holidays..

havent been updating my blog... sorry for those who read my blog... or even i shudnt be sorry... i wonder if anybody reads my blog...

haiz.. well holidays... one thing i look forward during school days...
but tis holiday... i actually planned to study history.. to finish it up... but i dont think i will be able to do it... lets jus pray everything works on well in my trial...

ahh.. holidays have been very boring to me........ very very very damn boring... almost everyday im occupied with tuition.. tuition... haiz... after tuition... i get so tired n i have tis feeling tat i have studied for da day... damn... im so damn useless to myself.. n some more... i have been quarreling with my mum... she sometimes gets to fan... cheong hei... ask tis ask tat... n sometimes delay my work.. my tt time... ahh... really dunno wad happening to me.. im like having "period''... aikz... i get so Fiery easily... sorry mum... i don mean it... i jus don feel good... n i hope u understand me.. please don stress me to much...

sometimes its so bored tat i really dunno wad i can do... i jus sit down n wonder... wads gonna happen to me...i really wasted a lot of time... i really hope somebody will be able to accompany me... talk me thru... enlighten me.. really fix me... guide me... but very hard to find someone.. n most of them don even care how i do... how am i... maybe its jus my feeling of getting a real good fren to always accompany me... sometimes.. i wonder if i do really have frenz... wad are frenz... they are those who stand by u when ur in trouble.. dey share ur happiness n ur sadness... do i really have such frenz??

haiz.... ive really got no mood to study right now at tis moment... 10.45pm.. n i dunno wad im doing on9.. jus staring at da stupid screen n doing nothing...