. maybe.. its da last outing.. i dont feel much..

i was.. driving.. speeding.. i guess.. i was scared too.. but i jus dont feel anything physically.. mentally.. im scared.. arrived safely.. luckily.. sat in McD.. till 3am.. nuts.. basically. i jus wasted my time there.. lydia and ah chan.. meanwhile.. busy with their maths.. but i jus couldnt solve it.. haiz..

got back home at 3 sumthing.. dota with jj and durian.. after tat.. asked jiayi to help solve the math question.. which.. was like wtf.. he jus made the question into equation which i nvr thought of it.. and its done.. but not till the answer.. till a part im familiar with.. duh.. jus twisting it.. manipulating the question..

got to sleep.. well.. its kinda like not related with the title eh.. guess heres da real part.. a short one i guess..

let go.. somethings.. what things.. frenz.. i guess.. time to move on.. a new chapter of life.. waiting for me on the 9th of july in nottingham.. the conclusion of this outing..the last one.. a major last.. we'll all be separated.. i guess. for me.. not all.. those who stay near.. can still meet up.. but not all.. i guess.. an end of a chapter.. how do i feel.. i feel sad.. thou i dont show it out.. deep inside.. i do.. but i cant wait for a new chapter.. its holding me back.. im not moving up eh.. but its jus sad to know its coming to an end.. like the title says.. just have to let go.. 1 months time.. let it go.. haha..

Let It Go..