add math...

add math... my worst subject.. a subject tat i don like.. i dont know y n i cant master it at all.. i did not do well in da trials.. normally in every exam i nvr do well... i get C all da time n i nvr touched A... haiz... i've been doing lotsa prac on it.. well to be frank.. i shud say ive been wasting my time in scrambling my brain for ways on solving da questions.. n i took a lot of time thinking thinking thinking.. but still ended up wrong..

i wonder y am i so weak in add math.. in mod maths.. i can do well solve well.. almost ntg is hard for me in mod maths.. but in add maths.. twisting n turning da formulae.. applying.. solving.. so many stuffs.. steps.. 1 step wrong ur gone... maybe my brain is da direct type.. i cant twist n turn about da formulae... cant think of any other ways except applying formulae i guess.. haiz.. i really dont know wad to do about it.. even basic formulae i cant master them... log.. functions... i still aint sure about them..

im writing bout tis cos today.. i was kinda pissed off with my add math teacher.. he.. is a guy.. very arrogant i suppose.. da way he talks.. he writes.. everything is very sombong.. i dont like his attitude.. he looks down on ppl instead of helping them... da thing im not happy about him is his teaching.. he writes soo tiny n da words are blur... he writes as if he nvr uses energy in writing... im sitting on da last row.. n i look around n ppl sitting in da last row are just doing their own things.. some like me.. pretending to listen to him.. but seriously dont know wad hes teaching..

haiz.. it seems like.. my add maths is not improving at all.. wad shud i do.. more pracs?? or wad.. or maybe get a book with chapters n do it all over again.. arrgghh somebody help me with add maths....