Wad To Write??

hmm been long since i've updated da blog.. suddenly wonder wads da purpose of having tis blog..

3 days to go before SPM. i havent full finish all my revisions.. mostly are fast n quick revision except history.. hope i will do well bah.

well these few days i havent been able to study or online cos my bro is bak n hes brought bak a jap fellow to our house for a week trip. so most of da time we went out to visit places or makan... talking about makan.. theres something wrong with my lunch today which resulted me stomach ache now... aikkk.. currently don have da mood to study so i went on9 n hopefully... i wont get tired tonight to stay up n study..

haiz.. going to school is kinda meaningless now.. everyone is studying at home.. i bet they would progress very fast... n im mostly wasting time in school.. not able to concentrate.. some of those whose weaker den me are now studying so hard tat im so afraid i cant keep my own place... at school... we've been playing paper planes.. LOL.. something tat nobody would play at tis age in this era i guess... we took da college or uni brochures n made them into aeroplanes n see whos a better aeroplane engineer. haha.. wonder wads gonna happen to us in da future.. future engineers maybe?? lol

sometimes i wonder.. if i cant study well.. wad will i be.. everything i do i cant do it well.. all also half good only.. cant excel... talking bout music.. i once played organ, flute, cello, i tried guitar too.. but most of them i don do well.. da worse is da guitar.. which i stopped after 1 class.. i think i don have da talent in music.. or maybe i havent found da instrument which suits me.. talk bout studies den.. im not a bright student.. my marks are jus above average.. not top student as well.. talking bout curricular. i aint president of any club.. i don think i have da leadership.. talk about taekwondo den.. im not a good exponent as well.. somehow i cant perform as good as the others.. i always force myself to do better.. but my body cant hold it.. am i tat weak.. i guess so.. im easily prone to fall sick.. always get tired easily... etc etc..
wad do i really have tats good in me... wondering.. maybe a patience?? kind heart?? blunt? i do have those but i don think dey would do any good in my future.. wad can dey help.. if i were to become a millionaire.. i always wanted to help da poors.. i dont know if i would do wad i said now but i always have tis thinking when i saw those beggers.. those uncles having to cycle around picking up stuffs to sell.. i really pity them.. i want to give them a ride.. i wanna help them... haiz.. wonder if i would be in their shoes in future..

haha everything i jus blasted out.. hope i don get flamed or any bad comments la..
signing off to dinner now.. yipppeeeeeeeeee